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Paul Hardwick Jun 2016
From the moment in life
me as a man exist
I did not understand
what that meant
to whom I met
with sue at the sweet shop down the road
licking cherry lips
rubbing on my lips
making them cherry red
as a man doing what i am told to
in relationships
ask questions like
are going to wear that shirt?
well I thought so
but seams not
what the ****
I blame that jelly bean
I am, what the ****
Put the purple one on
say what the ****
I like this space
it feels good in my mind
if it does not, in yours *******
This is my shirt
not yours
So woman
get your own life
stop licking the edge of mine
and get a jelly bean of your own.
Isofacto P@ul love you all.
569 · Mar 2012
numbers.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
1 sat next to 2.
There are having a great time tonight.

3 sat in the conner by himself.
1 said to 2, look at 3 he is so odd, sitting there, the crazy sod.

At this 4 butted in, and with a grin, said did you not know 3 is gay.
On hearing that 5 moved away.

6 then butted in, but before he said anything.
They all at the same time looked up.

Just as google plex walk in.
google plex, surveyed the room, sied then just left, muttering, this is imposable.
567 · Mar 2015
IT 's T I M E.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
It's time
to stop sitting on the fence
It's time
get this world together
It's time
to give your sister a kiss
It's time
To make new toys for the kids
It's time
to get back to reality
It's time
for politicians do not do enough
It's time
to give them the boot
It's time
to restart your computer
It's time
to look @ things new

Between me and you
IT 's   T  I  M  E.
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Some days, I wonder, if I have woken up.

I hear all the tones, but when I walk, seams spongy.
When I talk, seam I am alone.

But then I gain, these treasurer for my own.
Walk with me, then you might see.

What love is.
There again, I might miss.

That is.
Like weird Man.
566 · Sep 2012
Cold front coming in.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
Cold front coming in

I hate it when they say that

Cold front coming in!
where the hell as it come from
before it came on in

weather people get a grip
i don’t want a cold front or back
and sure don’t want a cold behind

the only thing i do like just a bit
is the way it make ladies ******* stand up
but all the rest i can leave behind

so weather people make the sun shine.
565 · Jan 2013
Song for Malrissa Ann.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Rissa De Rein
of nothing at all
et très petit
and very small beauty
Respect Paul
De Rein.
565 · Apr 2014
DO Y O U ?
Paul Hardwick Apr 2014
Do
you like me
after a hard day at work
while you are relaxing at home
find like me

Y
you can not sleep at night

O
omit what you should have done that night

U
use that time for yourself


?
My words between letters poem
564 · Dec 2012
**RUN RUN**
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
are you hav'in any fun
                           Run RUN
what are you getting out of liv'in
                                     Run RUN
life is full of little if's and but's
                                                   Run RUN
but remember have a little fun as your life goes by
                                                            ­Run RUN

                                                          ­                 Run RUN    for your lives.
I love this thank you all, I is ant it like a dream.
Paul
564 · Mar 2012
The Old House, updated.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Ben sat,
beside himself.

With all those worries,
you have at his age.

Not really knowing,
if his parents were really his own.

He looked around the old house,
which seamed to give him some comfort.

But then he started to remember,
that terrible day, when brother Tom came home form war.

Tom appeared at the door,
like a ghostly shadow.

Ben knew Tom was not the same,
as Tom stagger in, and slurred at him...

You have grown... and had to help him in to the kitchen.
As they got there...Tom almost shouted I am going to be sick.

And threw up in the kitchen sink, then fell to the flour, mumbling water Ben.
Ben took what seamed like the limp tap, in his hands, pour water into a glass.

Kneeling next to Tom, to give him the water, he remembered what Tom was.
It is not what I am seeing.

Thank you Ben.
You are welcome Tom.

No Ben!
Call me Tommy Gun.
564 · Jun 2013
My name means nothing.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2013
My name means nothing
My future is less
O where can I go to
And what will I do
I have lost the people I love
Am I now going to loose my soul
Sleepless nights and moral fights
Why my mother did you call me Paul.
564 · Jan 2012
Eye's
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
They say that
the eye, is* the gateway to the soul.
I am not sure if this is true, nor would I be so bold.
But the one eye is a story that keep’s being told. All I know is,
your eye’s are blue.  When I look into them. I love you.
So keep your eye’s bright eat more carrots,
*so you can see that i am right.
563 · Jan 2012
10 Words
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Maybe I will die tonight.
Some, will think that Right.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2016
Might Sick up, bet there will be carrots
God wrote that in a bible
Sick give a hand full of carrots
think God woke me up today
as I was sweating
and at my age might have just died
free falling, back to dreams

surreal P@ul.
P@ul.
561 · Mar 2013
Got something to tell yah!
Paul Hardwick Mar 2013
Got*     something  to  tell  yah!
Old    as  I  am.     I  still learn.

Learned    something    today
on  my  way  to work,   got in
the lift, elivator for americans
just had to ****, and by the faces
of my fellow travellers

**It is the
wrong thing
to do on so many
levels
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Today my doctor
said some words to me
P@ul you must change

"change you mind"

But, I said
is that really me
and doc i am not blind

"P@ul is
that you
or your mind"

Doctor I said
WHAT the **** do I pay you to do?
Hope Neva Flores that hit the spot.
Regards  P@ul  :-0
559 · Mar 2015
Day sinks in the sky.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
I feel the motion
round and round
need to lay down
firmly on the ground
sharpen your wits
and get up off the ground
lift myself up
get a head full of star
sky comes in
opens up the black door
walks right in
and night begins.
True story       :-)      P@ul.
558 · Mar 2015
My lemon scented head.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Do thoughts
smell of lemons
or is just me
is my mind boiling up?
always thought people smelled like pork
is it me
or am I burning up
court up in a dream
going places I have never seen
while the sun turns into rain
my lemon thinks on
dark clouds form
inside my heart
and all I can think of
is lemons.
True story       P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2017
C ut  an    H  O  l  e    in the head
Docter do you see the problem
yes easily fixed
just do a bit of this and that
**** it!
anybody see where I put the lid
just not me at all
vascular you might think
no good plumbing things
just ask my ex-wife.
HOPING     I made you smile this day :-)  P@ul.
556 · Aug 2015
M E fucking ME.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
On a road to nowhere
with pictures of you in my head
on a road to a hidding
for you are better then my mind has ever been

stay with me in body
I do not give a dam about your soul
for I am not the man you thought I am
I just this biker man

and all I need is my biker friends
and some good rock'n'roll
to be happy
but you want to change all that

so i am on the road to nowhere
go anywhere and seeing what happens there
for here as you tell me
is just    M  E    *******  ME.
True      P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
when life was simple
and everything seamed new
but in time
people tell you all is not true
and as a kid
I stood and cry'ed, at this
**** you are gay
but I still love you
but not in your way
so rock and roll.
554 · Jan 2012
SO, SO, Surreal.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
SO, SO, Surreal.
We sat on the deck that night.
Giggling from all the gin.
And the imaginary lemonade.
Writing post cards.

SAY WISH YOU WHERE HERE.

You giggle, and say instead of me.
How!............  I laugh.

Then the captain said, I have to heave to.
We both heave for about a minute or two.
Then both agreed, what a buzz that was.
Well I am from the sixty's
Paul Hardwick Apr 2013
W h e n!
my MIND left my body
to flot in TIME it's self
all I remember if it
is here
for you all to see

the air seamed to me thicker there
it was hard to breath
and while gasping for air
it was plain to me
that I should some how
not let go of my soul
for that ment much to me
all thought like a distent image to me
my soul I did hold

and while watching my skin
turn from white back to pink
I knew
me and that thing
I call my soul
came home.
554 · Apr 2013
From me to you.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2013
$$$

This all i want
from me to you
everything you want to do
you should do
for everything is true
me to you it is true.



and god is up in heaven
listening to all
he will diside how we fall
you could become a soldier
that shot another man.



but from me that is on your soul
NOT ME!

Love Paul ***
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
do pop in regardless  ;o)
it is not truble at at
someday I feel big
somedays
I feel small
But do.

do. pop in regardless  ;o)
552 · Sep 2012
Pink Chewed.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
Pink panted then chewed
in her Pink perplex active
state this is all she did
but really inside she died a bit
but still felt alive
and chewed.
552 · Apr 2012
Beautiful!
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
My mouth is dry.
You still look at me.
With those beautiful eyes.
Your dark hair frames you face.
Skin like gold, lips like rubies.
Woman you know, you are stelling my soul.
Think this would make a good Blues song, just tonight, I do not want to wright the bad ones.
Regards Paul
551 · Feb 2012
Wood.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
I went for a walk today.
In the deep dark wood.
Much like Red Riding Hood.
I came on no ax men.
Or witches, with biscuit houses.
Just a man.
With grey corduroy trousers.
Here he did say.
In a odd way.
ere what doing on my land.
 I said the only word.
That in this situation I know.
Sorry.
And went on my way!
550 · Mar 2012
The Old House.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Ben sat,
beside himself.

With all those worries,
you have at his age.

Not really knowing,
if his parents were really his own.

He looked around the old house,
which seamed to give him some comfort.

But then he started to remember,
that terrible day, when brother Tom came home from war.

Tom appeared at the door,
like a ghostly shadow.

Ben knew Tom was not the same,
as Tom stagger in, and slurred at him...

You have grown... and had to help him in.
Would you like to know more?.... then message me. If I get 3 hit I will write more!
550 · Aug 2015
Miss i ng.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
Like another way of speaking
but no not at all
for if you find something exciting
was it part of my brain
for I do not know where it has gone
lost it on distant shore
it fell out of my trunks
no do'nt **** it
just pop it back in my head
you guy's so do not need Androids
True  P@ul.
549 · Aug 2013
Colours.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
Some nights
there is no colours in light
or none left in my brain
that my heart will let me see
but then when i dream
those colours i sick up
For the morning to see.
549 · Feb 2012
Malcom.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Malcom sat in the corner.
He did not know why.
Just kinda sat there.

The lesson went on.
Malcom fegited.
On his stool.

He put his hand up.
Only to be ignored.

Malcom.

Knew the answer.
None of the others did.

Malcom smiled.
548 · Mar 2012
Metaphor.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
The underlaying metaphor.
Tapped out notes into the night.
Then I was, but now just do not feel right.
But then, we was.
Now not right.
Now I am.
Now that it just not right.
That girl so warm so bright.
I know that in the morning.
I will Wonder.
What I metaphor!
548 · Feb 2014
descriptive.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2014
italic's* Bold as he was
leaned on italicME
and what was.
547 · Feb 2017
Peace of mind.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2017
There is none
not in this world
broken souls at wounded knee
tribe wiped out
blood shoots
even the flowers grow red
my soul feels the pain
eagles overhead
blue skies over
feel the winds flap overhead
over the face
the flutter
mind wiped out
rock all night
stand tall

Peace of Mind.
With love to you all.
P@ul  ***.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Thank you for looking towards my shaw
and giving such sweet comments
if you like it
then my life is yours
but when you look out of your window
you find it crowed and when you look out the window in morning
see you life is not yours
Then you know
you are an artist
RegardsJustYours
546 · Oct 2015
Give you.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
I would give you the moon
if it was mine to give
and swap the sun for my life
but nature has told me
that is not my right
for nothing like this is mine
it's just ours
seams to me we all own it
but fined it hard to look after.
P@ul.
545 · Aug 2012
Merry.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
Merry had a little lamb
she also had a bear
i have often seen
her little lamb
but never seen her bear!
544 · Aug 2012
met this lady.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
it was a great party
and as always
i ended up on the dace floor
the woman took me up into her arms
as i was quit drunk
it was quit ferm holding me tall
but we danced the night out
till the morn
then after all those hours
i looked at her
and she me
we had to agree
there would be no wedding or flowers
for i felt like death warmed up
and she had to agree
so people of this earth
sing this song with me.
Had to add more regards paul
544 · Feb 2016
Nigel is the Man to find.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2016
YOU can not make yours eyes
see around the hill
or even corners
but in my dream world
Nigel the Man can
for he sees all things day or night
he sees darkness he sees light
and I've even heard can smell light
if it's there, he will, have been
he will have seen
he maybe can taste it
he sees things that will really blow your mind dear
yes Nigel is the man that can
but Nigel is a man hard to find
for you see
he's blind.
Treat for you all----How do you like them cookies
dip them in the milk of life  LoVe    P@ul  ***.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
At first I thought
a fab day out, maybe a visit
well it seams I was confused
and from what I know now
abused,

for on the the 31st of october
please do ask all those people who talk with you
now are you dead alive

For my uncle commuted this day!
Have a fab Halloween all of you that do!  kind regards Paul
542 · Oct 2013
Woman I ask?
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Do you know me
Do you know when I hurt
Do you listen when I fall
so do you woman know me at all

Do you feel me pain as ~ I fall
Do love my feet that stink
Do you love my strange mind
or woman have you become blind

So Woman I ask
Do you know me at all

Do n't have diamonds or gold
Do n't have trust all
so I ask woman be my by my side
as older I will fall.
For any woman that knows of me.
542 · Apr 2012
How is it!
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
How is it, in this lif E
That you know you have met a fr I end
In all L ife's strife,  you know you hav E met a fri E nd
someone to talk with who will not dema N d
Regards Paul
542 · Feb 2012
Internet Dating.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Since I came in contact.
With you.
My grey sky’s.
Have turned blue.
You have turn night.
Into day.
And all my fear
Has gone away.
But I can not help.
To feel.
That some how.
This is not real.
540 · Jan 2012
T H E Box
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Behold  the  edge,  that  one  can  see,
always  around me,  holding me in. I
for  ones wish  to  escape from this to
a  more  permeant,  real  space, to get
beyond  the edge.     So all may see if.
  Our government are right, or maybe
justthinkingoutsidethere more round
box.   Yet they, make us live in boxes.
  So join with me, you must now have
come to see shapes like boxes is   NO.
And  the  true  people  live  and work        O    U   T   SIDE   THEM!!!
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
About the    my problem Grey
while talking today    my problem went away
Dr Psychosis did say
Paulreally there is not question at all
for what your eyes see is reflected light
and between you and me that is just energy
so i asked what is colour what is grey
Paulthey are the words we give them
so that others can understand     what we talk over
see he was right      in blinding light
from grey      "i was free"  !!!
so if you meet me
don’t tell me I like your grey shirt
just say I like your     light and energy.
540 · Feb 2015
LOOKed UP.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Looked up into the skys
the sun burnt my eyes
so begain to hum
then giving that full voice
shouted
What The **** Was ThaT
looking up hurts your eyes
so now I do
my looking in.
P@ul.
540 · Dec 2013
DO Not l oo k!
Paul Hardwick Dec 2013
**** me!
I awoke this morning
with a pimple on my nose
how it got there only god knows
I squeezed it
and all it would give was pain
I hope tomorrow it is not the same.
540 · Nov 2017
Dribble.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2017
At my age, you fall asleep
and you never know when
but I have worked it out
by the dribble left on my t-shirt
on Wednesdays
on the left
and the rest of the week right
breakfast the middle
I
do write
some
Dribble.
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
The parky told me
don't step on the grass man
I remember now his words
now its to late
skid marks under both feet
and you must feed that grass to
for in your mind it feed you
so don't be such an **** man
just don't step on the grass man.
True story      P@ul.
537 · Feb 2012
Brink.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Brink sat on the edge as he always did.
Brink I asked.
Why sit there on the edge.
It is my place.
I could see what he told me was true.
Brink then fell over.
Fell said, here we go.
No more memory of misadventure.
For Brink was now dead.
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