When was the last time i felt emotional and teary eyed? The last time i felt like a real human? When was the last moment i tried to captivate my dearest thoughts? That moment I felt irrational.. When was the last time I seek for wisdom, coffee, book and warmth? The last time I tickle my guitar and sing with all I am. The last time I treasured the serene sound of the air And sat on the most tip edge of the boat.. The moment I watched the perfect blue skies.. Still myself in the middle of the sea.. The last time I burst in anger of my own faults.. And laugh at my own self’s stupidity.. The last time i fell in love with someone.. Felt compassion for the lost to the point that I no longer seek my own good but the good of those people I love..
I guess I’ve become mechanic for some time, And forgotten that I am still living a human life.. I walk and talk when said, i have done this and done that myself, All is required to be done by sched.. Yhis is whats filling my head instead..
"Am I still human?" I asked myself, As I rise and take a peek of myself in front of the mirror.. I saw my full body reflection.. Still having my heart locked up inside my body’s rib.. And my skin still stitched with me, protecting my innermost being..
I bit my lip as i ***** myself, A big grin started overlapping my face.. With all conviction I said, ”I will be a human today! for I am a soul in this living body!!!”