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313 · Nov 2015
Jelly for brains.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
Get up in the morning
another 12 hour shift here
people quzzing me
asking me
in which park did we leave our car
did you not look
no
OK
what time did you park it
is that important?
yes, there are 22
it was the one as you come in just after the island
they all have island, it the way we have to slow down your driving
about 11;oo am.
try North 5 or 6
then my mind thinks
if I was that stupid I would bang my head against bricks
it is only half past two
and already I have jelly for brains.
TRUE stories P@ul.
just going to get drunk now.  ***,
Paul Hardwick Dec 2015
As you fall hear in the hands of time
down the wormhole of life
turn around
and look at your self
and ask
what did I do for this day to come about
feel your mood
then ask
how do I feel
OK' I surpose

I am OK today
after lifting up my head
as a now grown up.
P@ul.
313 · Feb 2012
Yesterday! Ten words.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
I seen so much yesterday.
Not sure I can see today.
313 · Feb 2015
Singging.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
You can chase me
took me along time to tell

Sing me a song so well

Took me a long time to find out
even tryied to chase you in the morning

Sing me a song I know so well

But as life gose on
I realise we're out of tune

So I sing my song I know so well.
True story       P@ul.
313 · Oct 2015
I like to dream.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
I like to dream
of things
that seam to me
relies my head man
make sense now
and just let things be just what they are now
well that is to me
and if I am making no sense now
well that not up to me now
thats the stuff you carry in your own head
OW bring back the 60's
Life was like so much easer in them days
all you had to do was paint flowers on face man
look at me dreaming again.
:-)     P@ul.  Loved that girl Mary Jane.
313 · Apr 2012
Dance.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
Take my hand baby.
And do not let go.
I promise you nothing.
And so take my hand baby.
And do not let go.
And here we go.
Shake your money maker.
And do not let go.
313 · Nov 2014
Keep lemon from your eye's.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2014
While cooking up a storm
I some how manage
to rub lemon in my eye's

well she walking
though the clouds
when I am sad
she comes to me
and burns
my eye's.
312 · Feb 2012
Spindel.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
If.

God.

Is real.

Then.

Why.

Do I.

Hurt.

So?
312 · Sep 2012
all i see. (10 words)
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
all i see is bright
give me back that darklight.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2013
Do you
Like me
feel and fined

                                          T   h     e            Sun              H   e   a   l   s.

Moves
The soul
and the mind
                                          T   h     e            Sun              H   e   a   l   s.

Do you like me
Find the sun
inside of you
                                          T   h     e            Sun              H   e   a   l   s.

Moving your soul
in what you
want it to do

                                          T   h     e            Sun              H   e   a   l   s.
312 · Jan 2015
C o l OURS.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
Now Blue sat at the bar ****** out of his mind
hand on an empty glass
pulling paper from the bottle label
at that moment
Sarlet walked in and sitting down beside him did order
a gin or two leving red lipstik on every glass
looked at him
and said what's the matter with you
Blue replied I am down
me to Sarlet said
and far as I can tell them two went on
to have three Purple babies.

And that's all you need to know about C o l OURS.
:-)   P@ul.
312 · Jan 2015
Never Ever.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
Never
look up my nose
or my brain
you will expose
unless I have
just
blown it.
60's   Poem    True story     P@ul.
312 · Apr 2012
My Life the Inside.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
All the places, that I have been to.
And all the things, that have happened to me.
Make it hard for me see, all the things that you, can be to me.
For they make it hard for me.
To in joy the place on my inside.
But here with you.
Things on the inside.
Seam to be true.
And then I am in, from the outside.
Now outside is far away.
But is that what I need on the inside.
To make my time go.
312 · Jan 2014
As a surrealist.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
I would like to die during the night
in my dreams
where people and place mean nothing
but a confusion to me

SPOCK! make it SO.
312 · Feb 2014
W O R D S .
Paul Hardwick Feb 2014
R
W   o


D      s



A          R
                      E
                        ­           The thing of life

Then lets thank GOD            for keyboards.
312 · Sep 2015
Mirror.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
If I could go there
the place I see
in my own eyes
mirror do tell me
is this real life
or just inside my head
what is that
I see
is it real life
seams real to me
or is this a picture
you paint for me of my soul
and imaginary
pictures in my head
and mirror
how on earth do you know
so mirror, mirror
on the wall
please do tell me all
reflect on
your own thoughts
of that
mirror
think I will
turn to wall today.
Ooo deep    P@ul.
312 · Jan 2016
Jobs worth.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2016
That's what THEY call me at work
but I say
there are rules
do not want to to see
you get your head blown off
so listen lets keep this real

Mrs Jobs Worth
do tell me why I can not go through this door
for it not allowed
I just want to smoke
there is the designated area for that sir
terroism is here now
so shut the **** up
and let me keep you safe
and all this make you
name me
Mr Jobs Worth!
P@ul.
311 · Sep 2012
being my head.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
when i awoke
being sat at the bottom of my bed
only there to get into my head
i looked at him
and he at me
we smiled at each other
then being said
you know you should have gotten up before this
i knoded then said let me be
being smirked at me.
Paul Hardwick May 2017
Some days
I feel like lost my way
just how I feel when I'm down
park your feet here
get you some athletes foot
for why should it always be me
that has to
catch or experience this
irene verruca sat in the wings a very nice girl
but her face
how do I describe
like soggy wet tissue down the loo
that somebody has urinated on
oow
I digress
told you so
maybe today
I should not have got out my bed
not in pain
just out my mind
insanity the only other place to go
yet insanity seems good
and lay down
in a bathroom
turn all the taps on and float
away to the universe of impossibilities.
tongue out licking the rim
But I still LoVe You P@ul. ***.
311 · Mar 2014
Adult content very surreal.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
In times of war
i am the master of the games
an be sure your up for this
for my name is master sure
and what we now make is war
he gave me a question
there move
then I know they put up a wall in my mind
so I turn to my troops
and tell them this is not right
see how the villages fall
fight for me and all
I did not know this fight would take so long
2023.
311 · Jun 2015
Head phone P O R T.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
I wantted you baby from time to time
but you would not listen
all you had to say
I'm not in mood
I'm moving on
you would just not listen
got my head phones plugged in
got me some sounds playing
baby I'm movin on
I'm rolling on
and this daddy
ant coming back
had it all with you
I'm through with you
I'm movin on
you took my dream
but gave me no tommorow
got my head phones plugged in
I'm movin on.
True story   With love P@ul.
311 · Sep 2012
see there you go.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
see there you go
i have taken my glasses off
what a relief to my nose
can't see a blind thing
but do i care
still have my fingers
and now my touch is much more aware
sound are like thunder
can not see how much weight you put on
nor that plaster on your knee
there is no one to hear me
and nothing to say
so i close my mind and drift away.
311 · Mar 2012
WHY?
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Just one of them days.
Don't ask me why!
~~~~But it is today.
                      Just one of them days.
Things don't do, what you want them to.
        Words Just keep
                                        F
                                    A
                                      L
                                         L
                                        I
                                       N
                                        G
                                             Thew the fabric of time and space.
                                                        And ending up in my my mind.
                                                                                  W  H  Y     D  O     T   H  E  Y    D  O     T  H  A  T?
311 · Aug 2015
Mixed up life.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
It was the other night
my life become mixed up
as I did what I always do
taking my pills before I go off to bed
well must have mixed up the jars
reaching the top of the stairs
when from the landing
my head took off blasting my mind
up to mars
so from now on like Alice
I'm going to keep them
in different coloured jars.
True story bitting me in my ****      :-)    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2016
Growing up there was not much sound at all
in our house you could hear
a needle fall from the gramophone
or become blunt
and pick up dust from the air
and then the 60's came
and music was everywhere
it was at this time my mind became board
and went to look for drugs
to help me make sense of the new sounds
which did not help at all
I became confused
but that was that and not really me at all
pulling both socks up
I looked into art
picked the pencil up
found a new me, an expression
got ****** into the advertising
found love had kids
the advertising my dali crutch
love left me, the kids did not
till the day art died within me
and felt like I lost my soul
kids all grown up
both doing so well, I am proud of both of them
But now all I hear is my breathing.
True story     LoVe    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2015
Period...........................................................­.............
...................................................­...
....................................Did You know her Name.
\



P@ul.
P@ul.
310 · May 2017
OK. **k my mouth.
Paul Hardwick May 2017
Trying
needinghelp
no grip
on this tense
or that
sliding
down
into the bowls of good mother earth not thinking twice
of you, or you,
Shut the F**k up.
Oophs P@ul ***.
310 · Dec 2013
The traveller.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2013
I met  traveller today
each eye was coloured
but not both the same.

one was pink
other blue
I MUST STOP TAKING PROZAC
before I go to work.
310 · Aug 2012
Mind moving on.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
like the tide keeps turning
my mind keep moving on
today a  happy hippy tomorrow who knows
for i have the keys to the castle of words
as i open the door they all come tumbling out
before me on the floor
what now i think
looking at the pile of words before me on the floor
i heard someone shout     "LEARN ALL THE WORDS"
310 · Mar 2017
Banker. ( 10 Words).
Paul Hardwick Mar 2017
If you want to be a banker
Be more humane.
PAul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
A thought
Of something else
like just taken down from ever thing   from a shelf!

is                                      J                    U                              S                             T

something else.

baby do not shake me
I need to sleep
put
my mind to sleep
little bo peep
do anything else
My little bow peep
tell that though
to go to sleep.


night, night.
true story     P@ul   LOve you all, and Happy Holidays oohh was that your first holiday card.

P@ul.
309 · Aug 2013
ROUND sat on the ground.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
ROUND sat on the ground,
but could still see himself round,
come ROUND and round,
till it made his head spin,
and that's why he is sitting on the ground.

:-)
Surreal poem no. 42,  Mind drunk.
309 · Dec 2013
Hold my hand.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2013
Hold my hand for tonight
I feel fear
and the day
has not yet began
hold me tight
hold me dear.

Keep me woman
from walking to the light when I smell you near
I know i am aright
keep me warm
long into night.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
I went back to the sea
to find that woman of my dreams
which i call the princess of the sand
and she was no where around
maybe the winds had to blow from the sea
to make this thing real to me
oh princess of the sand
please come back to me.
309 · Sep 2014
Feal me now.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2014
Feel me take the pain
feel the banester
Feel the pain
feel it cut into your arm
and before a word was spoken
feel the pain
that is just me
i am so small.
22 Number 1     Two point four.     P@ul.
309 · Oct 2015
Sophia.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Now Sophia
had a rabbit called bugs
it was pink and would drag it
across the ground
by its ear
and if you stopped her and asked
she would say
I am four you know.

Now Sophia
at the age of fourteen
had a rabbit
it was white
and very much alive
bit me twice
and she called that rabbit Paul
I thought nice.

Sophia
did very much grow up
and at the age of 55
told me when drunk
she had another rabbit
when I asked
what do you call it
she said none of your business
but did tell me it was pink.
Just know I will get E-mails about this one

Regards P@ul.
309 · Sep 2014
As a kid.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2014
At scouts
We Gin Gan Goolie'd
not what we do today
WE
Gin Gan GOOGLE
by our fire side.
True Story     P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Feeling what I say
makes me cry
not just in my head
makes me feel
physically emotionally

It is ******* hard work
these are words
I make up
in my head.

Get them here
TWO  FOR  ONE
today sales   N O W   on.

Fight over them
limited Edition
Half The Price
if you find them defective
no cash returns
store voucher
just ask Kim
a beautiful sale reps agentive
over there on the till.

She here for you
and save some of my
**** up brains
which tonight
I give up to you.

and remember tomorrow never comes.
***.  P@ul.
308 · Aug 2012
plan to live.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
brink turned over a new leaf
only to find the other side
so he lend against his pride
then fell over

dogs at the backdoor
leve him be
i am going in to town love

don't get me wrong you are the only one for me
brink turned over then die inside
this night he could not get out of his head

no he had to find
that new leaf
and find who was and what he is now
308 · Jan 2013
People do ask.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Paul?                do you dream in colours.               Yes I do.
I ask?                do you smell your dreams.            To be filled in by you.
Paul?                do you like women.                         Yes I do.
I ask?                do you know yourself.                    To be filled in by you.
Paul?                do you have favorit food.               Yes I do.
I ask?                do you taste what you think.          To be filled in by you.

                                               Just some examples for you all
                                                                          from me this man called Paul.
308 · Oct 2013
Some nights.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
I sit on my own hands
to stop them to write
what is in my heart
and in my head
308 · Jan 2015
True P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
I am in your hair
i am in your brain
and you will never be the same
for I am seventies rock and roll
but it's rock we trust
listen take me out
for you will never be the same again.

For I am ROCK in ROLL
should have stayed at home.

Travel in my car
and hold on to
you brains
for
we rock
all
day
and never say
I never told you.

**** to bishops three.
True     Lick F   c  u   k   It was  P@ul.
308 · May 2012
within.
Paul Hardwick May 2012
within my poems
I can not tell
which way is up or down
but I say them
it was an early day yesterday
reminds me of my youth
give me emotions
now some they do
some they do not
                                                 1 sat on his own
                                                 2 came close
                                                 3 found it hard to see
                                                 4 lay on the flour
                                                 5 was alive
                                                 6 just wanted more
                                                 7 wanted heaven
                                                 8 could not get things straight
                                                 9 said you are ****** well right to say
                                                 10 it begins again
308 · Jun 2014
Last time I met you.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
Had to shake my head
a few times
and dust off my brains
and now nothing seams the same
I hope I do not have a leasion
forming up there.
308 · Mar 2012
free me today!
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Today I did nothing.
Just watch some crap TV.
Eat 3 meals.
Had a ****.
Which hurt my *** a bit.

It is my world gone crazy.
And I am drinking to much beer.

                                                     Please free me.

Said my now disjointed head.
But in my head there is a mirror.
That tells me how I feel.

                                                      This is a sad mans song.

So how do I feel.
I will be f**Ked if I know.
                                                      Look at yourself see how you lay.

Please somebody free me today.
There are words I want to get out there.
308 · May 2015
B r i n K.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
Stood at the end of time
could not believe his eyes
nor is feet, that now seamed incoplete
just stood looking over
that what now was becoming a black hole
now seaming so deep
lent back
to blance to keep
seems to draw him in
dive of this spring board of life
into the abiss
that was your life
or stop and think
why am I
on the brink now?

B  r  i  n  K
jumped into a sea that was his own.
308 · Feb 2014
Drunk again.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2014
You can be Jesus
But I think you will understand
some nights I need this just to be me
At that I should just give up
But that is not like creative me
For last night I had a dream
of circles and the stages't thing I could feel them
have you ever felt a shape before
But in your dreams
and GOD himself said to me
Be sure I will not be there
then I knew what was and was not before
then a dog hit my chest
and I woke up.
Try to tell my why all you dream people  
Love Paulxx
308 · Apr 2017
Butterflys.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2017
Wings like petals
so gentle as you feel them
never try to hold them
or you'll pull off the scales
that form the wings
so small you never know
you felt them at all

Butterfly's kiss you on the eyes
all they want is water
and maybe to make your dreams work
or try even to talk
in morse code
who knows
please do not try to hit them

Butterflies are fragile
as am i
do not bring us down
it;s all to with scales
balancing trick
do not hurt
are ancestors.
????  all questions, please?
307 · Aug 2015
PLAnet zanussa. True story.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
When you live in your head
It's nice having a holiday on the planet Zanussa.

The shores
go in and out
with the tides
for Zanussa has three moons
the sky's are purple
may be indigo
but like you never seen them before
and every night is a blue moon
and I mean blue
no yellow sands on them shores
and all the girls
have three ****
two on the front
like us
one on the back
they sleep on there sides
**** knows
where there Virginias are
for I have never come across one.
P@ul.
307 · Apr 2016
Purple pen.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2016
Thank you
for being with me right here
right now and how

I see things in purple dreams
if you have something to say
say it right here
stop my dreams

Or just let me be free
some times I need to get out
but that was yesterday
and this me tomorrow

And that was only yesterday
will I face tomorrow
she hated me
and as for tomorrow
this is a strange dream
that is in my head.
Purple Pen writes.   P@ul.
I would like to dedicate this poem to PRINCE.
Thanks man R.I.P.  P@ul.
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