I can’t see you any more
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roaming in the night
now that to me
does not seam right
where did we go wrong
you seek to fill
your happy space
know to you in your mind.

I like to dream
of things
that seam to me
relies my head man
make sense now
and just let things be just what they are now
well that is to me
and if I am making no sense now
well that not up to me now
thats the stuff you carry in your own head
OW bring back the 60's
Life was like so much easer in them days
all you had to do was paint flowers on face man
look at me dreaming again.

So never know
if my heart is breaking
or what at anytime it feels
just want to eat now
surve me food and my intergalactic travel will easy
from this world to the next
sitting in bar dreaming of a girl.

Domed but where else
would you rather be
Love ME.

Hole in my hands
holes in my feet
which when on I walk
the rust of old nails
bubbles through
and if i put my hands over my eyes
I see my lands in a 3D stereo scope
but I can do nothing about
that hole humanaty gave me in my heart.

Now this time is yours and mine
and it slips past
faster than a lightning bolt
what was is not at last
and what is, is, Is.

But now all that time as past.

Did I say that
That Time Slips
I forget at last.

What was it that pAST.

You can chase me
took me along time to tell

Sing me a song so well

Took me a long time to find out
even tryied to chase you in the morning

Sing me a song I know so well

But as life gose on
I realise we're out of tune

So I sing my song I know so well.

Sometimes
my
body falls
over
my legs
twitch
and
arms
move
around
then
what
is
a comma
comes
around
leave me
feeling
like
a
*****
and this
happens
over
and
over
but only
does
if
I
fall
DOWN.

Looking out my windows
nothing to see
only my reflection staring back at me
come on now microsoft
maybe nextime I will hit the power key
all will change when the morning comes
when looking out my windows.

Paul
please
tell me
how are
you feeling?

Are you sure
you want me to answer that?

Yes I DO!

It's a hard life
but I think I make it through.

John Brown bring him down
pull his body to the ground.
bring him down.

Holiday, Holiday, I just declare a holiday
left him up just enough
pull his body to the ground.

Holiday, Holiday, I declare a holiday
even what the doctors say
John Brown.

You going on a holiday
on the holiday that is
truly yours.

Well to say
she hit me with this tree or bush
maybe both
but one was warmer than the other
one hurt
one felt like bliss.

Some days
I feel like lost my way
just how I feel when I'm down
park your feet here
get you some athletes foot
for why should it always be me
that has to
catch or experience this
irene verruca sat in the wings a very nice girl
but her face
how do I describe
like soggy wet tissue down the loo
that somebody has urinated on
oow
I digress
told you so
maybe today
I should not have got out my bed
not in pain
just out my mind
insanity the only other place to go
yet insanity seems good
and lay down
in a bathroom
turn all the taps on and float
away to the universe of impossibilities.

Now my left
and my right hands
have never quite got on
but after my stroke
this just is getting worse
especially as the left is known now
as my claw hand
so named by my sweet younger
I keep telling the claw
it's just the emotion.

@@ P@ UL @@

Your safe and you are warm
got a break from the storm
then it's visiting time in the past
and you just reach the part
were you are loosing your heart
and your sprit is leav'in you fast
which feels like a fist punching though glass
and the only way out is to fight
so you shout
and fight your way out in a scream

shout
scream
give me back my dream
i need one to get though the day
but if it lost
then the storm will just ******* away.

Feeling what I say
makes me cry
not just in my head
makes me feel
physically emotionally

It is ******* hard work
these are words
I make up
in my head.

Get them here
TWO  FOR  ONE
today sales   N O W   on.

Fight over them
limited Edition
Half The Price
if you find them defective
no cash returns
store voucher
just ask Kim
a beautiful sale reps agentive
over there on the till.

She here for you
and save some of my
**** up brains
which tonight
I give up to you.

and remember tomorrow never comes.

If I could go there
the place I see
in my own eyes
mirror do tell me
is this real life
or just inside my head
what is that
I see
is it real life
seams real to me
or is this a picture
you paint for me of my soul
and imaginary
pictures in my head
and mirror
how on earth do you know
so mirror, mirror
on the wall
please do tell me all
reflect on
your own thoughts
of that
mirror
think I will
turn to wall today.

Growing up there was not much sound at all
in our house you could hear
a needle fall from the gramophone
or become blunt
and pick up dust from the air
and then the 60's came
and music was everywhere
it was at this time my mind became board
and went to look for drugs
to help me make sense of the new sounds
which did not help at all
I became confused
but that was that and not really me at all
pulling both socks up
I looked into art
picked the pencil up
found a new me, an expression
got ****** into the advertising
found love had kids
the advertising my dali crutch
love left me, the kids did not
till the day art died within me
and felt like I lost my soul
kids all grown up
both doing so well, I am proud of both of them
But now all I hear is my breathing.

Had to shake my head
a few times
and dust off my brains
and now nothing seams the same
I hope I do not have a leasion
forming up there.

Get up in the morning
another 12 hour shift here
people quzzing me
asking me
in which park did we leave our car
did you not look
no
OK
what time did you park it
is that important?
yes, there are 22
it was the one as you come in just after the island
they all have island, it the way we have to slow down your driving
about 11;oo am.
try North 5 or 6
then my mind thinks
if I was that stupid I would bang my head against bricks
it is only half past two
and already I have jelly for brains.

When you look into the sun.
See all the things, we have not done.

We can always make summer.
Summer, always comes anyway.

But my new friend Ed.
Do not end up dead.

Just breath long and slow.
And soon your life will glow.

AS IT IS NOW.

Happy New year ED

I would like to die during the night
in my dreams
where people and place mean nothing
but a confusion to me

SPOCK! make it SO.

While cooking up a storm
I some how manage
to rub lemon in my eye's

well she walking
though the clouds
when I am sad
she comes to me
and burns
my eye's.

Pour me another ***
with lot's of coke
Woman come on dance with me
make me
feel one
do your thing wiggy that buttie about

Now I known how I feel
and want to make love
do you do
feel the same as I do
are there sparks in your head
do you
feel like love

Come on babe tell me no ****
feel the same way as I do!

Stood at the end of time
could not believe his eyes
nor is feet, that now seamed incoplete
just stood looking over
that what now was becoming a black hole
now seaming so deep
lent back
to blance to keep
seems to draw him in
dive of this spring board of life
into the abiss
that was your life
or stop and think
why am I
on the brink now?

B  r  i  n  K
jumped into a sea that was his own.

Getting old
In the winter

I cry from up my nose
My eyes always , red and blurry
If I get cold my toes fall off
Where they go I am at a loss
Never find them in my shoes
And my boots rub my ankles
Feels like rubbing them with sand paper
To a lovely rose gloss
In my day
I was. Road runner baby
I’m a road runner
And you sweet
Are the one I like to use
...

Not sure I will write more.

When I learned to march
they said by the left leg
I did the right
and they all accused me
seems I have always been on my own
so when putting your best leg forward
do you do the left or the right
seems none to me
whatever I do
I never get it right
or is that left
here I go again
so someone, explain to me
which to lift first!

People
and that means you
can I ask you why
you feel need to **** why me
I get each and everyday at work
listen if I tell you
you can not go there
do not ask me why
just take it as fact
I know and that should be good enough
for I am your security
and I am saying this to keep you all safe
example
if a person put a gun at your head
ask yourself what would I do
well I am here to stop that happing
so take more pride in what I do each and every day.

Bubley ****
pow we are there
you and me
I make you feel you are free
Pow Bubley ****
.

Never
look up my nose
or my brain
you will expose
unless I have
just
blown it.

On the turn of day
on the wings of the night
proof men to have wings
no more fighting in me
I land
to find the grounding within me
so when tomorrow comes
I can fly and fight again.

How much for that phone?

Apples fall
Gravity around
Lands on the Earth
Bacteria get in
Rotten Apple
Just saying.

Twisted
stands on two legs
sometimes gifted
gives more than he
thinks he takes
and that's hard to do
now you lick your lips
form a queue
stand up straight
look me up in your phone book
under
twisted melon man
makeup things in your ******* head
juicy fruits
lick your lips again
and how about you
what do you
think he thinks
about you?

Twisted Melon Man.


LoVe

P@ul.

Trying
needinghelp
no grip
on this tense
or that
sliding
down
into the bowls of good mother earth not thinking twice
of you, or you,
Shut the F**k up.

If.

God.

Is real.

Then.

Why.

Do I.

Hurt.

So?

Another birthday
year older
spending the night
falling down another
Rabbit hole
wondering when I get down
if I might bounce.

I wantted you baby from time to time
but you would not listen
all you had to say
I'm not in mood
I'm moving on
you would just not listen
got my head phones plugged in
got me some sounds playing
baby I'm movin on
I'm rolling on
and this daddy
ant coming back
had it all with you
I'm through with you
I'm movin on
you took my dream
but gave me no tommorow
got my head phones plugged in
I'm movin on.