I've pulled the musle that is my mind
the sounds that come in
hurt within my ears
my thoughts no longer clear
then words that my mind makes no sense off
but no pain, seam to give something
but nothing at all
If I think of red
it comes out blue
or more ;like purple
how can a man live like this no way
think I have ruptured my brain
will never think the same now
as I look out my window
what I will call wet now falls, from there
it runs things that are colours into my mind
now my arm feels numb
but in some ways tinggles
making a controdition in it's self

I think?

The tree
that dies
has nobody there
when it has no more
no crying tears
all there is alone
just before it's past
is another
drying tree.

Tim tipped toe
to
TIM's TipTop Time

Today.

@>--->----

Will it be chocolates
or maybe flowers
even a meal just for two
@ a resturaunt of your choice
or maybe just nothing
for I have
no woman
just like you.

@>--->----

Turn me over
I am done on this side
and lets see the other side
of me
I dare you
lick my page
My life
My ex wife
and your legal eagle
cut of my flesh with you knife
and try to sell it back to me
and
the darkness
hangs over me

But
I
am
alright


and still


the page


will
stay








W           H          I      T        E.

You so ******* look at me
right now
I hate white paper
my pen is primed
but my mind is not
and you white page just sit there
glowing back at me
I so want to black on you
but black what
make a mark
all things in my head
are so clear
but looking at you
seams to give me nothing
I hate you now white page
do not mock me
I saw that
write that here
no I will not.

Mirror on the wall
I know
I am not big man
I have seen
I have lived beside the best man
to help keep people to be safe and alive.

Paul you know
you know
it's the small things that take from life
and from this you do not servive.

So I ask

Why will at these times not stand by yah!

feels like age's
since i have been here before
walking in the pink snow of night making my feet ach
and so hard to move any more
woman
why do you follow me
yet say nothing more and more
the night was black then i heard someone scream
woman why do you follow me
i do not follow you in this pink snow
at that moment i woke up.

You must have seen this happen to you
dreams are bent like rainbows
I was just little old me
in mind to look after myself
and you can in my life
and told me so
before that I did that
so woman
do not ask me
what I think of you
for I will not give the answer
you want me to
and do not ask does my *** look big in this
for yes
you are woman and your *** looks big
so get a grip
you are what you are
and that is why i am, i like you,
do my **** sag " YES THEY DO "
Woman you had better ask
why do I love you!

Music I love
it seems to love me
I can hear people that are not now alive
I put my headphones on
the people next door do not have to hear this
but at some time
I will fall asleep
and dribble on my shirt
the shirt is clean
its just me that's not
if you see me
with dribble on my shirt
\   Say  \
hey man did you have a good night.

your right leg
never knows
what you left leg dose
it,  
is easy
to forget in your mind
bit like mind blindness
13 steps of shear madness
I know my body tells me so
with aches and pains.

That's how you make me feel
just that thought
put's my teeth on edge
we do not speak of it
but in mind it always is
ice cream on toast
talking freezes my brains
and as the pain
hurts my teeth
it also freezes my brains
try, try try
all things are the same
try, try again
she does not know how to feel
this is a bad day.

There nothing more
that I like than gardening
sticking my nose
into a rose
then remembering when
I was sixteen
for the smells was not a rose
it more like a ****
and cigarette smoke
mix in in a bar
but I still drift off
la la la, lar
so let back to the garden.

Like a thousands drums
here it comes again
beating just for you
and there is nothing I can do
can I make it alright from Sunday morning
till next friday night
and maybe the weekend see

I willl make it alright from monday
to friday night
only lonely at weekends.

Don't give up
when you wake up
and your head hurts
from the night before.

Don't give up
when she brakes up
with you
and your heart hurts more.

Don't give up
when you think
your God has let
you down.

Don't give up
when old friend
leave you on your own
again.

Don't give up
Please Don't give up!

Dark Matter
are really there
passing through me
leaving the room
and dose it
Matter @ All?

Question in my head
are some of your friends Quarks
or the elusive
Higgs Boson
how will I ever know

What do you
Dark Matter
mean to me
pass through me
as if I care

No Matter as if I care
Dark Matter
are you even there?
try not to mess me hair.

Why do i express
in words the things
I car'nt say
maybe my words are my mind
which in the day
scambles on thinking things
all the things
I could not possibly say
I am sure my mind
will blow up one day
bit like an atomic bomb
and from that
we are not all coming back
i do not see me seeing black
it will be more a glow
the colours of
I car'nt imagin
though
no
I
Can not*
the river sets in the valley of life.

Guy forks do leave explosives
within my brain
and they did go off
But me on the streets of love
did not see
what you might
mean to me.

When I looked into your eyes
they smiled back at me
I thought I might known you but I do not
but I feel you in my soul
I can see it in your eyes
I can feel it within me
it like a instant glow
making me feel good instantly
almost taking my breath away even though it's not
and i can know this by looking into your eye's.

There I was
tip toeing around
and my balance
just felt on edge.

At that my ego
did fall off
and I nearly toppled off
ending just another blood spot.

I have two eyes
twin toes
two legs
only one hip
and my heart is covered
by a six pack
by all the twos
got ribs
have ******* 14 of them
two sevens
two arms
two major veins in my neck
but only one head
how did that happen
but my one brain thinks
of all things
two by two at night.

Come on baby
lets simmer and shake
every body doing the comercial break
come on baby hear that jaz
I am dancing all night
for I know my underwaer is whiter than white
for I washed it it in DAZ.

Hip did     ...hip hop
till his leg fell right off.

Now
PINK
on
this night
did
feel
warm
kind
of
blushed
and
became
hotter then
We
had
a
great
night
dancing
to
the
musik
It
rained
that
nig­ht
L
I
K
E

HELL.

I believe I fixing to die
no longer making this life my own
it has become a forgien land
but I hate my children crying
so on the day, I do
they should know
that     I   L  O  V  E   them very much
just leaving them alone in life
now there is no morning dew
but think of me
as you feel it on your, bare feet
and walk in the garden
which was my world
feel it cold on your feet
until the next time we meet
remember Me as your own

The
Prayes I say every Night
Lord
willing.

Woman
always remember do,
if nothing else

Woman
you still got me
and my poor soul

Woman
why would you
want anything else

Woman
are you off your tree
You've got me.

Candy
had no ***** pads
she knew what she meant
bending down
right there in front of me
did not know where to look
I am trying to be a good boy now
I ******* love stocking tops
man they do my head in
Candy knew...