they're faded now red crosses and red lines like traffic lights guiding the drivers gang signs littering the skin the lights are impaled on and theyre disappearing leaving the yellow metal a dewy gold almost orange like the crimson never dissolves instead it absorbs soaks into the fixture mottling the cracked skin and sealing up the fine lines with microscopic lesions turning ruby black and back to ruby and black and back to ruby and black and back to ruby drop drop drop drop smile and black and frown and back to ruby and black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black the lights are burned and the scars won't scar and the skin is black and the blood is black and her body soaks in the black and she is black black black and she doesn't know how to get the ruby back