I jolted awake and cold, in an unfamiliar bed with a scent that is not yours, and all I want is for you to welcome me with your loving arms; but I have no home now, it crumbled when you said goodbye.
“hiraeth” — (hɨraɪ̯θ), noun | A Welsh, untranslatable feeling, hiraeth is loosely described as a homesickness for a home you cannot return to anymore or a place, which never even existed. Connotations of sadness, yearning, profound nostalgia, and wistfulness are imbued into the state of hiraeth. Overall this beautiful, but painful longing is a an expression of an empty desire and grief over a past life or place. It is the ultimate signifier of a bond, which has ceased to exist.
(I saw this word, and I think it was quite interesting.)