i've been gone awhile maybe you thought i died i wish i did, so i wouldn't feel so empty inside 'cause i wake up lately without the motivation to write i've lost everything except my ******* life so what do you do when all you can think is of making more drops of blood in the sink when nobody's around, you really could drown in it, and i'm not okay anymore. i've lost my way, i'm for sure that i'll never feel okay again cause my baby doesn't even wanna be friends i just wanna pass this, wanna pass the end and i swear to god i've already died, i'm in hell but no everyone, i'm fine. i'm doing swell.