So beautiful in this ugliness, **** a bit of this wretchedness in my mind I unwind, and uncover the lies you hide because of it i kiss the bliss with chapped lips and clenched fist I thought all I wanted was a night like this looking back I know i dont want it in this world full of lies and **** we cant see truth through our own arrogance you thought we wold live in a world of bliss just a clenched fist gripping pestilence drinking the glass half full from the optimist we wont live a life of opulence