For all the poems written on the subject of unrequited love. There are far too few discussed on being the desire of the affection.
A difficult topic to build a foundation on. Considering, you're suffocating in debilitating silence. How could I know if the words were never spoken?
Like counting birds against the blaring sun, its almost an impossible feat to accomplish battling a massive lack of knowledge.
--and with the cataclysm raining down on your shoulders. Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? A silent hope built up into a concealed bonfire.
Standing alone. Burning alone. Impossibly alone.
I didn't know. The words never left your tongue.
No promises made No catharsis expressed. Only lustful secret clutched to your chest.
Sometimes solutions are not as simple as they seem. If only I'd known, If only I'dΒ been told long ago; then maybe this wretched ending could have been something beautiful instead of a juvenile mess...
I wrote this and then re-wrote this and then re-re-wrote it again. All because I didn't like how it played out on paper. I think I'm happy with it now.