all woman I find
should come with a shot of morphine
for they are just going to give you pain
AND morphine numbs your body and brain
as a woman will try to ***** with both
and these words
will cut into you
but man be warned
that women
will try to f**k you up.

will I ever be mist
as my tree falls down
crashing silently to the foor of life itself
will I ever be heard
or do I just speak to myself
in words
God prase
the free words

And Thank you all.

Everybody
want's to go to heaven
nobody want's to die.

When I was young
and being scolded by my father
he would end with the words
It is just because
it has taken me 59 years
but now I know what all that was
it was a finality of his words
never doubt your fathers words
just because.

You and me and rain on a roof
court up after sniffing flowers
do I care
no make rain it rain for hours*

Maybe we will court for hours.

It is so nice
to take my heavy metal jacket off
for its heavy ****
it weighs on my mind
as fall down on my knees
hands on the bed
praying to some god in my head
bending morals
do not cry
it's my turn.

Doing the things I want to
maybe not always right
just
l e a p ing O  F  F
and fall
to a flour

But
B  O  U  N  C  I  N  G      More
than i thought before.

Do you know
what happens when time slips
can you tell me with your own lips
will you tell of it's frail, defaults and sail along with me
into a sea of words
for this is what make me
when time slips.

Now baby you've got the rock
now do not tell me I've not
just because my rock is so surreal
do not tell me my marbles are loose inside my skull
do not give my lame brain the blame
for the things your brain will not understand
learn to love the things you do not know how they are or feel
leave me in alone in my room while on my guitar I play my tunes.

In the sky at once
not normally seen at the same time
nice day
moon crescent
makes me feel like I've been reborn
new year
time to come
feeling at one
starlight burns my eyes
makes my skin blush then turn brown
makes me weak
radiation leaks all around
trees bud blossom
there leaves grow
all is changing around me
feel my glow
warm inside
vitamin B in my veins.



With LOve P@ul.

'I do not need your body on my soul
just need you to breath.
every medical I attend I think those words
and I am glad when they do
for this is what life is
I now what love is
and what love lost does
to your soul
so people love.

Kid comes home from school
parents ask did you learn well today
the kid says yes but not enough
I have go back again tomorrow.

If you just hum it
and then brake out into words
or is just what it says on the can
i love the night
for it feels like me
in some ways active
yet so still
man I love the night
no not ask me
is it music or a hum.

There I stood, just stood, there
maybe for a minute, but soon that
minute past and shortly after that another
minute past.  Then a minute that seamed like
an hour but was only just a minute past then quickly
a minute that messed with my brains past
past by, with a minute after that
before i knew it a minute past

As woman I feel you
Vanity held my hand
could not tell if or not i could love you
woman of my thoughts
just sit there
as there,      as I get drunk
Woman hold my hand
make me feel real.

Now as I go though life
I think less of
Human Nature
o yes as I go on
I see more of what
human's have done
and hurts me
but still the beat goes on.

What is an "ik"
is a sound a pig makes
as it sees the farmers knife taken off the shelf
or is one of them modern words
just got in
the english dictionary itself

I ask myself
What the F**k is ik
tonight said to me
please enlighten me.

Twisted in in the corners
them curling up
painting pictures in my mind
Warped within the fabric of time
there found you shining not unlike
a guitar who's music
I do not understand
every love and understanding
what are you about
I am just this man
here within my head
From there to now.

How do you ask me?
How do I see love
It will be always more than you ask for
That is   L  O  V  E   to me.

LOVE   D   A   D    or PAr   PAr   Paul  ***

Dribble down the chin
I do all those
leaks out into
my birth
and what I am I
for I think
I am here before, there for I am
trying to to be more than I was before
I am maybe not!
did win a B.A. Hons Degree
but tried hard
Run for the hills
hold the the children
for the first time
for they are the next you
wish that is true
but it not
but they do smell nice
Mostly hate you
they are like
the good bad
you never know what you get

to be more than you

more than you

ok that is good

but you thought

the birth hard

this is the question?

All the women I have met
made me sleep
on the left side on the bed
now for years
this bothered me
for I did not know why
but after meeting a samurai
I know well
sleeping on the left
leaves your sword hand free.

P    O    W.

ed skipped two toes
forward
form one spot
right over there
and moved stealthly on his way
slipping between his own toes
holding on to nothing
hands free
maybe in 3 D
humming to himself
of no tune
just remix bars
of something he had hear once
but nothing in this world
can keep us apart
and if
if it should
I will be ok well for the day
hope you too
be you
and
i will be me
then lets us
try
to get
along
look at me
give my your trust
and I will give you trust to.

Today I bit a lemon
I did not bit it hard
I think lemons
have teeth
for boy did it bit back.

As the morning forms
I tend to wake right up
Just Me I guess.
Open my eyes
feel all my things
nothing died overnight.
So
my day starts
scratching my **** walk to the loo
peeing in spurts
why do men wake with a hardon
still no control
**** just finish
into my bathroom
splashing cold water on my face
a bit of *** trickles down my leg
M O R N I N G.

Look my self in the eyes
more *** trickles down my leg
turn on the shower
today I must glow
or today will mean
nothing at all
and have to do the shops
there's no way I will smell
of nasty things
but just all things nice
put on my best smile face
and just **** out to the shops
saying things
good morning
lovely day
H A V E    A    N I C E     D A Y    Y O U R S E L F

Me, the Person
Smiling
pretending
all is well with me
how can I be well with me
if not well with yourself
I see things in your eyes
as I do mine
sometimes I know
all is not well at all
even thought
you are looking so sharp
*** trickles down my leg
that was just me not you
look the sun is out
feel for yourselves
H A V E    A    N I C E     D A Y.

Here in space
I gasp now
give me air itself.

Dropped my mind
into my mother's mangel
Slushpuppy
my empty head went on
thought of things I did not know
or never said
leavers move rocks
rocks roll


Brain freeze

P@ul.

You ask me
If i would like to dance
But how was I to know
In future i would dance alone
So i would not dance with you
Now i feel like i missed my chance
To dance with you.

Standing on a hill side
my mind wonders free
the grass is very green now
the air quite clean
been standing here for some time
before you came to me
your hand started to call me
I wondered over the green grass to where you stood
you asked me
do you love me?
I said, how can I love you
if I do not love myself.

Can scribble words all the time
but ask me to draw you
and just let me look
and I draw nothing at all.

Men just have
nobble knees
and women
have designer legs
men just have lips
and women
a pout to kiss
mens eyes
deep set
women eyes
that sparkle?

See my face
as it's smiles
look at that, and remember me, as I was
the shadow of yesturday and tomorrow
it ant getting any better than this
for this is me today
and you ask me why I pray

Look into my eyes
for they tell all
I am alive inside
I have no fears at all
just glad to be me
as you are you

So see my face.

Is it desire?
Is it a feeling that grows and grows?
Is the passion you feel?
Is the emotional surrealist?

Of    L    i     f              where is that ******* E


So hard to find



Of    L    i     f      
Of    L    i     f

Of    L    i     f
Of    L    i     f
Of    L    i     f
Of    L    i     fE


Of    L    i     f      E.

My dad
came to me
and did say
son
I
am going away
for I have
nothing left
to teach you
Your
on your own
within this
the universe.



Mr Times     _       P@ul.

I
have
been
all
about
I
have
been
all
up
I
have
been
all
down
I
h­ave
been
sleep
in
daytime
I
have
been
all
at
night
I
have
been
sundays
I
have
been
Mondays
­Tuesdays
I
have
been

ME.