Darling tell me why you Kept my hopes up for two whole hours From sunrise to sunset Neither of which we ever got to see Together because you were too afraid And so was I Of something we didn't even know of Then again one-sided tales seldom last Fire and gun seldom match Just like us But I pulled out every emotion I knew And all you did was to give the cold shoulder Tell me what is worthless about me I'd gladly listen That beats leaving without a trace And tension without reason And I begged myself to let go Till the one day you returned Came back like a gift on New Year's Made me think the tides had turned Still again your disappearing act relapsed You left me lonely with an urn But maybe all this trying ends here Maybe this is not what I need Losing myself for a stranger Smashing barriers out of greed Maybe patience is the puzzle piece To lock this labyrinth Lovers come and strangers leave Maybe it wouldn't have hurt as much if I had loved my skin