Helium halos fade, So often I'm awake in my coffin, Coughing out a blackened soul, A stop sign nailed on chest, This is the crossroads, To an unknown wasteland, Where the angels are hung from cactuses, A fire struck the marker holder in the chalkboard sky, And there lit a billion, brilliant stellar matches, Now where do I go, Away from this desperation, Away from the smiles, Of fertilized desecration,