she looks in the mirror trails a finger down her skin doesn't feel her bones ashamed of the skin that she's in she takes a bite of the bread succumbing to the devil but she pours the ipecac down her throat Mia and Ana, rolling in their revel crying into her pillow because she's so fat everyone else is prettier she's not even worth looking at stops eating for a month not satisfied with her body death's knocking on her door but hey, she's no longer stocky! boys have been staring her down lust filling their eyes it's sad to see that no one else sees this detrimental disguise the blood trickles down her forearm who could be more proud? but inside she's screaming for help screaming for help, real loud she never got a chance to say goodbye what a bitter taste but she got what she wanted and all she wanted was a dainty waist