What if what I see makes me happy?
Is it bad that I find joy in the lies I see before me?
Is it bad that I ignore the pain I am put through?

If its bad then why do you call it love?

Is it bad to love someone who hates to love you?
Is it bad that the one you give all of your love to loves to hurt you?
Is it bad to want to take the pain from them because you feel they have more pain than you do?
Is it bad to hurt for them because they are not blind?

Or am I just hurting for myself?

When will I see?