Is it bad? Bad to like someone
Who seems happy with someone else
Because i cant help it
Not to smile when i see him
Not to get those butterflies
Not to get so excited.
Do i say something?
Clearly he'd rather her than me,
But i still have the right to hope
Right?
Is that bad? To miss him this much?
To not go a day without thinking
About it?
Because i dont.
I think about him everyday,
In every way
Hes like a perfect melody,
That doesnt stop playing in my head.
Its on repeat, and i dont know
How to stop it,
Or what to do,
Or how to fix it.
So i guess,
For now,
I'll hold onto my feelings.
But when i see them,
Together,
Holding hands,
The tears start to flow,
And i cringe.
Is it a silly crush?
Or.... Or what?