Hardly, my friend. The Dharma shrieks a diamond radiance from my heart. I do not fear the turning of the wheel. I revel in it. I made this world; creator and arbiter. I control my destiny by controlling my self. I choose how to live, where to live, with whom to live. I know what I need and take it. I make my desires into my truths. My karma is strong. It is not my karma to surrender, ever. My other lives roiled with war, death and destruction, but never surrender. What to fear in this one? Only fools fear death. Death leads to the Bardo and the Bardo leads to another try at conquering life. I sit where I am and I choose who I am. My heart feels the circle turn and I exude its diamond radiance once again: action in inaction; order in chaos. I make my freedom here in the still spoke of the spinning wheel we call life. Let the Universe look after itself. I have other worlds to conquer. ~mce