I dreamt I married someone beautiful
and when I woke up,
I was still alone.
I'm afraid of that.

My silence is a barbed wire I choke myself with.

“Nothing, Everything, Anything, Something: If you have nothing, then you have everything, because you have the freedom to do anything, without the fear of losing something.”

What could have been
Would never happen
I smile at day dreams
While the sky keeps laughing blue

everybody wants to be liked by people that don't like anybody
(because we want to be special and exceptions)
but what everybody doesn't realize is that
the people that don't like anybody
are not the kind of people you want to like you.

Do you ever say things that make you cry?
Do you listen to music that changes your life?
Do you dive deep into the depths of thought?
For a second, have you had remorse?
Have you ever decided you were wrong?
Have you changed your mind?
Are you that scared of yourself that you have blanked your own mind,
numbed your own heart for fear of what it would tell you?
Have you ever sat alone and thought about your future?
Have you ever looked at someone and told them the truth?
Have you ever walked by yourself and felt horribly lonely?
Why don't you tell someone?
Have you ever sat on a roof and watched the stars, not just for the aesthetic?
Have you ever felt in your core who you really are?
Have you ever screamed for joy?
Have you ever cried for hardly any reason?
Do you have songs that make you feel small?
Who would you live for?
Who would you die for?
Have you ever thought about that?