Iv been floating around city to city since i was born
was physically there but emotionally torn
mourning the loss of my long lost friends
the older i got i hated doing this over again
afraid to fall in love cuz disappearing after a kiss
or make new friends but a year later all their birthdays i will miss
and they write that they miss you and you want to reminisce
but 18 years in a new place and the loneliness really hits home
and  it must be in my heart because that where my past friends have grown