It feels like forever ago since your eyes burned into mine; I haven't felt alive since. I ache for you, when I can't sleep my 3.am thoughts always spiral back to you. You You You I was broken, bruised and burned, but I would give so much to have it all again, to feel my bones ignite with life and my blood to pump with such intensity that had escaped my body. I would give so much just to feel, once more. I know you are happy now, without me in your life, but I can't help that my being is yearning for you. You have never felt further away. The words that get caught in my throat are the words I didn't say to you that linger, which suffocate and choke the fragmented sentences that I can piece together. But it is the closest thing that I have to your memory and how it made me feel seeing your eyes roar wildly into the night. I will forever be tarnished with a void that can only be filled by you; but I will learn to live without you.
At least we are looking under the same stars. And I see you in ever single spark that lights up our sky.