Self-inflicted distractions, ingesting every possible stimulation the world can afford me, lost in peopleplacesandthings abusing myself with every tangible substance, redirecting my mind away from addiction, but try my damnedest and still there you are in the lyrics of a new song, so I start to read and there you are in the character in my book, turning on the TV and there you are in the storyline, stumbling into another man's bed and he becomes you when my eyes are closed; everywhere I run my addiction finds me, and sometimes I fear I will never escape you; you are there in all the places I go in all the people I meet in all the things I see; I see you I feel you I taste you I smell you I hear you; you are my five senses, you have infiltrated my bodyheartandmind; even without you, you still control me, you still catch me slipping, my mind wandering to you in my dreams, subconscious still stained with your imperfect, incomplete, undeserving imprint; in my attempts to forget you your memory refuses to let me g o.