I bit my tongue so hard that it bled, but I never said a single word and there's a heavy weight that's on my neck it rolls lifelessly from the thoughts in my mind. I carry the burden of my aching head, full of thoughts that my mouth has not conquered and I don't have anyone to check to see if my mind is something they could find. My lips stay sealed completely locking my words in my own head, and I think I may have thrown away the key, for my words refuse to escape me.
This is from an old problem I had many months ago.... I once didn't say a single word for an entire week and it felt wrong to keep staying silent about it. In a way i'm breaking my past silence.