Living in this world is not easy Trying to be someone I was never meant to be. Sometimes life will hit you really hard to the point that you feel like almost giving up; Only to discover that your character just needs to be developed.
Because your faith does not grow when everything is easy; You need to fight for your faith daily. Keep in mind that the strongest battles are given to God's strongest soldiers; Just keep on trusting and I assure you He heard your prayers.
God will not waste anything you go through your life and He knows what He's doing; Everytime you've overcome something difficult in your life, you are growing.
There's always a certain point in your life that you'll feel that you are lost. But maybe it's not about finding yourself again, But actually seeking God again.