A feeling of cold was sent through my body. It wasn't just the winter frost settling in. Or the fact that I am homeless on Christmas because my family is broken beyond repair. My body went cold and a stinging went straight to my chest because it was then I realized you were no longer home to me. You turned and saw me with my head down. And now looking back I wish I could have seen the emotion your eyes took on when they cascaded over my eroded body. All I saw was the way your hands held hers. How you stared into her eyes like you have never seen something so beautiful. Like the sunshine was her face and the comets that shoot through our heavenly skies were her eyes. You left me in the dark to go star gaze. And I wish I could have seen something more important than a light saying to stray away in the midnight sky.