Here I am In the midst of all chaos and confusion The brisk wind chills me to the bone Hoping this is all just an illusion.
I only trusted the person you showed me And kept me in the darkened room Always depressed...... And unworthy....
You slither around like the serpent you are and im filled with dread and doom. Keeping me hidden away from myself, so not even i know the real me
Running from the ones who love me and care for me Into the arms of an abyss full of tradgedies Who can survive in a world full of voided space without love?
As i lay my head down, in a final breath,,,, It is finally silent. I know who i was, but its too late.
Feeling really sad...not really suicidal, but welcoming the pain ive become used to.