People ask me when I grew up I don't really know. My brother said its when my sister left for college. My sister says its when high school got really hard. My mom said its when I set my priorities straight. I don't know. I don't think I have grown up yet, I think I just got quiet. I stopped talking. I just stopped kinda everything. I stopped watching movies with my dad. I stopped singing in the car with people. I stopped telling people how I felt. I started hiding. I started writing poetry. I started faking smiles. I don't think I've grown up yet.. I just started stopping.