They say you are most creative when you are heartbroken
distraught
naïve people live content lives
however, boring nonetheless

i just want to cuddle up next to you
in your bed
or mine
hell,
id sleep outside if you wanted

i saw you talking to her,
you saw that i noticed
you took the opportunity
and ran-- straight for the bank of my soul
emptied the account...

is it payback
for my actions?
i said i was over it
and you

i was not
i am not

and now
we go back to being strangers

yet i can't seem to accept it

someone please help me--no
i am not desperate,
i will live on
happy....