You know more than I know
sometimes I feel like a ***** inside my head
and nobody, listen's to it your words
they are all inside your head
until you write them down?

But you know more than me!
so do tell me please
do my words rock your world
or am I just sailing my ocean that is my mind?

Thought
what if!

I was not me but you
discribe how would I feel

loose two ***** over night

How the **** was that my fault
Look me in the eyes
and tell me so
bain loss
you are old
and who cares anyway

Do you like lemons?
what
litmus test
Pink Or Blue
This is me being me.

Lemon sent
happy holiday
Just
P@ul's
surreal dreams.

Back in the Room.

On a cold and windy morning
my body does not know which way
against the cold air to stand
so I make myself thin
and hope I will not be seen
as I have to be here where I am
here to stand
alone but warm in my heart
But it's so cold
will I stay warm long?

It is quite
above all it's me
That's where
We go home from
dip your toe in
to the sea
that can bite you
stings and verbs
wipe you out
the government wants the earth
that's where things come from
I think they will never stop
we must these thing are for you
for me
it's late
I get tired
Now feeling nothing at all
But living here
above in this space.

Do you stop and wonder
what you would be like without her
I ownly ask
for it happened to me
her sound, her sounds in life
you no longer hear
DO you stop, and miss her
I DO.

When I face you,
you melt
am I facing forwards
or backwards come and see me
am I happy
I am free
need nothing else
for this day I am free
of all else.
Love you All P@ul.

Maybe love will break you down
baby but is that your heart, feel with me
Am I all you need to get buy

buy two for one this promotion for this week
then pass me buy

Baby never scream when I make love
for I will cry.

Slip>>> >  >   >    >      >....................................................Slid
as he and mind slid within
Slip>>> >  >   >    >      >........................................Caught himself
instead sliding within himself
Slip>>> >  >   >    >      >....................................................Slid
fell over did grin to himself
Slip>>> >  >   >    >      >....................................................Slid
fell again, sat down hard, did smile and totally fell off this world.

R.S.V.P.

I saw you

just a transparent dream shining in the sun

of what was and what was in between

just like in a dream we meet

You and me go walking in the sun

just like the wind that did blow

I turned to face you

and you'ed gone.

Today my mother's coming home
from hospital
so i am going to make her one of them meals
you know the ones,
the sort that makes your tongue
want to lick your brain.

:-)    :-)    :-)    :-)    :-)    :-)

As the morning forms
I tend to wake right up
Just Me I guess.
Open my eyes
feel all my things
nothing died overnight.
So
my day starts
scratching my **** walk to the loo
peeing in spurts
why do men wake with a hardon
still no control
**** just finish
into my bathroom
splashing cold water on my face
a bit of *** trickles down my leg
M O R N I N G.

Look my self in the eyes
more *** trickles down my leg
turn on the shower
today I must glow
or today will mean
nothing at all
and have to do the shops
there's no way I will smell
of nasty things
but just all things nice
put on my best smile face
and just **** out to the shops
saying things
good morning
lovely day
H A V E    A    N I C E     D A Y    Y O U R S E L F

Me, the Person
Smiling
pretending
all is well with me
how can I be well with me
if not well with yourself
I see things in your eyes
as I do mine
sometimes I know
all is not well at all
even thought
you are looking so sharp
*** trickles down my leg
that was just me not you
look the sun is out
feel for yourselves
H A V E    A    N I C E     D A Y.

Just got eight fingers
only two thumbs
don't put pressure on me
for I'm working on it
just learned how to write
and yet you ask me
do you love me?

Ask yourself
the way you look
the way you smell
yes I look
to see a glimpse
above the knee
your leg all akimbo.

All your dance moves
hair drifting around you
like a dream
then dancing close
look me in the eyes
seeing into souls
when we part it makes me cry.

Making me ask myself
what is happing
I have no control
I feel loss
making me want tomorrow
so I can be
again with you.

Getting old
In the winter

I cry from up my nose
My eyes always , red and blurry
If I get cold my toes fall off
Where they go I am at a loss
Never find them in my shoes
And my boots rub my ankles
Feels like rubbing them with sand paper
To a lovely rose gloss
In my day
I was. Road runner baby
I’m a road runner
And you sweet
Are the one I like to use
...

Not sure I will write more.

Feel it become part of you
that good old fashioned goo
let it in your head
mother nature knew
that good old fashioned goo
tomorrow i will back at the factory
doing nothing
much at all
with goo in my head
words for my bed
and a mind so fantastic
if i lay
it dribbles from my brains.

What is an "ik"
is a sound a pig makes
as it sees the farmers knife taken off the shelf
or is one of them modern words
just got in
the english dictionary itself

I ask myself
What the F**k is ik
tonight said to me
please enlighten me.

Home is where the heart is.
Or so they say.
And who are THEY anyway.
Are THEY the PEOPLE of HOME?
And where is HOME?
Is it in this time this place.
Or do I not see all space!
It is maybe another world.
One I can not see.
But mother Home is where the heart is.

YOu ask me dose that hurt
I tell no
I have no pain
if I lift both
you give me that look
I might be just  ******* i n g  Cold
but not as cold
as the stare you last gave me!

Looking out the window
nothing to see
only my reflection looking back at me
must get my windows cleaned.

Mr times
will hate you
Mr times will tell you to be free
Good old Mr times
Mr times will be on your mind from here to now
and Mr times will tell you more
Mr times will tell you all you know
Mr times tells now look here
at your very own fat belly
Mr times will tell you what you was
the young man you had been
all this and above

MR times with all his love.

So thank you MR times
for what I am and what Might be
I sure will sleep well tonight

and thank you again Mr times.

I became 60
No way back
it as happened
now all I have to look forward to
is 61 or 62*

for mostly
they are the numbers
my family remembers
Rock and Roll on 61.

I have not got NO future
I have not got NO past
but at least my words are heard.

being just a man
called PAUL.

When you are alone
you feel
but life is surreal
so please do not
what 'ASK me WHAT I THINK OF YOU?

I will not give the answer
YOU WANT ME TO.

Love Paul

Kid comes home from school
parents ask did you learn well today
the kid says yes but not enough
I have go back again tomorrow.

You blanc me of your words
paint out all my words
paint me over with white
as if, I had never been here before

Get your decor on
but whithen peace
Be whole again
smile drift on look to where you lost your balance

Never feel the fall as it happens to you
never fall never anymore

You become the man so grounded
and the why you feel is grounded

So why are we not talking?

I cry at all villance
how do I, know
how you make me cry
It a thing you want
but is it here
A thing I wish
if you, lost my heart
Think I would know how to bring back to
to the people you used to be

And by the way I cry, but the most, on Thursdays.

Woman
are you away's going to do that
every times it rains
walk away from me
and make your way home
to your land of fantasy
or will you stay
to see the sun shine
here next to me
no one else will every feel the way,
like I do,
at this very moment
and woman
nobody else made me feel this way
like you do
Woman it's time
to make up your mind?

As he paced me on his knee
I asked, well five years old!
Ask him why is your hair and beard like snow
and gess what he said said?

If you lived in the North pole
then would become
all your hair
and in time your beard
so you can hide in the snow
so we can keep this place magical to all.


For here we make the toys
that are yours.

Today I bit a lemon
I did not bit it hard
I think lemons
have teeth
for boy did it bit back.

Here in space
I gasp now
give me air itself.

While laying down trying to sleep
trying to make my active mind fall deep
I found
by willing enough my mind would drift up
from there I can see all around
from up here the ground
Wow this is so deep
tonight I might travel around.

Where can we be
be all that is gone
live life as from now
be day and night
learn what is right and what is wrong
lights swim in little pools
for that light is you
and you know it to be true
better by me, better than you.

50.4 pixels tall
360 degrees all around
but in 4 dimensions
standing there before you now
with you trying to touch my hand
which you will not
for I am not really me at all
its like getting old
and I am not sure the drugs work at all
or maybe they do
and that’s why I am
like I am
see
I have become
Virtual Reality Me.

Everybody
want's to go to heaven
nobody want's to die.

There's no good way
to shake you
your own hand.

Picture book on my lap
tell me all your known truth
give me your movement in time
forward after the fall
lepping forward from this moment on
to give you more light?

For you can take pictures of each other
loose your balance
and fall in love, with each other!

Think your 2 degrees out
no thats not a tear on my face
just still the cold winds in my eyes
and nothing
to do with me getting old
for this world is not so tame
**** like that happens.

1 degree on
the earth again moves with me
feel the warm on your face.

Thank you for those days
Earth thank you for again moving 3 degrees
lighting up my world with green
bringing up into your light
asking me, do you love me
and I do my earth.

In the sky at once
not normally seen at the same time
nice day
moon crescent
makes me feel like I've been reborn
new year
time to come
feeling at one
starlight burns my eyes
makes my skin blush then turn brown
makes me weak
radiation leaks all around
trees bud blossom
there leaves grow
all is changing around me
feel my glow
warm inside
vitamin B in my veins.



With LOve P@ul.