You can jump into a shadow in the middle of the day Tell yourself that it’s the nighttime while you hate your life away You can do someone a favor just for something in return If you think you know it all, friend, then you can never learn You can call yourself a victim if you want to live a lie Lock yourself up in a mirror and then kiss your friends goodbye You can call yourself abnormal if you want to be insane You can carry an umbrella just waiting for the rain
Looking for life, you turn the dial Life doesn't start until you smile
You can look at your reflection, and believe it’s really you See a lie that’s full of beauty, and then tell yourself it’s true You can wave around a drumstick and think it’s a magic wand There are countless friendly voices, but you never respond You can say she wants attention when she really needs a friend You think that it's many miles when it's just around the bend You can wait here for the future to be sent here in the mail Live a life so free and easy and act like it's a jail
You've got no reason to be hateful Look at your life, you should be grateful
You can call an angel evil and pretend that love is hate You can see somebody suffer and pretend that you relate You can call somebody plastic and then wonder why they leave Sure maybe your dreams are all dead, but there’s no need to grieve You live in a world of colors, but you just see black and white If you take a look around you, you'll see you were never right You can get nothing but loving and then hate in all your songs But your one friend and your hero can show you that you're wrong
Nobody here is hateful of you Open your eyes, 'cause we all love you
This is one of MANY songs of mine that deal with talking about my past self. In this one, I'm talking directly to him. And if you're wondering, yes, I do refer to myself with male pronouns when I'm talking about things I did at this point in my life. It helps me to deal with my regrets when I think of us as different people. Is that healthy? Probably not, but eh.