Have I gone to far?
I keep thinking about it
A tickle in the back of my mind
I constant nagging I can't shake
I want to be happy
Peaceful
But nothing seems to work
The less I eat the fatter I feel
The harder I exercise the more I pick on myself
The better grades I get the less I feel I've accomplished
I dont know how to get back where I was
To undo the wrong turn
But I dont know how to do that.
The harder I try to climb from this hole full of darkness the deeper I slip back down