Curse my feeling of low importance,
scared of such a simple endeavor,
squirming like a child full of reluctance,
crying with the loneliness of forever.

Like the mirage of desire,
I met you by happenstance.
My bravery ever higher,
you said yes, by circumstance.

We are lovers destined to be,
Holding hands, together, in eternity.
A spotlight in our parallel paths,
facing down our monsters, together.

Time stops serotonin swells,
crushing waves lost on rocky cliffs.
Affection lost to argument's bells,
Indifference upon unopened gifts..

Let me see your wilted smile,
like a dried preserved rose,
under the last of the happy suns.
in time, everything dies inside..

Whisper my name and give me a kiss,
let me feel your cold embrace,
the warmth of your empty shell,
before you leave without a trace.

Why do you push me far away?
If only for one more day,
please stay..

Can I still bring you back?
Do we have to be through?
I promise I'll pick up the slack..

Why wont you let me love you?

If I can't feel your lace,
if I can't hear your grace,
if I can't see your face..

What was I born for?

Just to remember.

The smile never shared.
The love that never bloomed.
The frozen spark that never flared.
The cruel hope that I consumed.

This life you returned to me,
full of senseless desire,
inside a dull shadowy fire..

Why cant I be free?

Let me run away from you,
escape from the last memory of us.
Stranded in these hopeless remains,
just wishing for someone else,
to whisper my forgotten name.