I am real
for there I am
I do not dream with you
but when I Am with you
I Am
I can take you
in my arms
hold you tight
feel what you do
feel your touch
if you hold me right
I Am with you tonight
being what you want me to
for I Am just A.I.

This year I spent Christmas in Germany
I would to thank the people
for making me feel so at home
taking away my wows
making me feel whole again.

Lots of walk-in about
my feet are just wearing out
my body feels already closer to the ground
people milling about
then my radio gives a shout out!
Beck 95  location?
just crossing carpark North 5
can you make your location North 3
we are seeing some undesirables messing with cars
make your way there please
Man your making my feet bleed
my heart is beating hard
by the time I get there my batteries will have died
can you not ask gate 3

Man I enjoy it what is this all about, Working so hard.

If when asked think again
I for one think twice!

Ever since I was a kid
loved sweet Candy
and man how she knew how to please
got sweet candy all over my knees
she was like a lioness always ready to pounce
and man some powerful teeth.

I brought a secert suit from a pearly queen
and she could drink more wine than I had ever seen
and she said come with me
and I will make you forget this troubled world we are livin in
she had jipsy blood in her vains
and she said
when the time was right
I would have more fun than ever dreamed.

The first page
what can I translate

"the smile from your eye's the like I had never seen before"
"sixteen years seams like that past in blink".

But when I turn over the page
the letters have gone
but that was the best book I have ever read.

"counting lambs counting sheep
we will fall into sleep"


Paulxxx.

And as that curtain closes
maybe play some of my tunes
it will say
full stop.

P@ul you are nothing now
all you have been
all you have done
you are nothing now.

All I had is, gone
I just wantted you  to love me
not leave me
in this limbo of my mind.

Wantted you
to see me as kind
not just ingnor me
I have imput too.

No not like that
for that hurts
I mean use you hands to become legs
and take your body upside down
then try to walk on them
feel the blood rushing to your head
its oxygen to give of
which seams to say to me
P@ul get your leg down back on the flour
you should not be doing this at fifty nine.

Brains give you many things
imagination your life
but to keep the brain sane
there are only 3 to do
walk your body around brisk is best
eat things that you like but with in reason
Sit at times and twiddle your thumbs.

If you can find the words
if your mind comes together
paint the words
put them together in such a way
from which emotion pores
become a waterfall
who's mist caught in the light
appears like vapour
poring from you e-cig pipe
feel the emotion becoming taste
zipping over your mouth
feel the emotion in your brain
love them words.

Man I feel like I am loosing my mind
all I need is some security
so interviewing, right now
just to keep my mind in my head

John came in
I asked him
wow man like your six foot two
he said, yes P@ul
I just stand by things
and they stay where they are
he got the job.

Now my mind is secure.

Paul
please
tell me
how are
you feeling?

Are you sure
you want me to answer that?

Yes I DO!

It's a hard life
but I think I make it through.

Dust on my hands
dust in the air
that dust gets every where
dust it off
go on with life
and wait till the new dust blows
covering you from head to toes
o' no
dust in my hair.

L O O K
at
me
I am all the smile ing words
do not know what I sit on
is it the celling
or flour

and
on top
of this
it must have rained
for I saw nothing of today
but I am sure my life will be the same
Tomorrow
and yesterday
for they are just words
meWords.

Being sixty-two
don't call me old
done more living than you
so I think
I am abler than you
to know my own mind.

Yes some days
I forget names
but is that really important
in this day age and time
I still know
my thoughts are my own.

Only sometimes
dribble down my chin
and that is mostly
when I'm ******
or ******
**** just thought.

This year
I will turn
******* Sixty Three
book my wheelchair
I feel like I'm getting old.

Domed but where else
would you rather be
Love ME.

Your safe and you are warm
got a break from the storm
then it's visiting time in the past
and you just reach the part
were you are loosing your heart
and your sprit is leav'in you fast
which feels like a fist punching though glass
and the only way out is to fight
so you shout
and fight your way out in a scream

shout
scream
give me back my dream
i need one to get though the day
but if it lost
then the storm will just ******* away.

Sad Sunday
can't wait
for songs of pray's
have much too much on my mind
tomorrow's Monday
sad, sad, Sunday
Monday
want to get out of my mind
work bell toll's
hate being responsible
but it what's  I do
do what I can
or have to do
is that BAd?
went to university
to do this for you
also, think I'm getting a cold
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beta version


with love
**** me
that Sunday
was Sad.

There are women
who are just women
there sisters to
and that's what men do
fly the highwhyer
of you what you think
might be love
but
for me
just another drink  in a
chistelle glass  no more than that

Hi!







BYE!

I can’t see you any more
B          A            B        e

roaming in the night
now that to me
does not seam right
where did we go wrong
you seek to fill
your happy space
know to you in your mind.

Sometimes
my
body falls
over
my legs
twitch
and
arms
move
around
then
what
is
a comma
comes
around
leave me
feeling
like
a
*****
and this
happens
over
and
over
but only
does
if
I
fall
DOWN.

Now my left
and my right hands
have never quite got on
but after my stroke
this just is getting worse
especially as the left is known now
as my claw hand
so named by my sweet younger
I keep telling the claw
it's just the emotion.

@@ P@ UL @@

Pink
did not want to be
this way at all
never to be mellow yellow so
forced her way to be
what she was
J
U
S
T


P            I              N                  K.

Why, why, why
do you say things like that?
those words
my mother, always told me be what you want to be
be kind, do not hurt, so I won't
but living with you gives me hurt
how can you think, that I want to think like you
for I can not even begin to do that
it's my birthday, very strange day, I don't like this day
it makes me me fall small

W     O     M     A     N
why do
Y O U
say things like that,
and ask me why do I close my mind?

so now I will say nothing
and realise, your the same as me.

When you look into the sun.
See all the things, we have not done.

We can always make summer.
Summer, always comes anyway.

But my new friend Ed.
Do not end up dead.

Just breath long and slow.
And soon your life will glow.

AS IT IS NOW.

Happy New year ED

You can chase me
took me along time to tell

Sing me a song so well

Took me a long time to find out
even tryied to chase you in the morning

Sing me a song I know so well

But as life gose on
I realise we're out of tune

So I sing my song I know so well.

Now this time is yours and mine
and it slips past
faster than a lightning bolt
what was is not at last
and what is, is, Is.

But now all that time as past.

Did I say that
That Time Slips
I forget at last.

What was it that pAST.

Well to say
she hit me with this tree or bush
maybe both
but one was warmer than the other
one hurt
one felt like bliss.

Now Sophia
had a rabbit called bugs
it was pink and would drag it
across the ground
by its ear
and if you stopped her and asked
she would say
I am four you know.

Now Sophia
at the age of fourteen
had a rabbit
it was white
and very much alive
bit me twice
and she called that rabbit Paul
I thought nice.

Sophia
did very much grow up
and at the age of 55
told me when drunk
she had another rabbit
when I asked
what do you call it
she said none of your business
but did tell me it was pink.

So never know
if my heart is breaking
or what at anytime it feels
just want to eat now
surve me food and my intergalactic travel will easy
from this world to the next
sitting in bar dreaming of a girl.

Your brain
cannot dream me
it's dreams   on its own
not even I can control it
it happens

I

F
A
L
L

from the sky
never hit the floor
just wake up
mostly on my own
sit on the bed
place my hand on my head
think of what means nothing at all
get up shower, shave
and my day goes on

All the things of the day a cure.

SUrrEALology.  ***.

Seldom Sam
dribbling out words
of the man can
can, can man
seldom Sam can
see seldom can can
of the words
of seldom seen man
can
spurt out words
of can can's words.

now just dribble down your chin.