It seems sometimes that depression has no cure, you just can't be happy and people call you immature. People just don't seem to realize that this won't go away overnight, the thoughts and feeling hold onto you so tight. People always think that everything's for attention, but what they don't realize is that it's like you are stuck in an invention. People just don't understand how this really feels, they think that calling 999 would make all of this heal. The truth is I am not the person I used to be, I used to be happy and energetic which you just can't see. I do my best to hold back and pretend, like everything's okay and this will mend. It's easy for people to say you'll get over it, but they don't realize that all you want to do is quit. You just can't bring yourself to think about the future, because in moments like these you count yourself as the loser. You can't sleep because you think about what happened, this is not at all as you imagined. But you know in your heart that you can get through this, all the bad things that happened you just need to dismiss. You just have to remember that your not the only person going through this struggle, you know that you will find the light at the end of the tunnel.