in the dark days i was the demon
in the old ways i was the reaper
i never though i could change
never though of it in my life's page

i was the well thief from where i was
the murderer of hopes i wasn't the last
never been clean in my whole life's past
but never though that i could have pass

some would be impossible since its addicting
other say you wont change since to that you are relying
while most say my self I'm just lying
but to hell with them they are not justifying

i can manage to change if i want to
change my self and not just disguising
i want to have what is well enough for me
not just to be someone good for anyone to see

yes i agree with you its hard to do
but can you see the changes i have to do
if i can do this would it have anything to you
or just saying i cant do it and drag me down with you

i have change but its not easy
since most people criticize me
its a a shame that i did my best
but it was not good enough for the rest

I'm tired of this game i play
seems like there is no other way
i have to sacrifice on what i have
for the changes i want to grab

i have change you didnt see
well i never though anyone would agree
but deep in e i did change a lot
since i do have someone who means a lot