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Paul Hardwick Dec 2015
As you fall hear in the hands of time
down the wormhole of life
turn around
and look at your self
and ask
what did I do for this day to come about
feel your mood
then ask
how do I feel
OK' I surpose

I am OK today
after lifting up my head
as a now grown up.
P@ul.
308 · Sep 2012
see there you go.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
see there you go
i have taken my glasses off
what a relief to my nose
can't see a blind thing
but do i care
still have my fingers
and now my touch is much more aware
sound are like thunder
can not see how much weight you put on
nor that plaster on your knee
there is no one to hear me
and nothing to say
so i close my mind and drift away.
308 · Feb 2012
Yesterday! Ten words.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
I seen so much yesterday.
Not sure I can see today.
308 · Dec 2013
Hold my hand.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2013
Hold my hand for tonight
I feel fear
and the day
has not yet began
hold me tight
hold me dear.

Keep me woman
from walking to the light when I smell you near
I know i am aright
keep me warm
long into night.
308 · Oct 2013
Princess do hear.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Ten hoars
stood by the beach
and my dreams did not complete
I love to be down by the sea with you, holding hands
soooooooon the time will come and on that day, or day will have come
I will be really with you.
308 · Jan 2015
Never Ever.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
Never
look up my nose
or my brain
you will expose
unless I have
just
blown it.
60's   Poem    True story     P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2016
Growing up there was not much sound at all
in our house you could hear
a needle fall from the gramophone
or become blunt
and pick up dust from the air
and then the 60's came
and music was everywhere
it was at this time my mind became board
and went to look for drugs
to help me make sense of the new sounds
which did not help at all
I became confused
but that was that and not really me at all
pulling both socks up
I looked into art
picked the pencil up
found a new me, an expression
got ****** into the advertising
found love had kids
the advertising my dali crutch
love left me, the kids did not
till the day art died within me
and felt like I lost my soul
kids all grown up
both doing so well, I am proud of both of them
But now all I hear is my breathing.
True story     LoVe    P@ul.
308 · Feb 2016
Just some licks.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2016
Brains give you many things
imagination your life
but to keep the brain sane
there are only 3 to do
walk your body around brisk is best
eat things that you like but with in reason
Sit at times and twiddle your thumbs.
P@ul. ***.
308 · Mar 2012
WHY?
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Just one of them days.
Don't ask me why!
~~~~But it is today.
                      Just one of them days.
Things don't do, what you want them to.
        Words Just keep
                                        F
                                    A
                                      L
                                         L
                                        I
                                       N
                                        G
                                             Thew the fabric of time and space.
                                                        And ending up in my my mind.
                                                                                  W  H  Y     D  O     T   H  E  Y    D  O     T  H  A  T?
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
which reads
come you ****'s life is fun
forget your woman
and place your hands on those keys
and ask yourself
am i happy
really please
just for the EU
I was born without you baby, but my feel'in is a bit to strong
think i covered para graf 2 sub section one point 2
might be section 3 next year
whom now's
think i am saying be yourself
which as i know the EU has no thing at all.
This might be true   then might be false    up TO You
307 · Aug 2012
Mind moving on.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
like the tide keeps turning
my mind keep moving on
today a  happy hippy tomorrow who knows
for i have the keys to the castle of words
as i open the door they all come tumbling out
before me on the floor
what now i think
looking at the pile of words before me on the floor
i heard someone shout     "LEARN ALL THE WORDS"
307 · Feb 2015
To the QUEEN.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
I brought a secert suit from a pearly queen
and she could drink more wine than I had ever seen
and she said come with me
and I will make you forget this troubled world we are livin in
she had jipsy blood in her vains
and she said
when the time was right
I would have more fun than ever dreamed.
Imagination or is it true?
P@ul.
307 · May 2014
Today I became a C O O K .
Paul Hardwick May 2014
This day
I became a cook
I did, I did
I read a book
of cookery things
it led me this way and that
and now
I make great beans on toast

So from now
you must
all
call

me

C H E F     P@ul

@@@
O N E fab C O O K named  P@ul
Paul Hardwick Feb 2013
Do you
Like me
feel and fined

                                          T   h     e            Sun              H   e   a   l   s.

Moves
The soul
and the mind
                                          T   h     e            Sun              H   e   a   l   s.

Do you like me
Find the sun
inside of you
                                          T   h     e            Sun              H   e   a   l   s.

Moving your soul
in what you
want it to do

                                          T   h     e            Sun              H   e   a   l   s.
307 · Feb 2013
ALL.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2013
All    that i know,   is that really me?
All    that i feel is,   that the feeling of me?
All    that i do is that,   the best i can be?
All    that is time,  should it have been?
All    that i have tried,  was that the right way?
All    that i give up,   is me.
                                                  OR        maybe           ALL.
306 · Oct 2016
My Mobile Tells Me!
Paul Hardwick Oct 2016
I have a new mobile phone
talks to me in a female voice
never at me
is always very polite
sounds kind of ****
I think
I am able to programme it
never asks me why I am so late
and only goes in my pocket
never through them
and I wonder
is this how life is meant to be
I love my new mobile Phone.

P@ul.***.
With all my Love  P@ul.  ***.
306 · Sep 2012
In this life of mine.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
tonight i am feeling good
after a hard days work
maybe a little wind burned
after working outside all day
but inside my brain and soul
i feel fine, just fine
worked got some more money coming in
so to night
i will just relax, chill out, **** some wine
for tomorrow is a day off
in this life of mine
and did i tell you
I feel just fine.
306 · Feb 2012
Spindel.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
If.

God.

Is real.

Then.

Why.

Do I.

Hurt.

So?
305 · Mar 2012
free me today!
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Today I did nothing.
Just watch some crap TV.
Eat 3 meals.
Had a ****.
Which hurt my *** a bit.

It is my world gone crazy.
And I am drinking to much beer.

                                                     Please free me.

Said my now disjointed head.
But in my head there is a mirror.
That tells me how I feel.

                                                      This is a sad mans song.

So how do I feel.
I will be f**Ked if I know.
                                                      Look at yourself see how you lay.

Please somebody free me today.
There are words I want to get out there.
305 · Aug 2013
ROUND sat on the ground.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
ROUND sat on the ground,
but could still see himself round,
come ROUND and round,
till it made his head spin,
and that's why he is sitting on the ground.

:-)
Surreal poem no. 42,  Mind drunk.
305 · Mar 2012
Have you?
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Have you ever thought!
What your name really means.
I was just thinking about it.
                                                                                             P
                                                                                             A
                                                                                             U
                                                                                             L
P             Is the power I have.
A            How alternative I am.
U            Used to be better, then I am now.
L             Love I have to give.
                                                                                              OOOOOW SUITS YOU SIR!
304 · May 2015
My limp. wristed head.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
You think
you have problems
come and try my
limp wristed head
the words go in
but do not come out right
some days
I think
is does not know left from right
on the other hand
maybe that's just me
think much to much
into it
maybe
not knowing when to stop
and just rest

My limp, wristed head.
:-)   Now man that is so surreal  P@ul.  <-- IS BACK.
304 · Jan 2015
I am male.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
So never know
if my heart is breaking
or what at anytime it feels
just want to eat now
surve me food and my intergalactic travel will easy
from this world to the next
sitting in bar dreaming of a girl.
True Story      P@ul.
304 · Dec 2013
The traveller.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2013
I met  traveller today
each eye was coloured
but not both the same.

one was pink
other blue
I MUST STOP TAKING PROZAC
before I go to work.
304 · Sep 2015
Left leg lifted.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
Lift your left leg
the nurse says to me
now yesterdays flowers
are still in my head
and now your asking me
to lift my left leg.
bringer   P@ul.
304 · Aug 2012
plan to live.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
brink turned over a new leaf
only to find the other side
so he lend against his pride
then fell over

dogs at the backdoor
leve him be
i am going in to town love

don't get me wrong you are the only one for me
brink turned over then die inside
this night he could not get out of his head

no he had to find
that new leaf
and find who was and what he is now
304 · Apr 2016
Purple pen.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2016
Thank you
for being with me right here
right now and how

I see things in purple dreams
if you have something to say
say it right here
stop my dreams

Or just let me be free
some times I need to get out
but that was yesterday
and this me tomorrow

And that was only yesterday
will I face tomorrow
she hated me
and as for tomorrow
this is a strange dream
that is in my head.
Purple Pen writes.   P@ul.
I would like to dedicate this poem to PRINCE.
Thanks man R.I.P.  P@ul.
303 · Jun 2013
Today I found.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2013
While working very hard at work today
a splitter entered my hand
I flinched with pain
looked then pulled it out
while wondering if I could sue
and while licking my hand
I remembered you
then my mind went on some kind of tangent
remembering all the things about you.
How that as some strange try of a surreal poem.
Love you all who take the time to read this.     Paul  X:-)
303 · May 2013
MOTHER, please.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
MOTHER, please.
cover up you knees
these are my friends
so mother cover up your knees.

See this is my friend
i call Dr orange, this bearded monkey,
so mother please cover up your knees
we all now know you are at least 53!

But MOTHER cover up your knees.
created after seeing my mother pull her blankets over her legs.
303 · Sep 2015
Words.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
If you can find the words
if your mind comes together
paint the words
put them together in such a way
from which emotion pores
become a waterfall
who's mist caught in the light
appears like vapour
poring from you e-cig pipe
feel the emotion becoming taste
zipping over your mouth
feel the emotion in your brain
love them words.
True story   P@ul.
303 · Nov 2012
Today. Again. 13 words.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2012
Today i farted in a lift,
that is wrong on so many levels.
303 · Aug 2015
PLAnet zanussa. True story.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
When you live in your head
It's nice having a holiday on the planet Zanussa.

The shores
go in and out
with the tides
for Zanussa has three moons
the sky's are purple
may be indigo
but like you never seen them before
and every night is a blue moon
and I mean blue
no yellow sands on them shores
and all the girls
have three ****
two on the front
like us
one on the back
they sleep on there sides
**** knows
where there Virginias are
for I have never come across one.
P@ul.
303 · Oct 2012
to do, do te do.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2012
sitting here in the early hours
sleep no where to be seen
it is a hard world and a hard life
some times i wish i was you
but that i am surly not
so that day when it catches me
i will just have to do, do te do
even though it is half killing me
to do, do te do.
This is all true!!! Help think i am going insane.
302 · Jun 2015
e P o e m.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
"Sorry lift my card at home,"

"If your late again, the supervisor"
"said we are going to put you on to daily signing"!


"sorry but I am only 18 teen"


THE    ST O RY    BE  H I N D  THiS   e POEM.
It was about that time, I started to smoke
and now at 60
just came to my mind I should *stop

so took up eCigarettes to help my off*
if your thinking that, behave yourself.
so here we go
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ePoem.
This a poem within my own surrealist head
safe to read in mixed company
no second hand words
will put no smell on your breath
or your clothes
so you can read it out loud and clear
to girlfriends read to all mine
which I can count on one hand
life is pleasure
with all one of you
so as you read this, you should know
although late in life
I am surreally looking after myself.





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TRUE    STORY   P@ul.
Need I say anymore?
answers on a postcard please
LoVE   You all  P@ul.
302 · Oct 2017
Man can, can.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2017
Seldom Sam
dribbling out words
of the man can
can, can man
seldom Sam can
see seldom can can
of the words
of seldom seen man
can
spurt out words
of can can's words.

now just dribble down your chin.
P@ul.
302 · Oct 2015
Working so Hard.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Lots of walk-in about
my feet are just wearing out
my body feels already closer to the ground
people milling about
then my radio gives a shout out!
Beck 95  location?
just crossing carpark North 5
can you make your location North 3
we are seeing some undesirables messing with cars
make your way there please
Man your making my feet bleed
my heart is beating hard
by the time I get there my batteries will have died
can you not ask gate 3

Man I enjoy it what is this all about, Working so hard.
A day in the life of P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2015
Period...........................................................­.............
...................................................­...
....................................Did You know her Name.
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P@ul.
P@ul.
302 · Apr 2017
Being 62.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2017
Being sixty-two
don't call me old
done more living than you
so I think
I am abler than you
to know my own mind.

Yes some days
I forget names
but is that really important
in this day age and time
I still know
my thoughts are my own.

Only sometimes
dribble down my chin
and that is mostly
when I'm ******
or ******
**** just thought.

This year
I will turn
******* Sixty Three
book my wheelchair
I feel like I'm getting old.
So Not  ***.  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Dear all,
           It was a new day yesurday, and tomorrow will be what it should, when I dream these dreams I feel good, do you know snow is white, not slight colour of pink.  
and when that telephone calls
           I think I have no dreams for this, so i will not answer you and say hellow.
302 · Feb 2014
W O R D S .
Paul Hardwick Feb 2014
R
W   o


D      s



A          R
                      E
                        ­           The thing of life

Then lets thank GOD            for keyboards.
301 · Sep 2015
Mirror.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
If I could go there
the place I see
in my own eyes
mirror do tell me
is this real life
or just inside my head
what is that
I see
is it real life
seams real to me
or is this a picture
you paint for me of my soul
and imaginary
pictures in my head
and mirror
how on earth do you know
so mirror, mirror
on the wall
please do tell me all
reflect on
your own thoughts
of that
mirror
think I will
turn to wall today.
Ooo deep    P@ul.
301 · Aug 2013
My walk into my mind.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
I am walking alone
not thinking much
more about my motion
which leg comes first
and enjoying the motion.

:-)

Ever seen faces on books TV
or anything else
I think that I share this with everybody else.

:-)

Today I feel cold in my soul
I have wind in my heart
and dust in my head
enuff said.
301 · Feb 2017
Pink, Daisy, and Elephants.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2017
Daisy is a fab girl
she knows
I love her very much
she has the best sense of humor
always hanging out
and she drinks too much
brought her some pink flowers
after we stop at the bar one day
we both drank *****
through a straw
and not enough lemonade
you could say we got ******
I took her home
Daisy, you have to look after
especially in that short Pink dress
the area where she lives not being so good though
was not long before we meet
a gang of kids on the street
she said run away
and Dasiy ran off over the graveyard
now these kids I know
they work at local Bank
Pink petals flying this way and that
as she ran
the occasional glimps of white pants
and did I say
Dasiy was a big girl
which made think Elephants.

Sorry, Dasiy.
Love P@ul.  ***.
301 · Mar 2012
I think I might be mad!
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Me to my mind.
I know what you thinking man.
You are thinking of me.
Yes I was.
Bizar and true from me to you!
Be wah, wardy, do be do.
301 · May 2012
within.
Paul Hardwick May 2012
within my poems
I can not tell
which way is up or down
but I say them
it was an early day yesterday
reminds me of my youth
give me emotions
now some they do
some they do not
                                                 1 sat on his own
                                                 2 came close
                                                 3 found it hard to see
                                                 4 lay on the flour
                                                 5 was alive
                                                 6 just wanted more
                                                 7 wanted heaven
                                                 8 could not get things straight
                                                 9 said you are ****** well right to say
                                                 10 it begins again
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
why do you not crit my work
for i am just a people
just like you and i need
feedback
i **** and **** like do you all
come on tell me
what do you think of the poems
i put on here?
Paul Hardwick Jul 2015
Why, why, why
do you say things like that?
those words
my mother, always told me be what you want to be
be kind, do not hurt, so I won't
but living with you gives me hurt
how can you think, that I want to think like you
for I can not even begin to do that
it's my birthday, very strange day, I don't like this day
it makes me me fall small

W     O     M     A     N
why do
Y O U
say things like that,
and ask me why do I close my mind?

so now I will say nothing
and realise, your the same as me.
P@ul.
301 · May 2015
In my mind lord.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
I believe I fixing to die
no longer making this life my own
it has become a forgien land
but I hate my children crying
so on the day, I do
they should know
that     I   L  O  V  E   them very much
just leaving them alone in life
now there is no morning dew
but think of me
as you feel it on your, bare feet
and walk in the garden
which was my world
feel it cold on your feet
until the next time we meet
remember Me as your own

The
Prayes I say every Night
Lord
willing.
301 · Aug 2013
%T I M.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
I am what
I am no more
I do not feel!
300 · Aug 2012
who.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
who   as taken you
who   has taken you from me
who   will i ask   i fail to see
who   something has taken you far for me
who   will ever replace you
who   can be to me so dear as you
who   became my light
who   as dear as you
who   will tell not to worry
who   will tell me not to hurry
who   will tell me not to love
who   is my dear dad   and dad i miss you
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