I am a man
and i have learned
just this today with the one
or just by touch
i am a man
which makes me feel tall
no longer a man that feels small
today i grow tall
feelings come home
and as a man
I have lead in my pencil
so i must make the most of this
and fix it in my dreams
but i know there will much
to give up but today i sing
sing a song for this earth
and think that the children
know it well.

many things have happened
in my life time  but that day
did not just affect my mind
but my very soul
it affected my way of being
i am a man who loves rock
but that day change that so
we call it 9/11.

9/11 you brought in me
a truth i did not want to know
in pictures on my screen
in pain in my soul unbelievably
i remember i cried as i watched the buildings fall
and felt the pain of every soul
of people i did not know

but each and every one
souls i have come to know
believe when i say
you are with me in my heart
and i feel we will never part.

You do’nt have    to look at me.
You do’nt have    to love me.
You do’nt have    have to cook for me
You do’nt have    love me till the sun shines
You do’nt have    have me at all
You do’nt have    to meet me
You do’nt have    but I have you
You do’nt have    so love me
You do’nt have    till the day
You do’nt have    you die.

Time S   l     i     p      p       e        d away
then it was the next day
but then time s     l     i    p    p   ed again
so why does time   S    L        I        P        away.

If you seek to fill a happy place.
Then you need someone for sure.
But I am surreal.
You art deco.
And I feel you so square.
But somewhere in the frost of my mind.
I see us to be.

I look forward to day’s of peace.
Sweet smelling nights.

P                   A                        U                    L
sat me down,    in which was a white room
just light,   which in, I did feel but not hear
anything not a sound,  no not nothing at all
then  a  suden  visual  delight  and  he said
have you seen the stars tonight   the family
of    S           T           A           R                       S
these are planets that you are going to what
do you think about that, planets beyound
your future, see how they are blue        ME!

If you want to get to Heaven
O good shepherd feed my sheep
drag you feet on the shore of this island
O good shepherd feed my sheep
If you want to get to heaven
one for all, one for for who you are
If you Want!

Today while thinking
guess what i found
i have a blister on my mind
and like you do i asked around
nobody could tell me anything
unless reader
you can tell me you do
so i went to the doctor
and asked him to
after asking me what drugs i am on
of course he knew all that
except the ones i told him i never do
the doctor did say
Paul please go away
and hope that blister does not burst
for it will blast your mind quite away.

Now i am wondering when will be that day.

A young man told me so
we are stronger by touch
but that does not have to be
anything physical
it is all in the mind
and the mind is just not dust
it is another world
where the planets do play
all the words that mean something to me
and so many others
are no longer words at but inventions
so cristal clear.

The other day,
I went out with a girl called Simaley
I don't know what I metherfor.

Regards Paul

never get married to a dragon
for my dreams have withered and died
left me felling just

U   S ed.

so my warning
is clear this day
Think once and regret
that day forever.

My father was a very good man
he spent most of his time as a printer
and providing for us well
christmas was fab time of year
after he gave up his job
in his later years
he became a
crossing officer
one day my dad came home and said to me
son i have gotten the sack
this i did not believe
although all the signs where there.

This mean I am very dextros
or have many hands
see me do 3D hand stands
not my hands just my glands

Pink he was.
From head to toe.
Till he met brown.
Brown seams to turn things upside down.
Hi Brown Pink said.
Hi Pink who are you.
I am Pink.
This made Brown think.
So how do I know you?
Pink answered.
We are the same I think.
No way man.
You are pink.
I am Brown.
On that Pink and Brown hit the town.

Anne-Marie Roarlingson.
Sat doing, as she always did.
On Thursday’s.
The thing she most like to do.
Eating chips, from out of old newspaper.

Tom Roarlingson.
Smiled at her.
And carried on feeding his guppy’s.
Look Anne he exclaimed.
The tail on this one must be a mile long.

He was wrong, as he always was.
It was only 2 inches.
Anne-Marie Roarlingson.
Died that year, and when the Doctors where ask why.
It turn out the Thursday ritual had killed her.

Tom Roarlingson.
Started to neglect his guppy’s.
As a man he knew, he was nothing without her.
In a fit one night, he dipped all the guppy’s in batter.
Then fried them up... You...Know...He...Did...Not...Have. THE HEART TO EAT THEM !!!

Closing myself.
Inside this paper bag.
My mind I did feel.
Trying to remember.
How many cigarettes.
Did I bring along.
Closing my dream.
Thought I saw angel's.
But I could have been wrong.
It was just another day in my head.

son your feet smell
no mother i think my nose!

Poems are like an      energy
pulsing inside of       me
to rid myself of it       i share it
but remember             they are just my     words
and words of               me
i put them here           so you can see

                                      how i am feeling.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand how did I do?

Love sat on my left.
Best on my right.
Just knew it was going to be a bad night.

“And how I was right”.

Best said, while eating bread, shall we order now?
YES, Yes, Iove said, think I fancy tomatoes.
Really I said. ...     tomatoes!

“Yes love said”.

“**** me I said”.

There you go again.
“Love Said”
Well I thought you do not like tomatoes.

How do you know what I like?
Love said you never pay me attention anymore.
We are out in a restaurant I said.

“And what that mean!     Love said.
******* hate PMT just trying to my Best.
Is that just me?

The wrong place.
Every things seams wrong.
Until I think of you.
Then I know.........what love is.
My....... Time with you.
Love you to...
No you put the phone down frist!...
No you must...!
Love you to...

Put the ******* Phone DOWN  !  ! ! !!

I am
the diamonds
that you see in your head
do you know those diamonds sing to me
and that i hear, within my head,     please feel free to sing alone
not that you will
for you are strong
the one and only you
but feel'in blue
face long    and I ask!

What princess
the princess of mine
and you give me that look
that means back off

but i don't
tell me
princess

WHAT?

at that your skin turned grey
then after time you did anser  
leave me alone for I feel cold.

I am just a stranger.
With as yet, words tofillthat whole.

Your country
Needs a party
not a big brother USA.

Up sat down
then felt low
low was beside himself
and had to go
go stopped
and really got up.

MomMa came and told you
you are such a poor boy
you will never love again
yes your mother came a told you
you will never love again
You know I will always love you
but you will never love again!

I am sick of all the adverts
that promise this and that
lady's rub this on your skin
it plumps up the fats
takes out all the wrinkle's
and yes you *** looks big in that
but with a bit of liepposucktion
we can get rid of that.

hello mary how are you?
good thank you paul
how was your day off?
mary have you the rest of the day
then i will tell you
well at four o'clock have to pick the kids up
but go on
if i was to say red tape!
oh oh you poor man!
yes in this the days of internet
it should be so easy
i was only there to work for them some security
which is what i do everyday
sorry i hate red tape
and i think i now know why it red
it so all the blood and tears
will not show.

Be ing    Me.
I say this just this once

I am just me.

1 sat next to 2.
There are having a great time tonight.

3 sat in the conner by himself.
1 said to 2, look at 3 he is so odd, sitting there, the crazy sod.

At this 4 butted in, and with a grin, said did you not know 3 is gay.
On hearing that 5 moved away.

6 then butted in, but before he said anything.
They all at the same time looked up.

Just as google plex walk in.
google plex, surveyed the room, sied then just left, muttering, this is imposable.