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343 · Jul 2015
Think!
Paul Hardwick Jul 2015
I've pulled the musle that is my mind
the sounds that come in
hurt within my ears
my thoughts no longer clear
then words that my mind makes no sense off
but no pain, seam to give something
but nothing at all
If I think of red
it comes out blue
or more ;like purple
how can a man live like this no way
think I have ruptured my brain
will never think the same now
as I look out my window
what I will call wet now falls, from there
it runs things that are colours into my mind
now my arm feels numb
but in some ways tinggles
making a controdition in it's self

I think?
P@ul.
Drift into the serreal world, can your mind do it?
with out blowing your own fuse. I Think!
343 · Apr 2012
Move and You!
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
Move slid over.
Next to you.
You bristled.
Move almost fell on the floor.
What’s the matter You!
You just looked, then said.

You know.
And if you do not.
I am not telling You!
Move slid aside.
This did not relate in his mind.
But you know, I love You.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
The tree
that dies
has nobody there
when it has no more
no crying tears
all there is alone
just before it's past
is another
drying tree.
True    P@ul ***.
342 · Mar 2014
Tim's Tip Top Time
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Tim tipped toe
to
TIM's TipTop Time

Today.
342 · Feb 2015
Happy Valitines.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
@>--->----

Will it be chocolates
or maybe flowers
even a meal just for two
@ a resturaunt of your choice
or maybe just nothing
for I have
no woman
just like you.

@>--->----
Have all of you the best day posible      P@ul.
342 · Dec 2014
This and that Happy.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
Turn me over
I am done on this side
and lets see the other side
of me
I dare you
lick my page
My life
My ex wife
and your legal eagle
cut of my flesh with you knife
and try to sell it back to me
and
the darkness
hangs over me

But
I
am
alright


and still


the page


will
stay








W           H          I      T        E.
:-)    Did you know my sea
is an ocean
P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Dear all,
           It was a new day yesurday, and tomorrow will be what it should, when I dream these dreams I feel good, do you know snow is white, not slight colour of pink.  
and when that telephone calls
           I think I have no dreams for this, so i will not answer you and say hellow.
342 · Sep 2012
The for thought.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
The for thought of thinking
is the last thing on my mind
342 · May 2016
Title ( optional).
Paul Hardwick May 2016
You so ******* look at me
right now
I hate white paper
my pen is primed
but my mind is not
and you white page just sit there
glowing back at me
I so want to black on you
but black what
make a mark
all things in my head
are so clear
but looking at you
seams to give me nothing
I hate you now white page
do not mock me
I saw that
write that here
no I will not.
True Story  P@ul ***.
342 · Jul 2019
G. O. D !...
Paul Hardwick Jul 2019
Mirror on the wall
I know
I am not big man
I have seen
I have lived beside the best man
to help keep people to be safe and alive.

Paul you know
you know
it's the small things that take from life
and from this you do not servive.

So I ask

Why will at these times not stand by yah!
341 · Sep 2012
The woman who never talks.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
feels like age's
since i have been here before
walking in the pink snow of night making my feet ach
and so hard to move any more
woman
why do you follow me
yet say nothing more and more
the night was black then i heard someone scream
woman why do you follow me
i do not follow you in this pink snow
at that moment i woke up.
341 · Jan 2013
Why in time.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Why does time count down on me?
in my youth it counts down on me
makes me feel very old
in my old age
just seams to make me bleed
from my ears and my nose
so why then does time count me out.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
You must have seen this happen to you
dreams are bent like rainbows
I was just little old me
in mind to look after myself
and you can in my life
and told me so
before that I did that
so woman
do not ask me
what I think of you
for I will not give the answer
you want me to
and do not ask does my *** look big in this
for yes
you are woman and your *** looks big
so get a grip
you are what you are
and that is why i am, i like you,
do my **** sag " YES THEY DO "
Woman you had better ask
why do I love you!
This was a dream where it all mapped out.                                               P  A  U  L    ***
341 · Jan 2017
Music dribble.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Music I love
it seems to love me
I can hear people that are not now alive
I put my headphones on
the people next door do not have to hear this
but at some time
I will fall asleep
and dribble on my shirt
the shirt is clean
its just me that's not
if you see me
with dribble on my shirt
\   Say  \
hey man did you have a good night.
P@ul.
341 · Jan 2014
Never have a stroke.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
your right leg
never knows
what you left leg dose
it,  
is easy
to forget in your mind
bit like mind blindness
13 steps of shear madness
I know my body tells me so
with aches and pains.
All true, I just fell down my stairs, it is OK I feel aright, just some carpet burns.
341 · Jan 2013
writing is like.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Writing is like standing in the middle of no where
that's where we begin, and hopeing the day will get better
and the sun will shine on what's now seems so dim
the pen, the hand, will then begin
and the brain will kick in.
341 · Nov 2015
Ice cream on toast.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
That's how you make me feel
just that thought
put's my teeth on edge
we do not speak of it
but in mind it always is
ice cream on toast
talking freezes my brains
and as the pain
hurts my teeth
it also freezes my brains
try, try try
all things are the same
try, try again
she does not know how to feel
this is a bad day.
P@ul.
341 · Mar 2014
I am sure I will die.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
I some day will die

So let me take my chances
                                              on
                                                    the
                                                wall
                                            of
                                    death
And I just know
I am likely to say
                                   OOOOOOOOOO O  O   O    O      W
Can I go again.                                                                                   :-)
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Women are not just loving.
They are the way forward.
340 · May 2014
Gardening.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
There nothing more
that I like than gardening
sticking my nose
into a rose
then remembering when
I was sixteen
for the smells was not a rose
it more like a ****
and cigarette smoke
mix in in a bar
but I still drift off
la la la, lar
so let back to the garden.
It's ok Now I only take Prozac to get me through  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Like a thousands drums
here it comes again
beating just for you
and there is nothing I can do
can I make it alright from Sunday morning
till next friday night
and maybe the weekend see

I willl make it alright from monday
to friday night
only lonely at weekends.
Surreal P@ul.
340 · Aug 2012
Bolt.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
t
                                                               ­                              l
                                                               ­                   o
My girlfriend went with a man called      B
jamaica no
                                            she
                                     went
                               there
                          on her
                       own.
340 · Jun 2014
Don't give up!
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
Don't give up
when you wake up
and your head hurts
from the night before.

Don't give up
when she brakes up
with you
and your heart hurts more.

Don't give up
when you think
your God has let
you down.

Don't give up
when old friend
leave you on your own
again.

Don't give up
Please Don't give up!
More of a true story then I would like to admit.
Don't give up!            :-(   P@ul   ***.
340 · Mar 2015
Dark Matter.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Dark Matter
are really there
passing through me
leaving the room
and dose it
Matter @ All?

Question in my head
are some of your friends Quarks
or the elusive
Higgs Boson
how will I ever know

What do you
Dark Matter
mean to me
pass through me
as if I care

No Matter as if I care
Dark Matter
are you even there?
try not to mess me hair.
?     Should not watch evening TV    :=)    P@ul
340 · Apr 2015
W O r D S.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Why do i express
in words the things
I car'nt say
maybe my words are my mind
which in the day
scambles on thinking things
all the things
I could not possibly say
I am sure my mind
will blow up one day
bit like an atomic bomb
and from that
we are not all coming back
i do not see me seeing black
it will be more a glow
the colours of
I car'nt imagin
though

no
I
Can not*
the river sets in the valley of life.
340 · Aug 2014
Fork in my brain.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2014
Guy forks do leave explosives
within my brain
and they did go off
But me on the streets of love
did not see
what you might
mean to me.
TRUe Story and Blue what is the colour of love
nobody has told me
P@ul.
339 · Jun 2013
Today I found.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2013
While working very hard at work today
a splitter entered my hand
I flinched with pain
looked then pulled it out
while wondering if I could sue
and while licking my hand
I remembered you
then my mind went on some kind of tangent
remembering all the things about you.
How that as some strange try of a surreal poem.
Love you all who take the time to read this.     Paul  X:-)
339 · Jan 2013
Man who lived in a shed.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
There was a man
whom lived in a shed
spent most days out of his head
and when it rained he was just simply sad
and if it snowed it was enough to drive him man.
See that man is me.
339 · Oct 2013
My place of work.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
My place of work
Well it makes me feel like the man
And try for and think I am
The man to help folk
in all there wow's during the day
that they spend with us
That they feel they need most
from me as a man
So it was neat to see in my post
To read I had won a bronze
but still do not know what for
but in this years awards
seams I am a nomi

So to whom it was
Thank you
for as that man I may never know.


XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX   Paul
This is so totally real    P.S. Thanks for the wine I won.
P.P.S    My birthday that makes 59 is on the 1st.
Regards Paul
339 · May 2012
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Paul Hardwick May 2012
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Dot stopped
Gave that feeling for free
Gave the end of the line
Dot you and I have a lot in common
You and Me.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2016
When I looked into your eyes
they smiled back at me
I thought I might known you but I do not
but I feel you in my soul
I can see it in your eyes
I can feel it within me
it like a instant glow
making me feel good instantly
almost taking my breath away even though it's not
and i can know this by looking into your eye's.
Love P@ul. all way's like to keep you in the loop.  ***.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2014
THE
          Distance
                            f
                              r
                                o
                                  m
                                     From my head
                                               to my toes

Is just about 0.5 Kilo Jules.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
why do you not crit my work
for i am just a people
just like you and i need
feedback
i **** and **** like do you all
come on tell me
what do you think of the poems
i put on here?
338 · Jul 2014
Balance just felt on edge.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2014
There I was
tip toeing around
and my balance
just felt on edge.

At that my ego
did fall off
and I nearly toppled off
ending just another blood spot.
338 · Apr 2015
Two of things.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
I have two eyes
twin toes
two legs
only one hip
and my heart is covered
by a six pack
by all the twos
got ribs
have ******* 14 of them
two sevens
two arms
two major veins in my neck
but only one head
how did that happen
but my one brain thinks
of all things
two by two at night.
P@ul.
337 · Feb 2015
Comercial Break.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Come on baby
lets simmer and shake
every body doing the comercial break
come on baby hear that jaz
I am dancing all night
for I know my underwaer is whiter than white
for I washed it it in DAZ.
True story  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
when I walk about
do I see people like you
no
I shout
I just see purple people
and me walking by my self
amoeba walking with you
and do not ask what i think about my self
woman i can not tell
anything about you.
337 · Mar 2013
I WILL.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2013
I will not turn of my light
If the road I follow
tells me not to
But i can not promise
that is what my road
wil tell me to do
We are running a race we can only loose.
337 · May 2013
Now Maz.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Now when MAZ walked into a room
it looked like she had done it agAIN
OR IS JUST MY BRAIN
but sure like MAZ in my room
she is just like a cushion
to stop my mind falling on the flour
or hitting a self within this room.
For a good friend sorry Maz Marain i smile again :-)
Paul
337 · Feb 2015
HIP. 10 Words.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Hip did     ...hip hop
till his leg fell right off.
True story    P@ul.
337 · Nov 2014
Pink univers.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2014
Now
PINK
on
this night
did
feel
warm
kind
of
blushed
and
became
hotter then
We
had
a
great
night
dancing
to
the
musik
It
rained
that
nig­ht
L
I
K
E

HELL.
True all true    P@ul.
337 · May 2012
Come on.
Paul Hardwick May 2012
Come on my brother
Sit here and sing that song
The song of of for give-ing
The only one we have known
Sing that song
The song of of for give-ing
The only one we have known
Dont put the load on me

Regards Paul
337 · Jul 2012
I Guess.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Guess I am feeling old today
car nt get in the mood to play.
Start of a poem, where can I take it, please give me your words.
336 · Feb 2012
My mind. (on going).
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
My mind broke.
No more water.
Or grey smoke.
So I sat myself down on the ground.
Only to break again.
What is up with me.
Just trying to be myself.
Myself jumped in.
And grabbed my throat.
Paul we are we.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
run from the land of ice and snow
where the heart beats so slow
from the midnight sun
burns my eyes
but you have to love her so
she must have her own answer
to her,  and forgive all, to why she is blue
no not
red sat with her today
make you more purple
or maybe white came alone
singing that song
well let me enlighten you
Violet was a piolet
slipped right out of palace
right in your face
but Chris
we love you to
and yes that might hurt you
but you are here so we do.
336 · May 2015
In my mind lord.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
I believe I fixing to die
no longer making this life my own
it has become a forgien land
but I hate my children crying
so on the day, I do
they should know
that     I   L  O  V  E   them very much
just leaving them alone in life
now there is no morning dew
but think of me
as you feel it on your, bare feet
and walk in the garden
which was my world
feel it cold on your feet
until the next time we meet
remember Me as your own

The
Prayes I say every Night
Lord
willing.
336 · May 2014
You've got me.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
Woman
always remember do,
if nothing else

Woman
you still got me
and my poor soul

Woman
why would you
want anything else

Woman
are you off your tree
You've got me.
True story...    P@ul
336 · Apr 2015
Lemon sweet candy.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Candy
had no ***** pads
she knew what she meant
bending down
right there in front of me
did not know where to look
I am trying to be a good boy now
I ******* love stocking tops
man they do my head in
Candy knew...
try to finish this poem please e-mail me
P@ul.
336 · Sep 2012
viset.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
went to viset eileen over
in hospital just to fined
that eileen had a bad accident
she was on the 40th floor of a tower
eileen leaned over fell off
and died
I will miss her.
336 · Apr 2012
Empty. 10 w
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
Now my mind is empty
and I have lost control.
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