It is not in idleness That I justify my reproachfulness That is where it is judged Scathed upon Laughed about Debated Still elating in my sorrowful bath I reproach Condensation lining the walls of my fragile heart It feels like cold glass Throbbing inside a marble cage Every beat In every way Close to shattering it's tiny pieces upon the cold linoleum That provides the floor To my aching gut It's in idleness That I may remain...