I met him at summercamp
he started flirting with me
I might have been shallow
because I fell for his looks at once
but after some talking
I fell for his mind
his heart
his being
his essence
his voice
everything.

It's been over a year since I last saw him
he seemed bored of me
a friend told me he usually gets bored of people
I didn't listen
and now I feel lost without him
lost without his laughter
his weird conversations
his brown eyes
his touch
his heartbeat
everything.