50.4 pixels tall
360 degrees all around
but in 4 dimensions
standing there before you now
with you trying to touch my hand
which you will not
for I am not really me at all
its like getting old
and I am not sure the drugs work at all
or maybe they do
and that’s why I am
like I am
see
I have become
Virtual Reality Me.

Love
can
turn
the
best
of
friends
in
to
strangers

Note to self
P@ul I don't worry about you
for your not the revolution kind.

So why are you playing Startrek Fleet Comand
with such passion at night
score now 76.000.

Will I be ever a millionaire
will I sleep at night
tomorrow is another day.

How about that!

In my life
I have found
that love has change me
I have become
a man
like I have have never known
till the day you made my heart ache
and told me you love no more
breaking all I ever had
you could not have hurt me more
if you kicked me in my face
for was it me


I think not!

****.

It is so nice
to take my heavy metal jacket off
for its heavy ****
it weighs on my mind
as fall down on my knees
hands on the bed
praying to some god in my head
bending morals
do not cry
it's my turn.

Man I am a spaceman
in my mind
ace man
but at times, my only friend
drivi'n me around the bend.

But so high up here
you should see some of these star
they twinkle in my head
that's why I never sleep at night.

I'm just getting older
time is not my friend
tick tock ******* that man
but still the beat goes on.

You and me and rain on a roof
court up after sniffing flowers
do I care
no make rain it rain for hours*

Maybe we will court for hours.

Feel after time
I have to flush away the blues
you give me with your soul
your so negative
why ask me why is always you
was it not me
that told you so
what is wrong with you
You are like an IBM
It has to be so clear
work out the ******* maths
is that what you want
sorry I say that so clear
I can not be
what you want me to be
for I am the man
ticket to the moon
and I am a groundhog
sniff around
as I lay dying
still, the seasons of this world go around
as in my memory


B U T  Fu ckin  Pull that chain.

Dose she dream in french
or maybe Russian
dose she dream smells
dose she dream all the things in-between
dose she dream colours
for dreams are so small
but mean so much
to the senses of the head
but I know what you wish for
Love And Pease

Pease to all others.


P@ul.

Just before you die
they say
your life
goes flashing by
think I might die within 3 minuets
*** being the start
the void the end.

Get a rocket ship away from here
I hear them everyday.

AS requested
NOPE CAN't do IT
I think therefore I AM
so be it
Nope can NOT think of ANYTHING
black page hits the ground
WITH NOTHING ON IT
not sure I fell respected
with what I find
just might be me
maybe blind
to all I follow
Have a fab ChristMAS P@ul.

Winter is here
water and stone so cold
man there is no fire here
I am not my own best friend right now
and my own, do tell me
don't listen to them great sounds
right now keeps me up all night
so my head turn's over
as I play
my music through my new
H E A D   P H O N E S.

This morning
after the thunder storms had gone
I did rise
and the sun shines
and i feel like a new born child
feeling the way to my future.

God is afoot
God never gives
lay down
his magic is alive
god is yourself
yes we are different not to blame
you are left I am right
make a space in the life you plan
be what you are
then you have won
old lefty was right
as he died
giving God his soul.

paint pictures in your head
they aRE here for you
and keep's me out of trouble
as long as no
solicitors are here reading my words

When I was young
and being scolded by my father
he would end with the words
It is just because
it has taken me 59 years
but now I know what all that was
it was a finality of his words
never doubt your fathers words
just because.

'I do not need your body on my soul
just need you to breath.
every medical I attend I think those words
and I am glad when they do
for this is what life is
I now what love is
and what love lost does
to your soul
so people love.

Now baby you've got the rock
now do not tell me I've not
just because my rock is so surreal
do not tell me my marbles are loose inside my skull
do not give my lame brain the blame
for the things your brain will not understand
learn to love the things you do not know how they are or feel
leave me in alone in my room while on my guitar I play my tunes.

Doing the things I want to
maybe not always right
just
l e a p ing O  F  F
and fall
to a flour

But
B  O  U  N  C  I  N  G      More
than i thought before.

When

I

S H I V E R

I
S H A K E

But

S T I L L
Rock and ROLL.

Old age is
when the balloon
you tugged on as the kid
was a Led Zepplin
and when the sabbath came around
you didn't
know who you're mom was or is
and Floyd did not cook
just made some really great sounds
t-rex was not a dinosaur
but danced around in furs
and the status quo
was just three cords.

Space is the final frontier
thought that meant a
well bigger than my mind
till I had a stoke
found out that applies
to limbs to
**** me what a shock
spaceal awhereness went away
hard to work an arm when you do not know where it is

still here, still, love you all
thank you P@ul.

When your slipping into sleep
there is a world you find
in-between this one and that one
slip slip into sleep
go there at least once a week
it helps your mind
to be what it will always be
and I care about all the little things you say
while I am slipping into sleep.

You ask me
If i would like to dance
But how was I to know
In future i would dance alone
So i would not dance with you
Now i feel like i missed my chance
To dance with you.

As woman I feel you
Vanity held my hand
could not tell if or not i could love you
woman of my thoughts
just sit there
as there,      as I get drunk
Woman hold my hand
make me feel real.

Now as I go though life
I think less of
Human Nature
o yes as I go on
I see more of what
human's have done
and hurts me
but still the beat goes on.

Hi all
now I feel small
My poetry
if you can call it that
is just me and thoughts
so never lose sleep over it
it is the working's of my mind
when I on I invent it
it comes from my dreams and very soul
if it ever offends
at all please know
I   L  O   V  E
you all.

I can
dance backwards
just found out today
seams like another place and time
I can dance backwards
not easy for this man to say
But I can.

I can be unreal
at times
does not mean
my mind
is not real
does not make me not feel
on the the other hand
does not make my mind clear
to what is right
and what I feel at night
but time mean so much to me
but sometimes I have to
dream the day away
perfect dream
that makes me feel
all that is unreal.

Far
was so far away today
saw it it in a dream
I was here
that was over there
so I just stood
she was a gift
but not to be
I felt off far today
man my mind was mixied
tumble dryed
well what can I say
if I close my eyes
its like I pray
I
breath in and out
Life
is just there in my eyes
why can I
not touch it.

Just another day Today

But a hue of blue
maybe it is when alight.

Slip on dog ****
Slip slide on ice
Slip just along
Slip into dreams

Dreams of
what my feet
slip into this week
sleep sleep
skid makes in my dreams.

How do you ask me?
How do I see love
It will be always more than you ask for
That is   L  O  V  E   to me.

LOVE   D   A   D    or PAr   PAr   Paul  ***

Today I met an old man
he said to me
Hi my name is AL Symers
Hi I said my name is P@ul
and forget yours
so I will call you old man
yes he said
my name is Paul.

Standing on a hill side
my mind wonders free
the grass is very green now
the air quite clean
been standing here for some time
before you came to me
your hand started to call me
I wondered over the green grass to where you stood
you asked me
do you love me?
I said, how can I love you
if I do not love myself.