So what if I wing it? I'm growing up, I'll learn. I can easily make all these decisions on my own. Just get all the important things done first. Check up on things and it comes closer. So what if people doubt me. They'll see when I prove them wrong! easy!
wait
What do you mean? Why can't I do- I just thought tha-
well yes I can see the water slowly but surely rising above my head. A raft will surely come by and same me! Or someone will pop out at the last minute and sav-
what do you mean I'm alone? yes, I see this is real life. yes, I realize how bad this could go.
I feel the winds start to get stronger. they're starting to hurt my mind. I'm still sure I'll be fine.
Can I please have some help. These pains are getting harder to withstand. no, you don't understa- I was only winging it a littl-
No, I swear I can fix this!
No, don't tell me there is no hope. Why are you telling me this no- We had all this time!
Yes, I will keep it under control. No, it is all my fault. I will sink. I am sorry.
I tied myself to this anchor Avoiding all thoughts of doubt Even though they were plainly there. Yes, I know you told me this could happen. I'll take the blame.