your right leg
never knows
what you left leg dose
it,  
is easy
to forget in your mind
bit like mind blindness
13 steps of shear madness
I know my body tells me so
with aches and pains.

For rivers give
all there wetness back to you
going to happen sometimes
just playing boats with my shoes
and that's not hip at all
but have to give in
to my real surreal self

the man that goes by the name of P@ul.

Boldly gone,
where none have been
shattering 49.1%
of peoples dreams
now see how they run
look at them good
as they can not hide now
see them try to feather their nest
it has happened
politions get the gist
for now you have to work like ****.

For no longer will it be here
upload load it
record it
for it's
here right now
listen to what it said
read on
for when I have gone
I will no longer be here
and my soul will be done
with this universe
please do tell me when I am wrong
for how else would know
what is, but, you know.

Surveying
surveys
is a job.

Tell us do
what mobile company do you use
are you contract or pay as you go
fill in your mobile number above.

But whatever you do
they will ring you
and with soft sell
try to sell
to you
a

contract without love.

woman can i tell you
all the things i have experienced about you

Your skin is like in my old age
like a seal
soft to the touch and giving to
your passion
when you give that to
is more than man can think.

Gardening can be good for your mind
watching the flowers that grow around your heel
but unknown to me they also grow in your mind
grow in your feelings, as in real life
and I am going to chase, that cat, that digs them up
squirt it with a water pisstol
and shout!   **** the dam!   well off!
but never hurt it
but on days i find
that garden which I tend,
try's to hurt me back
watch out for the roses
after sratching my arm bad and watching it bleed
it was as if the rose asked me a question back
saying I rip your skin and give you pain
but never sratch your soul
that made me think
can in you in the private garden of your soul get hurt?

All my
surreal writing's
are normal
But my
dreams
N  O   T  .

When I feel you words
it is plane to me that GOD
has touch my soul
when I see the beauty of frost on a bush
when my breath hangs on the air
my words I can see
hanging there
when the rain does fall when the sun comes out
beautiful colours in the air
Then I know
GOD has touched my very soul
and that makes my spirit hop
and my heart feel good.

When you slip into sleep
leave all you have behind you
close your eyes
dribble down your chick
I will not tell anyone
for I did not watch you
When I look into your eyes
I know that I dream
I had only one love
and that was you
feel how cold my toes feel
my heart still beats
you know
that rhythm is you
am I not a person that take me for.

Dear Kim
sorry, sorry baby
But I woun't be at your home tomorrow
sorry baby, but I have to let you down
Got to look for a brand new woman
when I was young to took everything I had
not sure, I have anything left to give you
but will,   I will always love you
I will always, remember as the girl down the road.

I like flowers
but I am as strong as man
that never cry's
but I offen do
on nights when alone
the men are not the strong
for it takes
a woman to hurt one
first they play with your heart
then your ******* mind
then one day
when you lest expected
they stab you in the heart
so woman
if you ever get to my bedroom
leave all your weapons outside
and just be woman.

Don't Play with my heart.

Guy forks do leave explosives
within my brain
and they did go off
But me on the streets of love
did not see
what you might
mean to me.

Hip did     ...hip hop
till his leg fell right off.

One step back
till this leg do did that
Did not know
it had those curves

*****
was that my
left
or
right
well curves it had
that leg that was
mind of it's own


THAT
leg of mine

Dreams
and disorders

Never sit on a train
with two slices of lemon
on your head
for one
those lemons
don't go with your two blue eyes
and two
they burn like hell
three
you have to explain
to those whom have been watching you
your not man
just excentric
flutter your saw eyes
which you regert now
ether that
or stand up and take a bow.

LOVE the interaction of you all
that's why I do it
that is why I am so proactive
please do comment
love your words to
and if I can
will replie

and yes my head is not sound
did you read my profile
most of my things are so surreal
but it feels normal to me

L  O  v   E     Y   o  u       A  l  L   ❤️

As I cry and the tears fall from eyes
looking at myself in the mirror of the pound
tear drops fall
ripples come out
growing as they go
into waves
remind me
never to cry into the sea!

Drag myself up for work
it was cool outside
hate that walk to the bus stop
so putting on my longest coat
took that walk to the bus stop
when I arrived there
there one other person there
as I found out a girl called Rose
we talk weather
and how cold it was
she ask me for a light
now I vape and have given up smoking
so I could not help her out
so I told her no
but I have this light mac
she never spoke again
man that morning was so cold
and she is so beautiful.

I've pulled the musle that is my mind
the sounds that come in
hurt within my ears
my thoughts no longer clear
then words that my mind makes no sense off
but no pain, seam to give something
but nothing at all
If I think of red
it comes out blue
or more ;like purple
how can a man live like this no way
think I have ruptured my brain
will never think the same now
as I look out my window
what I will call wet now falls, from there
it runs things that are colours into my mind
now my arm feels numb
but in some ways tinggles
making a controdition in it's self

I think?

Mans
only
got
one
finger
on his twenty century hand
and it points at
ME
and all that I be.



No
Place
to go
so where does the man go
when love leaves?






Into
the sands of time
blowing off the dust
or man rust
that there lay.







One with without trust of common man F * * King  stop.

There nothing more
that I like than gardening
sticking my nose
into a rose
then remembering when
I was sixteen
for the smells was not a rose
it more like a ****
and cigarette smoke
mix in in a bar
but I still drift off
la la la, lar
so let back to the garden.

Had enough
of bending to your rules
Had enough
of you telling me your truths
Had enough
of trying to get my own mind free
Had enough
of macdonalds
just slipped that one in, ******* cardboard foods
Had enough
of jam that runs down my arm
Had enough
of you charms
******* hell woman
Had enough
of you
Had enough
of trying to make life a better place
Had enough
of black rights
Had enough
of asians tell me they did not see there kids go
Had enough
of ISIS
Had enough
Of the world we feel true
Had enough
but be right back.

Brain dain
Hole in the left hand

lets play ball
dreams about
are you a freak show
Lemon headed ball
curv'n
right out nothing at all
We sip lemon tea
you said that you have to ***

Candy
had no ***** pads
she knew what she meant
bending down
right there in front of me
did not know where to look
I am trying to be a good boy now
I ******* love stocking tops
man they do my head in
Candy knew...

Kandinsky
as his own head fell off
pushed out by a black line
all he see's is red and blue
as the turps burns his eyes
he can all most taste what he felt
as he paints
his surprise
into the art
of only
what we are worth
but only love me.

There I was
tip toeing around
and my balance
just felt on edge.

At that my ego
did fall off
and I nearly toppled off
ending just another blood spot.

Had no news!
"but man"
some great new
purple shoes.

Do not call my name into    I feel    the night
for that does not become you
Did you hear mother call      you
did you hear father calling you into   the    night
I feel I have past that by
and now have grown
to a place where my mistakes are my own
and my past has become my own
and that is going back to the people the ones   I   know
and do you   know                It's           YOU...

There are knowing
so many of you
two things I have known
OF both of you
one is always right
and the other
likes standing
on tip toes
which one is which
whom knows
both as moody as the other
but both into fastion
and designer clothes
.
.
.

@>--->----

Will it be chocolates
or maybe flowers
even a meal just for two
@ a resturaunt of your choice
or maybe just nothing
for I have
no woman
just like you.

@>--->----

As a parent
I had many times
of saying no
and that's final
you know it hurts
but have no other option
but with adults
it is a mammoth task
for they think of why
and that's why I say

NO! just F**k OFF.

The job is done or is it


.


?

Am I standing to close?

See I only do it, so I can smell your scent
you say your not wearing any, O you are
can I stand right here?
I do not want to be in your space
I just need the intoxincation see
OK no closer.

Your words
do you mind
if I take them in my mind
and make of them what I will
does it bother you
I f      I     S T A N D   here, right here.

Don't give up
when you wake up
and your head hurts
from the night before.

Don't give up
when she brakes up
with you
and your heart hurts more.

Don't give up
when you think
your God has let
you down.

Don't give up
when old friend
leave you on your own
again.

Don't give up
Please Don't give up!

Waking up
in a strange house
with a ******* strange kitchen

At this time in the morning
the last thing I need is this
playing hide and seek with the fridge

All I want is milk for my tea bag
I did not want to play
lets open all the doors in the place

Am I here
or maybe there
you just had to look
and I was not there

and thats why
now I drink tea
with out milk.

seams no one
who will hold my hand
as I fall
as my legs have become old
however my mind is not at all
I am only rich in life
and on a good day
my eyes will see
I am always right
please do not frown
It's true for me
for I am wiser than you
in time it will change
but the past will alway's return to me
for
I am better than me
Better than you.