You know what? I love you. I was just stupid and scared. I didn't want my heart to be shattered. I didn't want to feel the pain. I should have listened when you said you were mine.
When you thought I wasn't serious, we went our separate ways. I heard you got someone new. My heart fell, how could you move on so fast? I could bearly think straight. But I learnt to accept your choice of moving on.
I rid myself of you. But you. You crawled your gracely self back into my life and asked why I removed you. I lied and said I pressed the button by accident. If only you knew that looking at you just hurts.
Days go by and I still keep track of your little stories, here and there. After her, Still none new? I like to think that you are waiting for me but I know it isn't true. A girl can dream right?
There will always be a place in my heart that belongs to you. I would take you back without a moment of hesitation and treat you right cause I was fool in other people's games and demise.
To the relationship that could have been heaven but I messed up.