She noticed that I love her she knows I do she just dont know what to do anymore she is just in the wrong wright now she needs time to think and I respect that but she has not realized I am not like other people I will keep it 100 with her for real its hard to watch the person you love walk away from you it really is she says she cant lose me well why cant she, she dont want to be with me so why does it matter what I do wright now I want to throw my life away and say **** it for real I want to say that I really do I love her but she dont love me :'( crying face all the time she says she wants to take my pain and well she cant without loving me.