immerse myself not,
and find myself lost,
like a lone boat,
in a wide open sea.

Where do I go now?
I asked myself,
the answer is naught,
for the bottom of the sea is,
but pitless.

with no moon, no stars,
i struggle at loneliness,
with the pitch black sky,
as my only company.

I stopped and stared,
into the darkness of his eyes,
And wonder,
Oh, how I wonder.
Why wasn't my reflection reflected in them?
And then it hit me,
there was no way,
those eyes could reflect anything,
for I was him,
and he; the darkness.

i thought of myself,
nothing more than a broken puppet,
trying so hard to fit in the flock of white sheep,
despite being a black sheep,
that would never belong.

if we were to part today,
would you be sad?
i feel as if all these bonds were just end  one day,
everyone is going to leave me one day,
and would feel not the least bothered ,
oh how little i meant,
oh how little i worth,
oh how alone.