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Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Ask Olivia
if that's true
the one and only thing
I have
is freedom
and in it self dose not alway's rock
but my words are freedom
and I bless them as they come from my heart
words say thing to me and you
and anybody here
that wants to read them
only saying things that are true
is hard
and some time regret them
but knowing my words are true
make my mind free
and live any life
so thank you Olivia
for giving me words to.
Now you can Blush      Regards P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2017
I sometimes upset myself
with the way I am
but does anybody no their self really
maybe I should take myself to task
but would that not be me
ipso facto
It's me P@ul.
P@ul much to deep.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
It is not the cough
that carries you off
It's the coffin
they carry you off in.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2014
It's just the way I feel about myself
that makes myself feel the way you do
and I am so sorry your hurt like you do
but baby that is you
and not me
for I am just myself and free
and all about myself
the one and only me.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Why
         do'nt snowmen have *****

They can not dance.  :-)
Paul Hardwick Dec 2016
On a cold and windy morning
my body does not know which way
against the cold air to stand
so I make myself thin
and hope I will not be seen
as I have to be here where I am
here to stand
alone but warm in my heart
But it's so cold
will I stay warm long?
True Poetry  Love P@ul Kisses to you all.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2015
Get this world together now
It's time like never before
Give your sister a kiss
tell your mother you love her
tell your father your proud of him
become one and all
for this world is not money
this world is love
it's not street, and all that call
it's you and me
It's time
be
what we expect of you
so put your hand on your ***** and get out there
It's      T     I     M    E.
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
It's time
to stop sitting on the fence
It's time
get this world together
It's time
to give your sister a kiss
It's time
To make new toys for the kids
It's time
to get back to reality
It's time
for politicians do not do enough
It's time
to give them the boot
It's time
to restart your computer
It's time
to look @ things new

Between me and you
IT 's   T  I  M  E.
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2013
It's true
even my claw hand
which i lost
reminds me sweet girls of mine
of you love the way you tell me

DAD ***
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
The city
is falling
what can I do
for my world has already
fallen down
it has shook me
I know I do not know my own life
sunken into dust all I have knowen
I am so beside myseft
I know nothing else
blow off the dust
and must go on.
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
It was a cold clear night
the night I met you
it was a bad excuse
I was the only fool insight
it was a crazy thought
a mad mans walk
black cats crossed my path that night
and to this day
nothing anymore seams the same to me
it was.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Man I was there
that night when your mind
went into melt down
did not know
you had that fight in you
sort of shame me
built up castles of these times
now I running out of control
mind free
now the court ask me
was this man helping himself
I was there man thats how it went down
all I could say It was
mirror it any why
the reflections will tell you so.
True story  Regards to paul        :-)    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
It was a
N   E   W
day yesterday

but old day
N   O   W.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
Twisted in in the corners
them curling up
painting pictures in my mind
Warped within the fabric of time
there found you shining not unlike
a guitar who's music
I do not understand
every love and understanding
what are you about
I am just this man
here within my head
From there to now.
Sunlight Rub my leg and I will respond
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
Trying to make you love
shaking like a leaf
but I have to question
your motives here
Sweet, Sweet,   she tasted
but now your gone
there no store on the internet
where I can buy these things from
These are the times
we live in
need I say more.
True story  P @ ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2016
I used to KEEP
all my little letters in boxes
or they ran around
like foxes
but mark this day
for tomorrow


the
Capitals


will all go in
as well.

P@ul.
I am back---->  Surreal P@ul.   ***.
and still a close encounter is a typographer's night mare.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
In the white room
of life it's self
stop showing me colours
blue I am not
if anything I am up.
True P@ul ***.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2016
Like she think's
I should
come on
ant it time
you lowered
your expectations
*** is
never love
*** is just one thing
that the whole thing
of love
is about
and I'm a man
*** for me is just
cravin that
but love is truth
you can give it to all.
True story of L O VE.
no ******* doves here  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick May 2016
It makes me feel
like I should take more notice of you
not that is always good
let's not get in to this again
feel me now
feel the pain
my heart was broken.
True.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
I want a hat
to top myself off
so to the hatters did call
he measured me up
and gave me a price.

Hats come very pricy
so listen to my advice
if you want to get a hat
then get ahead.
True story     P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2011
I want to write a poem.
But again my brain does not want to.
Seams to be all ****** up.
Thinks of all the things, that I do not want to.
Not even a seeds of sparks.
Just these illusive thoughts and dreams.
Come on brain.
Give me my poets mind again.
Maybe for 20 minites or more.
Just so I can get something on paper.
No that did not mean I wanted to ****.
This paper here.
I am sitting infront of it.
Like I like just sitting here and picking my nose again.

Might even cut my toe nails later.
Well that how sometimes it goes.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
I was born
I was born to love maje
I was born a long long time ago
I was born to know what i now know.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2013
I was made to be just me
having no dreams
of not much more
you may smile and fined
like me you have no more
dose it now seam worth while
all the winters of snow
                                            There is a man lived in a shed
                                            the shed was so rotten
                                            When it rained
                                            it was so sad
                                            it came in on his head
                                            and he said please stop raining
                                            on my brain
                                            and in the winter when it snowed
                                            well that was so so cold
                                            as the snow fell through the hole

And WAs more than he could bear and just died there.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
i was born
to love none
no one at all

i was born
not to be tied
to an old grave stone

i was born
not to make magic
none at all

i was born
to be strong
but be soft.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2012
I was born to love no one
no one to love me
only the wind in the long green grass
only the frost that i feel on my toes
i was born to use my eyes
and it was with words
my soul was set free
in this curl curl world
when i was younger
than i now am
love words and they will
set you you free
for they make me stronger inside
than i really am myself.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Like me
Do I care
THis night
People like me
mostly on my own
cofirm to me
I am like this you see
sort come to me natural
when all my thoughts
are       far           away
with people I know
People like me
are better off
on there own.
Dream sequense of Words in inamging me.
imagin my watch words on your arm.

Thanks for reading P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
I went with the flow.
But just ended up drownin.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
Well the shows just over
let me sit down slow
for my back aches
But not in my dreams
Not finished @ all    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2011
I have NOTHING.

But the good thing is.

I still have a lot of it left!
Paul Hardwick Mar 2013
I will not turn of my light
If the road I follow
tells me not to
But i can not promise
that is what my road
wil tell me to do
We are running a race we can only loose.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
A toad sat on stool
remembering  all of the things
he miss understood
in his life before
he felt like now
Go again spike my dreams
I am just a toad
I do not matter any how
I am just this toad of toad HALL.

At that time just span out
right out of this world
well seamed like that to me
then i meet you
looking for a good place like me to run
and I Called you home.

And I just stood
for I will never know your name
and maybe you not mine
but i whsh
I did for you are one soul that god loves
Su I will not ask.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
I woke up this morning
went to see my doc
he gave me four pills
well oddly the blue one
makes me feel so up
the pink brings me down
and seams to **** no ills
the purple one
just gives me heart burn
and it seams the greens
there to keep me alive
gives me vitamin things
true story  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2013
When alone
I sit and wonder of another day
Will i make it through the night
* or GOD will i meet you*.
No Comment, just the way i feel at times.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
will I ever be mist
as my tree falls down
crashing silently to the foor of life itself
will I ever be heard
or do I just speak to myself
in words
God prase
the free words

And Thank you all.
True story   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
I wonder
as I sit here at home
will you miss me
when I am gone
returned to dust
and still in a world on my own
for I think I will miss all of you
as I now live here
in a world of my own
is that good
I wonder.

I know now
wonder
you all give more than you should
but then I know
the wonder that is my own.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
P@ul
Stroked the cat
and at that
the cat looked back
and gave that smile
like only cats do
that sort of love
you will never understand.

CAT
In black and White
without a hat
did purr at that
that cat of mine
did spit back.


WHAT
you on man>.
True story        P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
I work in a flower shop
I get all my kicks from
customers feet
Help me take this poem further
Paul Hardwick May 2014
And was bored out my Skull
and that makes my brain
when I chillax
fire like it should used up all my numb thoughts
and put them down as words
so I am all fired up now
hoping words to expand.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
I worry
that one day
I will fall off this
this I call my world
this that I know to be me
which is me
who else
could this be
but me
full stop.
True story  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2016
I would like said when I am gone
I moved the world one step on
But I think that will never be
so I walk between grey walls
which is that of my mind
and describe the scenery
in with there I find myself
that is me.
P@ul    ***.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
People
what the ****
hold hands
and you to will be here
Come on people of this world
hold hands
feel expression
for holding hands
will release you
from where you are
feel oury feet
walk around you
but ask yourself
who am I this morning.
True    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2014
Now Janet
and John
had once met up.

For Janet
was Scottish
and John
from Scunthorpe.

Now John
wanted to be
at Janet's Birth Party
how surprised she would be.

But could not afford
the travel
So he knew
he post himself.

Climbing
inside the box
John just thought
she will be so surprised by me.

And right on time
the box Janet did receive
Ow what can it be
and taking a kitchen knife.

Did ****** it in into the box
straight thew poor Johns
eye him sitting there
bolt right up, exultingly.
We had a lot of Goths at my local library
Other than that True Story       :-)           P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2016
From the moment in life
me as a man exist
I did not understand
what that meant
to whom I met
with sue at the sweet shop down the road
licking cherry lips
rubbing on my lips
making them cherry red
as a man doing what i am told to
in relationships
ask questions like
are going to wear that shirt?
well I thought so
but seams not
what the ****
I blame that jelly bean
I am, what the ****
Put the purple one on
say what the ****
I like this space
it feels good in my mind
if it does not, in yours *******
This is my shirt
not yours
So woman
get your own life
stop licking the edge of mine
and get a jelly bean of your own.
Isofacto P@ul love you all.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2016
In the sky
and people going putty
and none of there legs had hairs
perhaps they are female
that live inside my brain
where the jelly was from I forget
if I ever knew
not that I like it at all
gets everywhere makes you sticky
3, 4, 5, I am glad to be alive
well you try have dreams like these
not always good being so surreal
when the curtains opens
you never know what you might become to know
I scream inside
then I can not walk
at that point wake up
with the ******* alarm going off.
True   P@ul Love. ***.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
Get up in the morning
another 12 hour shift here
people quzzing me
asking me
in which park did we leave our car
did you not look
no
OK
what time did you park it
is that important?
yes, there are 22
it was the one as you come in just after the island
they all have island, it the way we have to slow down your driving
about 11;oo am.
try North 5 or 6
then my mind thinks
if I was that stupid I would bang my head against bricks
it is only half past two
and already I have jelly for brains.
TRUE stories P@ul.
just going to get drunk now.  ***,
Paul Hardwick Jan 2016
That's what THEY call me at work
but I say
there are rules
do not want to to see
you get your head blown off
so listen lets keep this real

Mrs Jobs Worth
do tell me why I can not go through this door
for it not allowed
I just want to smoke
there is the designated area for that sir
terroism is here now
so shut the **** up
and let me keep you safe
and all this make you
name me
Mr Jobs Worth!
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2014
John Brown bring him down
pull his body to the ground.
bring him down.

Holiday, Holiday, I just declare a holiday
left him up just enough
pull his body to the ground.

Holiday, Holiday, I declare a holiday
even what the doctors say
John Brown.

You going on a holiday
on the holiday that is
truly yours.
You can thank me later Regards P@ul.
Paul Hardwick May 2012
these are words that you can join in with
Make your own life up
yellow white or maybe blue
but be sure that life is you
all i ask is to dance with you
black white
stop this fight
because one of these colours
does not bother you
love you are but be true
there is some one much worse than you are
so I give this to you
Paul Hardwick Jul 2014
Kid comes home from school
parents ask did you learn well today
the kid says yes but not enough
I have go back again tomorrow.
True story's  P@ul
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
The absurd life of little Jon Doe.
now Jon Doe one morning fell from a cloud
and almost killed me
laying on the grass
and scared me witless
crying sunshine help me
if i only had a god to pry to
that morning i surly would
then this little man laying next to me ask
how did i get here
and I had no idea
of all the questions to ask
little Jon Doe
had to ask that one
I might ad to this poem if asked   :-)
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