Well I am in two minds
if I do
Or I don't
seams like to me
they are both the same
for I have lived them both
and done nothing for me
so I surgest lick your thumb
feel the breeze
Then Vote.

Is right of no where
but centre is a path
of nothing much at all
both paths said
repeats in left
so where does polotics come from at all
for all is not in the path I tread
and that's why I walk
centre of left, and right in my head.

Standing on a hill side
my mind wonders free
the grass is very green now
the air quite clean
been standing here for some time
before you came to me
your hand started to call me
I wondered over the green grass to where you stood
you asked me
do you love me?
I said, how can I love you
if I do not love myself.

have you ever thought
what might happen
if the book worm turns
falling from his shelf
with all the things he knows
thats why I feed my inner
book worm so he grows and grows.

ed skipped two toes
forward
form one spot
right over there
and moved stealthly on his way
slipping between his own toes
holding on to nothing
hands free
maybe in 3 D
humming to himself
of no tune
just remix bars
of something he had hear once
but nothing in this world
can keep us apart
and if
if it should
I will be ok well for the day
hope you too
be you
and
i will be me
then lets us
try
to get
along
look at me
give my your trust
and I will give you trust to.

She was
a sense of reason
in my dreams
she is more so
and in my darkest dreams
my true love
if not my dreams
remember
her
as
such
it seams
so why
can I
not get off?

I
have
been
all
about
I
have
been
all
up
I
have
been
all
down
I
h­ave
been
sleep
in
daytime
I
have
been
all
at
night
I
have
been
sundays
I
have
been
Mondays
­Tuesdays
I
have
been

ME.

We
LOVE
you
do
I
wish
I could
I
could
talk
with
you

thank's from
all
of
us

REgards P@ul.

Today to become
a crossing expert
man the day did fly-by
as I let the cars pile up
and the people go by

but no good
to have so power
in one hand.

Back to work
looking after the stupid public
a show for petrol heads
keeping the crows safe
day of making rules
as they say made by fools
making sure they go home
and not crushed in some fireball
taking on my name
job worth
making up more rules
so they can see their wife when they go home
all in all
not a bad day.

I am waking as you sleep
so do I fall into your dreams or mine,
or is it you that fall into the dreams, I can never remember
and never on my birthday in november,

BUT THERE IS THAT DREAM WE BOTH DO
THE ONE CALL LOVE.

L   o  ve    P  a  u  l    X  X  X.

Just had one of them days
you know the one's
one of them days where thoughts come to you in waves
but have nothing in common
Thoughts so totally unrelated
so while thinking of this and that
Jane said I cannot get this thought out of my had
I said you can swop it for some of mine
she just shock her head and walked past
now my mind in thinking
what have I done
which does not last long
then I thought
Just had one of those
Just had me one.

Why did I get up today
seams like parts of me fell off again
**** me I was only sleeping
how bad can that be
seams fatal
in life
what the **** was my brain thinking of
and in my mind not there
it was just like a dream
just a dream
not real
but why
do I
now feel so ****.

I
sing
myself
to
sleep
most nights
O
am I off my brake now

IT
IS
HARD
TO CARRY ON.

I remember
When I was young
you and me planted this tree
Now Dad as I see this tree blossom
the tree you called the tree of heaven

I can think only of you.

My dad
came to me
and did say
son
I
am going away
for I have
nothing left
to teach you
Your
on your own
within this
the universe.



Mr Times     _       P@ul.

Give me a ***
for something just droped
out my ear
plant it in soil
water it
might take months
and let's see what will grow
might be an idear
or just a thought
maybe the answer to life
or God himself
oops
sorry just wax.

If you get old
you end up like me
after all those parties
and concerts
and heavy music with
whistling in your head
but if listen carefully
it seams some nights
it plays me back
all those old
and fantastic tunes
and now is so much part of me
as when it was
and you wake up
put your drops into your eyes
for they sting
as much as your ears hurt
your eyes
getting old to
and some days
do not see
the pictures
as you feel them go in
as you used to
having blurred edges
which makes you not see things
even when
it's right there in front of you
my brain as now days
as I take my doctors drugs in
just seams to get
more and more smarter
although my mouth
in which the doctors drugs go in
mixes my words
but these images of words
still come from my brain
sharper now

THAN   IT   EVER   W  a      S   !

P@ul

What would you have me be
Bold, or bold italics
or more regular
full caps maybe caps dropped
at time I fine that so mono
like hard metal in my head
let me explain
is a close encounter
a typographers nightmare?

you can't get any higher than mine
at this moment
take a ticket look for your number to come up
stand in the q
**** me a draw no.1
and see on the screen we are at 2002
giving blood is never easy
it so surreal
platlets drifting all around
but the warm glow looks good.

IF?

If had been
then it was it might have been
just was not what it was
but all it could have been
somtimes think it was all that it was
but just have might have been all it was not
that brings me a smile
o those golden days
of old
no !
wait might have thought of someting
no sorry just teasing.

Why
can't you see
woman you driving me mad
and why I'm crying like a child
see what you've done to me
you had your fun
some times I wonder
will I ever learn
that's the pain your mean to me
Sara Lee.

Full Point did stop.
stopped at the end though.
just like that.
see I told you so.
at the end the full point did stop                                 .

I have been
******* lemons
all day
how do I make
this feeling
go away?

Is out of my mind
means nothing at all
just makes you feel me
for a moment
I am here
you don't have to touch me
but I am here
for all to see
please do touch
I do not bit much
my mother told me that's not right
and the colours of love
at good times are painted in my words
O yes words paint pictures
I paint them
in your brain
with just thoughts
you can see my brush strokes
as well as my heart failing
well this so surreal

LOve P@ul.

Time has to come when man will change
take the time for my mind
I've got room for this and that
mostly makes me look a pratt
got to retain my satisfaction
and I will not lose that to my dying day
much make me the.
the person
I am.

Need a new way to loose my mind
get out of myself
and mind
thinking new technology is the way to go
must be able to draw and paint
I draw by hand
and paint pictures in words
is there something out there to find
help me get out of my mind
any recommendation
will be considered
help me so
I will be here tomorrow
looking up all my fellow poetry friends
so let me know.

P@ul. ***.

Man I fell into the time warp
that hole just opened up
legs all a kimbo
mind all ****** up
a great night was had by all
and its hard to find a way down from here
but I will make something up
and you asked
like to go to the Saturday dance.

It was a
N   E   W
day yesterday

but old day
N   O   W.

Leaning on a pillow of flowers
watching slugs rolling joints of rose petals
getting up and trying to walk
right leg walks just fine
left, drags behind
move you ******* old *******
was that a demand
or a command
to a man, there is a difference
cent clears
right there, my right legs stands left to come and joins it
now so not feeling the same now
counting to ten
woke up this morning
with all this in my head
think somehow
my brain rolled out my ear
thinking about the night before
and wished I was dead
it was at that point
my own brain slapped me between the eyes

And that is these day's life.

LoVe you all P@ul. ***.

Laying beside the road
petrol under my nails
lead in my lungs
the sunshine over the hill
blue sky demands
eyes open
the sun keeps them closed
dream on.

I snore like
a saw cutting down trees
in the woods
you so don't want me now
girl I should not do this
on a swing in the park
I look what you need
my blue eyeshine
like diamonds
we watch people walk up the hill
laugh at them as they walk
breathing heavy
you let your dress slip


Kids stay safe.
Job Done

P@ul
Stroked the cat
and at that
the cat looked back
and gave that smile
like only cats do
that sort of love
you will never understand.

CAT
In black and White
without a hat
did purr at that
that cat of mine
did spit back.


WHAT
you on man>.

So lets soft heavy metal
Dreams the dreams of you are
Life your right leg
place that down
stand *****
if your look just be yourself
in the mirror
Stand still and *******
being your is more than that
dreams
That's the point.

There was the was
passing behind the trees
drifting off
where is now
must be all around
just because
now is this time
bringing your mind online
to stop the feel of you
or making you feel
what you would rather not feel
questions asked

But where is the now?

I
   Like
  Y  o  u
  B    U    T
I am man and,
you female.
------------
--------

How can this be!

when I am always loosing
what was
and what should be
just you and me

I feel left on the shelf of love
what was you and me
maybe it is just myself

I am not what I used to be
but all I see is love.

Manic depression is frustrating mess
it is capturing my soul.

I sing things that hurt me
I sing the words
I have seen people hating in vain
of things
they will never change
but they do
but by nothing they do
hurt from life
as people do
wish you could hold my hand right now
forgive me if I cry on you
never thought
you could be the one
things he placed in his mind
will be surreal
and things hard to find
holding hands is good.

Some day's I feel so happy
Some day's I feel so sad
Some day's I feel so un happy
Some day's I feel so glad
That   G O D   I have you
To help me when the day's blue.

A man I did meet
stuck by his bicycle
in a thing
that the council had put there to greet
it was for him a great obstacle
but for me
well made me chuckle

Did not do a technical at school then
I did say
he looked at me maybe thinking
I wish this man wound go away
I stopped and looked
his pride, no panic
became more
he pushed and pulled
only in
as far as I can see
a bent back wheel as he road on his way, from me
I smiled.