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Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
Taste the sweetest
journey with me across the planes of my brain
try to see that which makes me
when I wake up
and look into the sun
when I wake up
it is just another day
another day
where the light is steaming
is it real life
or just inside my head
for when I wake up
it is just another day
going to go on
trying to define
that
is it me?
True Story          P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
JUMP. sat up when i asked him to
then sat down, not to move
Jump sit up
Jump what is wrong
JUMP. sat down.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2017
If I jump up
my feet leave the ground
for a few seconds
I fly
then gravity pull me back down
my feet hurt when I hit the ground
and so does my body and soul
for that was a moment in paradise
come on let's do all together
see if together we can fly.


:-)   P@ul.
:-0  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
JuMP made NO     sound
As he FELL on to   CONCERETE.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2015
Take your seat
sit while I fill it up
with paying customers
come on just two seats left
to turn the handle
will take all my mite
no more fat ones please
how about you two skinny ones
you would like to
I will polish the seat
place your ****
and I will turn the thing like hell
thats lets get the speed up
please do not wave your arms
as your life spins
and passes the places
you would have like to stop at
OK
lets go
Wave them arms
for all you know have become won
with me
not spinning
but in the head of dreams.
True story, like I could do that!   Surreal   ***.
Happy New Year All.
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2017
Junk is just stuff we throw away
But I am sorry to say
it's more than that
Junk is our future
ok that sounds like sales
But it not!

Junk we need to solve
maybe dissolve
put it in the ground
who thought of that
for me and you
I know that is not right
so pick up pens
and write
and ask?
whom is this junk
Paul Hardwick Dec 2011
There was moon light and laughter
that danced on the wind.

For I just farted
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
There was moon light and laughter
that danced on the wind.

For I just farted
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
I have no end
no begin ing
sweet i am just the fire
i am like fairy tales
moss and green snails
slugs slim and endless trails
but
i am just love
Paul Hardwick May 2016
I have
just about
reached breaking point


He!    S N A P E D.
True  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick May 2016
The thing about hiding,
is you just hide from yourself.
True    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
If I had a mind.
Would it be made up?
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
Just like the other
NO     W   A   I   T   !
yep like the other
the one gone before
the one before the other
you know the one
what did we call it
O       Y   E   S
the other

Just another day.
Well this was true the other day           P    @    U   L   .
Paul Hardwick Dec 2011
Falling       In love
again. Never wanted to
But I can not help it. Love has been
always my game. Girls flutter around me like
mouth to a flame. Never wanted to fall in
love again. I am just falling love
again but what am to do
when i can
not help
it.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2019
hold your own heart
tale care
you will need it
love it its you after all
look for the colours in words
hold yourself first here on a page
your own hands
spell me than kari on spell anything
then you will become one of us
know what is
what was
then you are the man
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
When I was young
and being scolded by my father
he would end with the words
It is just because
it has taken me 59 years
but now I know what all that was
it was a finality of his words
never doubt your fathers words
just because.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
She took away my tomorrow
really all the love I had
think I must find some where
for in my head live
I am still in yesterdays sorrow
can't find the words
but better by you, better than me
so leave you alone
some one said
he that knows, knows nothing at all
so let it be
but pray
this night
before you sleep
Just for my own peace of mind
and in the morning light
I will still love you all
Night all.
True P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2017
Thought
what if!

I was not me but you
discribe how would I feel

loose two ***** over night

How the **** was that my fault
Look me in the eyes
and tell me so
bain loss
you are old
and who cares anyway

Do you like lemons?
what
litmus test
Pink Or Blue
This is me being me.

Lemon sent
happy holiday
Just
P@ul's
surreal dreams.

Back in the Room.
Loveish ME
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Love sat on my left.
Best on my right.
Just knew it was going to be a bad night.

“And how I was right”.

Best said, while eating bread, shall we order now?
YES, Yes, Iove said, think I fancy tomatoes.
Really I said. ...     tomatoes!

“Yes love said”.

“**** me I said”.

There you go again.
“Love Said”
Well I thought you do not like tomatoes.

How do you know what I like?
Love said you never pay me attention anymore.
We are out in a restaurant I said.

“And what that mean!     Love said.
******* hate PMT just trying to my Best.
Is that just me?
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Where nowhere is
and it's nowhere man
Love P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
It's called fallen cow
tastes of a woman whom I knew

Well babe
she don't no stand no fooling
even if she off her head
but it's nobody but you.
true P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
i was in the bathroom today tiling
so we can fit a shower
it is then you come across other work
and this just makes you curse
how did that plaster get that so wrong
and i have  not seen it in all of the years
that makes it seem worse
and just ******* wrong
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
Just had one of them days
you know the one's
one of them days where thoughts come to you in waves
but have nothing in common
Thoughts so totally unrelated
so while thinking of this and that
Jane said I cannot get this thought out of my had
I said you can swop it for some of mine
she just shock her head and walked past
now my mind in thinking
what have I done
which does not last long
then I thought
Just had one of those
Just had me one.
True story from today   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Thought
of something neat
the doing something else
forgot what
it ever was

hope it was not important

but ****
I will never know now.
Very True       P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2016
Just have to run
just have fun
two opersit conversations
Just have to start at last
Just have to find it
where ever it is
Just have to find
what the **** this is
but tonight I feel like a star
glowing high glowing low
just seen
not being me
what I am free
what I am
I hope you will tell me one day
P@ul   S T O O D
right there
after falling down this rabit hole
and banging his head
his mind dreams on.
Just had to say that.  ***.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
she asked me
of tomorrow
but if all this
if it has a reason
we will be the last to know
then she asked of solution
but baby
in my mind i do not know
but i know  and smoked
lot of grass
and I have seen people
with stones in there eyes
if i was the leder of this land
and if i was to die tonight
i would be a complete man
and I feel aright.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
In my day
people just wave
and say hi Paul how are you
this all make me think as i look at those people
all you know is to call me paul
really you know nothing of me at all
my name is paul
and yes i do bleed if hurt
and some days i curl into a ball floor
when the emotion take over me.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2016
Falling out of my mind
just for love
came along way across the water
just to get here
Get it together
Just for love
so in time I just
Fall out of my mind.
Starting where you stopped   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
i see you standing
right there
in front of me.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2014
I became 60
No way back
it as happened
now all I have to look forward to
is 61 or 62*

for mostly
they are the numbers
my family remembers
Rock and Roll on 61.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Inside of us there is something screaming.
It just has to get out, walk about.
But I carry on regardless.

And no I can remember how it feels.
To love and hold you.
All through the night.

But then love slips alway.
Into the night, but that is so not right.
Happy holidays all
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
The room turned inside out
                                           out was in and after that shout out was no longer in
                                                                                       take your empty glasses back to the bar
and then the night ended.
Paul Hardwick May 2019
and these are my words
Allege
But not my problem


Two old ladies sitting on a bench
as a seeker run past one had a stroke
the other could not reach.
Love P2ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
What would you have me be
Bold, or bold italics
or more regular
full caps maybe caps dropped
at time I fine that so mono
like hard metal in my head
let me explain
is a close encounter
a typographers nightmare?
Old school       P@ul.
all we have lost there.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2017
Just got eight fingers
only two thumbs
don't put pressure on me
for I'm working on it
just learned how to write
and yet you ask me
do you love me?

Ask yourself
the way you look
the way you smell
yes I look
to see a glimpse
above the knee
your leg all akimbo.

All your dance moves
hair drifting around you
like a dream
then dancing close
look me in the eyes
seeing into souls
when we part it makes me cry.

Making me ask myself
what is happing
I have no control
I feel loss
making me want tomorrow
so I can be
again with you.
LOve P@ul.  ***.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2013
IT IS ME NOT YOU
Just need a little space right now
hydroponic gardens, and all the plants that do not know
which way is up, or in which way to grow
no gravity to give me mass, so I flot around inside this tube which splits space from me
inside my uni of my mass.
I did say I am very surreal.  SEams like something DOCTOR WHO would say.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2014
Now now now!
Now
I
am
a saint
astro traveler

I
am
not

Now Now Now!
Now
I
am
a man
walking
on the
mOOn.

but
I
am
NOW.
True story 6,000  and 22 more>>>>>>>P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
IF
For just one moment!
JUst step
out side you mind
and who knows

What you might think?
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Just outside
the
circle
there they lay
wait'ing
I
don't know who!
but do I care a jot
no not me
for I care not
must have smoked to much grass
so as I am

I will carry on
and at the end of each day
thank GOD for tomorrow
for I ant getting younger
and anyway justouside
are many other shapes
shapes of thing to come.
Just doing what my mind does   :-)   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Two hour later
came back
with my new nana tech
well magic dust.
now with dust in my head
and my bones rebuilding me
feeling like it real is a new day
think I might
just pop up the shops.
:-)     P@ul    :-)>
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Purple sat next to blue
and I think red might have been there to
blue asked purple what do you do
why i am purple
not red not blue

J    U     ST                                P       U          R            P        L    E
Paul Hardwick Feb 2016
Brains give you many things
imagination your life
but to keep the brain sane
there are only 3 to do
walk your body around brisk is best
eat things that you like but with in reason
Sit at times and twiddle your thumbs.
P@ul. ***.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2013
As I awake
in the dizzyness
of my awaking brain
all that remains
is your curves
that you let me view
just things you do.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
run from the land of ice and snow
where the heart beats so slow
from the midnight sun
burns my eyes
but you have to love her so
she must have her own answer
to her,  and forgive all, to why she is blue
no not
red sat with her today
make you more purple
or maybe white came alone
singing that song
well let me enlighten you
Violet was a piolet
slipped right out of palace
right in your face
but Chris
we love you to
and yes that might hurt you
but you are here so we do.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
Got up
for my day to start
stumbbled to the shower to wash myself
even stayed there longer, try to wash my brain
but do you think I could make my brain wake up
it was stuck in zero time
locked within my head
got dressed with a dizzy head.
True    from me to you     P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2012
You are just in time
the time seam to last for ever
no time like the present
the bus is never on time
it was no time at all
time seamed to stop
time past so quick
in no time at all
The bus approached the stop, just in time to stop, my mind exploding.
Had to change the tittle to this, makes more sense to me now!
Paul Hardwick May 2017
Have you ever woken up?
all seem right
but you know it's not
something has change
there's something not in the right place
maybe something in the air
feeling not right
a spell a time
bad wine
the scent in the nose
some sort of burning
woman's slip
great hip's
then the bullet hit's
you are just being you.
:-{   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2016
Preface:  people ask who are you?
well I walk on synthetic grass
and if you past it don't bogard it
and gran do not give me it back with a soggy end
.
;-)   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
as what was and is
is now and evermore will be so.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2017
Going down the gym
got me on the lift
got stuck
with the keep fit girl
she started to sweat
I told her she was ok
she was panicking
two hours I spent
trying to calm her down
sweat on her t-shirt and mine
that was wrong
on all levels
not going again
got me a home gym
going to have it upstairs
now can anybody help me carry up the box?
Love P@ul.
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