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Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
The day my brain busts
was the day i die.
300 · May 2016
The break up of I<<****>>F.
Paul Hardwick May 2016
The breake up if
just another two letter word
well that statement
might seam poor
listen I will tell you why
surprise yourself
just listen to this man
if you told me that
if I knew
if only
if it had been like that
if only I knew why
if that was that
if no wait
no man
them to letters are not getting on
but we need you man
you can not split
if you do that
I will not be the man as I was before.
True story   :-)   LoVe  P@ul.
please tell why, you might like them cookies.
300 · Jan 2017
Music dribble.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Music I love
it seems to love me
I can hear people that are not now alive
I put my headphones on
the people next door do not have to hear this
but at some time
I will fall asleep
and dribble on my shirt
the shirt is clean
its just me that's not
if you see me
with dribble on my shirt
\   Say  \
hey man did you have a good night.
P@ul.
300 · Jun 2015
Hole in my hand.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
Hole in my hands
holes in my feet
which when on I walk
the rust of old nails
bubbles through
and if i put my hands over my eyes
I see my lands in a 3D stereo scope
but I can do nothing about
that hole humanaty gave me in my heart.
true story i am told  P@ul.
300 · May 2014
My blue eye's
Paul Hardwick May 2014
Don't tell me
how i knew but I did
just like you when you kissed me good bye
as I sleep
you kissed my sleeping eye's
when I woke
I knew it was over
all that was left
was to face my own blue eye's
Tomorrow.
True story   p@ul
300 · Jan 2015
AI. ?
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
I am real
for there I am
I do not dream with you
but when I Am with you
I Am
I can take you
in my arms
hold you tight
feel what you do
feel your touch
if you hold me right
I Am with you tonight
being what you want me to
for I Am just A.I.
True story   P@ul.
300 · Aug 2014
I ask you all?
Paul Hardwick Aug 2014
Mya
Joanne
Patricia
Cindy Lou
Please tell me do
What is the colour of     L  O  V  E?
Surreal Poem No 188         P@ul
answers on an e-mail only please.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
A thought
Of something else
like just taken down from ever thing   from a shelf!

is                                      J                    U                              S                             T

something else.

baby do not shake me
I need to sleep
put
my mind to sleep
little bo peep
do anything else
My little bow peep
tell that though
to go to sleep.


night, night.
true story     P@ul   LOve you all, and Happy Holidays oohh was that your first holiday card.

P@ul.
300 · Jan 2016
So what.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2016
So what
do you think you are
what makes your mind tick
what your does your mind think
what is is your mind ******* for
not just for dreaming
thats for sure
can you be sure
or has that bubble reach your brain
where it just might burst and **** up your whole day
or has it left it you with words that are all your own
words never to say or to be ever uttered
mind you, some things have to be said
looking for that adventure of you
that is what you will be on
your own.
P@ul  ***.
300 · Aug 2014
CAN Y o u ?
Paul Hardwick Aug 2014
S                                                                ­                          rds?        
                         mi                                         wo                                
                              ­                              le in        ............................................
True story     P@ul:-)
299 · Aug 2012
Gate! 10 words
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
We arrive at the gate as if
we've had enough!
299 · May 2015
Sometimes when!
Paul Hardwick May 2015
I look into your eyes
I sware, I can see your soul
it feels bright like all colours
well all the colour that my mind now knows
but brighter than that
some how irridicent
almost see through
but somehow I know thats you
written right there
and my heart sings.
P@ul.
299 · Jun 2015
Head phone P O R T.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
I wantted you baby from time to time
but you would not listen
all you had to say
I'm not in mood
I'm moving on
you would just not listen
got my head phones plugged in
got me some sounds playing
baby I'm movin on
I'm rolling on
and this daddy
ant coming back
had it all with you
I'm through with you
I'm movin on
you took my dream
but gave me no tommorow
got my head phones plugged in
I'm movin on.
True story   With love P@ul.
299 · Jun 2014
Woman why?
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
Woman why do you stick
with my poor head
you are just some glue
and how I still stick by you
I walk away you bring me back
Woman you are so Jammy.
True Story   P@ul
299 · Mar 2014
We press.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
We impress the keys
no GOD dam we don't

WE JUST PRESS them.


another internet user
IF > than go to the

S T  ART.
299 · Jul 2012
B A B e .
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
I can’t see you any more
B          A            B        e

roaming in the night
now that to me
does not seam right
where did we go wrong
you seek to fill
your happy space
know to you in your mind.
299 · Jan 2015
Limp did hang. 9 words
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
Limp
just
did hang
around
just there
Hanging
limp.
New   But true  P@ul.
299 · May 2012
Look. 10 words.
Paul Hardwick May 2012
Look through time and then tell me what you find!
298 · Feb 2014
Drunk again.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2014
You can be Jesus
But I think you will understand
some nights I need this just to be me
At that I should just give up
But that is not like creative me
For last night I had a dream
of circles and the stages't thing I could feel them
have you ever felt a shape before
But in your dreams
and GOD himself said to me
Be sure I will not be there
then I knew what was and was not before
then a dog hit my chest
and I woke up.
Try to tell my why all you dream people  
Love Paulxx
Paul Hardwick Apr 2017
Yes thats my type
could be this way or that
third layer of type
dreams are there inbitween
the inside of head
bouncing off the skull
almost stereo
left nore right
they are the thoughts
me myself
just ******* me
look at my eyes
back in the room
yes my eyes are blue
my knees hurt
standing to long
my left hand
and the right did nothing
nothing at all
not even a ****.
Oophs P@ul.
298 · Feb 2015
Comercial Break.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Come on baby
lets simmer and shake
every body doing the comercial break
come on baby hear that jaz
I am dancing all night
for I know my underwaer is whiter than white
for I washed it it in DAZ.
True story  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Imagin life itself
do we live by strings
I have computers myself
and if string exist
are they not like wires
and at night
the twist fairy come in
twisting the wires
into a tangled mess
I think
it should be
called bunched myself.
But what do I know        :-)            >   P@ul.
298 · Oct 2015
Play me tune.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
play your guitar
please man bring me to tears
for I so feel bad
see she plays with my head
and I just want to feel happy
how little she knows.
Def hate male @   I am that mad,   P@ul.
297 · Oct 2012
To be or not to be.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2012
To be
or not to be
me is not essence
but the flavor
of me
to see
what i see
is experimental
but then in this life
tell me what is true
am i just like me
or am i like you?
297 · Dec 2012
Pandora dO.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Ow what a beautiful owl you are
I say it again You are you are.
297 · Oct 2013
You there! (explicite)
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
You there
That woman
whom knows me so well
why did you tell me as you Fked sombody else
that all is all right
I love nobody else.
Woman now you just F
k with me.
Just ****
Paul
297 · May 2013
Blinding Light.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Science tells me
ask yourself
how long is that peace of string
and if you ball it up
what peaces touch
and what now
do you make of yourself?

I am as I always was
Just me myself
still enjoying
Black Sabbath
for music I love
and curved *****
for which i will get time out.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
And as that curtain closes
maybe play some of my tunes
it will say
full stop.

P@ul you are nothing now
all you have been
all you have done
you are nothing now.

All I had is, gone
I just wantted you  to love me
not leave me
in this limbo of my mind.

Wantted you
to see me as kind
not just ingnor me
I have imput too.
Just for I can          P@ul.
296 · Oct 2013
Hold my hand of time.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Blue sat in a bar getting drunk
Blue had had a hard day's night
Red came in looking stunning
and which seamed like nine months but was only day's
PURPLE POP OUT.

:-)
296 · Jan 2016
Stars and Stations Special.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2016
Hey Man
hope it's not to late
think I see some diamond dogs over there
think I would prefer to travel to Mars
or have my head in the stars
lighting a cigerette taking a drag
play my favourite slot machine
wishing I was on my TVC 15
stay with me Earthling
be a rebel
anybody would think it was 1984
or like pushing up a hill backwards
this has nothing to do with you
My mind is legally crippled
so see black stars
David
I think the train no longer comes.
For the late David Bowie. who meant a lot to me, with love and peace
P@ul.  ***.
296 · Mar 2015
I go out.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Find out
I ant any sixteen dreams
I do what I can
be myself
just here
livin on the edge
then my chest hurts
and man that pain burns
curl up my toes
go on again
be creful
my dreams hurt
my nick name
is ****
and that hurts
****
by nature
in my own
minds eye
and heres
a song
deep from home
so I push on
just to get
something for me

Belive that
and you will belive anything!
So F**King true     P@ul.
296 · Sep 2012
Mind 10 words
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
somewhere in the frost of mind
is my destabilize brain
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
I try so very hard
To spell things out
images do form
but i block them out
I am like a banksie
of the words
words I find on the ground
in nature
in the spoken word
never ask me
what I think
off you
for i will never give the truth.
296 · Jan 2014
As a surrealist.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
I would like to die during the night
in my dreams
where people and place mean nothing
but a confusion to me

SPOCK! make it SO.
296 · Mar 2017
Banker. ( 10 Words).
Paul Hardwick Mar 2017
If you want to be a banker
Be more humane.
PAul.
295 · Jun 2013
Someday's I think.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2013
Someday's I think
that i will write
something
that is just not strange,
or mad or anything else
but the words will say so
so you can know me,
but alas,
seem's not to be so.
295 · Oct 2015
Medicated Goo.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
What is this rushing around my head
doctor what have given me
makes me feel like my feet stick to the flour like glue
doctor what is this abuse
why you trying to hold me down
are you thinking from this earth I will fly off
or maybe stopping me running off
what have ever done to you
not taking them green ones again
for they are goo.
P@ul.
295 · Aug 2013
friends. and lovers.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
Sally HAS.       > almighty beauty
                        > that pulling down her shirt she shy's from.

Jean IS.            > a talking beauty
                        > her words just do not stop.

Joan WELL.    > can tell you all the people she has know
                       > in detail.

But you PRINCESS.   >just have no name.
A poem from me to all you girls that I lOve.
295 · Oct 2013
To be or not to be.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
I be what I can be
but that is not always right
and that is for sure
maybe
for I am what I want to be
what do you know of the hammer and the spike
did not think you would
for we I am from another nation
I am a bother hood of man.
295 · Nov 2012
10 more words.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2012
It is never to late to start all over again,
Spooky i thought of this while e-mailing Ruby.
295 · Aug 2013
What did YOU do?
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
Black was Black
till the day I saw you
Woman what did you do?
what have YOU done
YOU did my brain in
your kiss like lip
and smiling eyes
What did you do?
You've done my brain in
YOU little ***** YOU.
295 · Oct 2013
Once there was.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Once there was life
the life now I know
I had never seen
But as you know
there is still time
for everything
so enjoy life on the inside
of what ever you do
and we laugh and sing
take a walk
in the park
and see
what this means to you
and mother
I love you so.  Brackets full stop.
sorry tim
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Standing on a hill side
wiping away the tears
the air is very clear
she wondered would I help her
and I have done for years
so I just pointed
and said
you can see my house from here.
P@ul.
when the sun kisses the moon, at the end of time.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
I went back to the sea
to find that woman of my dreams
which i call the princess of the sand
and she was no where around
maybe the winds had to blow from the sea
to make this thing real to me
oh princess of the sand
please come back to me.
295 · Jul 2017
Surrealology.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2017
Your brain
cannot dream me
it's dreams   on its own
not even I can control it
it happens

I

F
A
L
L

from the sky
never hit the floor
just wake up
mostly on my own
sit on the bed
place my hand on my head
think of what means nothing at all
get up shower, shave
and my day goes on

All the things of the day a cure.

SUrrEALology.  ***.
LoVe you hellpo.
294 · Feb 2012
Life IS.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
This winters night.
O’ Please sunshine help me.
To fight the cold daylight.
Warm my soul, as you can only do.
Give me strength, to warm my soul.
Give me faith, to be what I can do.
Give me hope, for what I am not.
Give me time, so I can learn.
Give me terms, I can understand.
Please sun shine on my soul.
So that this day.
I might understand.

WHAT LIFE IS.
294 · Apr 2013
Daughter. Of mind.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2013
My mind
My Earth
Just **** on anything you want to
My little darling as you sleep
I can see how you grow
And one day
You will also know
All the things I know
That you should not know
And all the things that not much, mean nothing at all.
294 · Aug 2015
Mixed up life.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
It was the other night
my life become mixed up
as I did what I always do
taking my pills before I go off to bed
well must have mixed up the jars
reaching the top of the stairs
when from the landing
my head took off blasting my mind
up to mars
so from now on like Alice
I'm going to keep them
in different coloured jars.
True story bitting me in my ****      :-)    P@ul.
294 · Oct 2012
My Tears.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2012
Step inside my universe
take me tough the the days of my years
then take away my tears.
294 · Sep 2018
Red eyes.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2018
Not the sleep thing
dreaming deep strong like wine
seeing red
mostly at work
related thing
my dress
did not mean skirt
but coat
reflects in my blue eyes
and with all the sun
red burnt head
like I glow in the dark
mostly radioactive
probity burn them all about me
I'm  told it's the corporate colour thing
wonder if I will get red boots
then I and my mates can be part of OZ together
tap your heals and wake up
Home and safe
see what I did there.
Surreal P@ul.   With love ***.

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