Why do I cry sometimes, Then cry harder when I don't know why I Was crying in The first place?
Why do I look at him And love him more Than anything in the whole world Then slip away While he's asleep?
Why do I wake up And close my Eyes again because I don't want to Live anymore but I'm far too afraid To actually die?
Why am I depressed So much so that I no longer feel Anything but the Cold that lingers Outside of my Window promising Another winter all Alone surrounded By Christmas and Hot-Chocolate filled Kisses full of love?
Why am I sad And wishing for Love that never Would have gone Anywhere but down Hill for everyone?
Why don't I Love him like I want to Instead of promising Things that I Can't really make come True for us?
Why am I so broken That I can feel pieces Of me floating Around in my chest Scraping against my Ribs and trying to Free themselves from The darkness that Hides inside me?