So far up, baby, I know you think you are invincible. Alcohol and stardust run through you and nothing hurts you anymore. You don't need anyone. These days you feel nothing besides the bottle sweating in your hand— the less you feel the better.
This is how you live. This is how you survive in the world that you didn't choose, but sure as hell chose you.
Nothing will break you. Nothing nothing nothing nothing—tell me again what you don't need. God ******, you aren't even fooling yourself.