Theres a feeling I can't quite explain It comes and goes An agonizing pain It tightens my chest As if someone is pulling on my heart Sooner or later I'll be torn apart
Theres this feeling Thats raging inside Like an angry storm Rain made of tears I cannot hide
Theres this feeling I can't make it go away A dumb emotion That keeps coming back again It makes me cry Till I can't anymore I guess thats how you know your heart is broke
Keep it all in I say Build up a dam Keep it to yourself I say don't let them in
Theres this feeling Does no one understand? When I'm quiet and alone When I lie and say I'm okay I need someone to hug me say Tell me everything
I try so hard to be the best I can be But I always end up failing Wear a smile So they can't see Whats behind it What I'm hiding
It hurts so bad And I don't know why I want to disappear Some days I want to die Theres this feeling I can't quite explain I guess I'll let it build up Until it breaks the dam
I don't know whats going on. Some days I just cry cause I suddenly feel like I'm nothing. It seems like everything good always gets messed up in the end for me. My best friend may not trust me anymore, my parents are always in my case, and I feel like I can't give the guy I love all he deserves. It hurts so much and I have no idea what to do. How can I talk to someone when I myself don't know whats wrong? So, I know its bad to do, but all I can do is let it all build up inside until the dam breaks. Until I break.