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349 · Apr 2015
Dear God in my head.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Dear God,
In your head
are ready for this?

do you want me to ask you why
why I am like I am
come on God join the crowd
lets play some ball
shoot at that far end wall
after we can head to the local bar
drink some
maybe play some guitar
ok you are good at drums
whatever
everthing happens
God do you smoke
no I mean like the **** man
nice after coke seams to bring you back down
witch girl would you ****
say no more
God I am so drunk
time to take you home
before you drop me off
I am sure I had a question to ask you.
well keeps happing to myself
P@ul.
349 · Jan 2012
Just Love.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Inside of us there is something screaming.
It just has to get out, walk about.
But I carry on regardless.

And no I can remember how it feels.
To love and hold you.
All through the night.

But then love slips alway.
Into the night, but that is so not right.
Happy holidays all
348 · Dec 2012
Pink is a colour.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Pink is a colour
but if
I spell you backwards
k n i p   are you still a colour?
and if you not can I name you?
no more pink than blue was
neither orange or green or yellow solids
your are a adventure
PINK **** what went wrong?
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
When I pick up my guitar at night
   This is what happens to me
      I get lost in Rock Roll.

            It's like loosing my mine
                 I's it just me
                    That feels it.

Or are we going to Rock and Roll all night
                            One step to the left, two right.

                                                         ­                     P@ul
True Story                     P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2016
You know this by what you do
look up ****
your **** is up for it
but what about your hand
I will try
I know I will get cramp
on the other hand
nope same
getting cramp again
you young people
do not now how hard it is to get old
so ******* enjoy yourself


T  O  D  A   Y>

and help me out here!

ops.
Love P@ul ***.
347 · Aug 2012
Summer.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
Summer has gone
and the        the leaves fall down
the sun went down
and i felt all alone
this was my time
of         no reply
and all i see
is the long broken grass
till it bruns of
in to         infinate  and looks like mars
and then there will be snow
chilling me
and still i wait for love to come.
347 · Jun 2015
L O O k ing @ YOu.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
Written HERE
for all the people
that mean so much ME.

looking at your words
moves me
the first night I sign up
the snow for me was falling outside
and I felt cool
but reading you words warmed me up
and as the snow fell
I went to bed
and slept like a frozen rock
but woke up
to feast on a breakfast of words

SO here is L  O  O king @ you @ll.
True Story         Faith ...
Have faith in me
have faith in yourself
if you think that is what your mind is needing
have faith to learn
have faith to be on your own
have faith in your god if you have one
have faith to now all things new

But most of all have faith in you.
True Story  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
Carn't tell you where I left my mind
days like that just mix me up
but that girl was so nice
givin samples out of wine
we just kind of connected
try this one, if you, like that
well after a few bottles
the security man did come to us, and say sir
Sir please walk this way
yes I said it
well if I could walk like that, I would get arestted
hope I left my mind in the frezer section
maybe nessalled in the pea's.

Surealism are good days.
True story ask my brother whom just went red,
but that night went off, like an atomic bomb.
P@ul.
346 · Mar 2012
Dear Sir, 0.0.3
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Dear Jim,
So nice, that now you have a name, yet you think, I am at blame, selling you those Tigers, I did say never go into the cage when you feed them.
Sorry to hear about the blood posining , that has now taken your arm off.
Simbad is not so bad really, bit of an animal yes, but that is his nature.
Keep strong, and soon you will grow to love them.

Regards Paul
Not sure where this going may be pick up on it tomorrow.
346 · May 2015
If I lift my right leg.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
What will my right say to me
            its  a  long  way to hop
                  what will you know how i feel in life am I am right.

No my right leg will say I aways right,
                           Well **** me if i wave right now you will fall over
                                      Not sure you are right.

At that I feel over, into a world of knower.
                                                     Which had all kinda hills
                                                           ­      So from me to you if asked
                                                           ­                 Tell you left leg to drop off.
True                                sometimes I think you do belive me       P@ul.
346 · Sep 2014
I am a wafer in my mind.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2014
I wonder if I ever had love
But I was told I can
I am man
what are these waves
that come over me
that makes me take your hand
and recite a verse
some one touched me last night and told me I am looking well
some one was last night.
TRue Story    P@ul
346 · Dec 2012
AS iS.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
As my body defeats sleep
I find I am awake again
Only my dream s must  I keep
for another night for I find myself without sleep
there see, there is my mind again
Sunday morning
Clouds go by
And there here is
A wiZZard
and he walks by
never talking just keeps walking
spelling his majik.
346 · May 2012
Rupert
Paul Hardwick May 2012
You are very drunk,
have you got that right myfriend.
346 · Aug 2015
No N a m e s.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
We all remember the burt's  and Penny's
all those we never have names for
whom made our lives never the same
schoolish pranks
for fun, and to make them look good
well burt you should have seen me smile that night
as I ****** you wife
e.mail me if you want the other ear ring
and Penny, who knew you are gay
I will buy the videos

Now I feel better.
Important note      All Burts and Penny's
It's not you           Regards P@ul.
346 · Feb 2015
Yesturday and today.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Working
protecting
the halls with there exihibiters within
public come and go
rain drops falling
todays suns warm glow
fighting the polotics of the venue
staff come and go

But tommorow I am off.
See what happens when I get board     P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Trying to put down
the things in my head
and remembering this
think I smile for years
Teacher
come in and said
look at the blackboard
while I go through it.
Still makes me smile    P@ul. ***.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Hang just Hung
Hang Over Spent the day with me.
345 · Mar 2015
The Lemond Headed Bleads.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
See what life gives to me
before you ever judge me
look and see
never stay in your tree. Think of me.

Before
you empty your head
@ me.

Look @ the good
in me
all the tricks i have.

and then think
what do you have
and come back to me.

when I cut myself I ble@ds.
P@ul.  just thought it was time to slip one in.

Surreal dreams.
344 · Nov 2011
I who have nothing
Paul Hardwick Nov 2011
I have NOTHING.

But the good thing is.

I still have a lot of it left!
344 · Jan 2014
I have colours in my mind.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
Grey's of places I have been
in places where I have seen
but you run through my mind
now that it is lateral think
I am looking inside of my own heart
sunshine of places of what was me and you.

blink and you will miss it
how are you going feel when your woman
is with another man
traveling in the dark, can not see anything
laying here, talking to the moon
talking to what was.

Tell me please
What do you see
for my life is hurting
I have no blinding light
so I just lay in the radiation of the sun of night
Moon You Tell Me Alot!
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
why Paul
do you wright this STuFF and it"  is just for you
fellow poetry guy's
I am just like you at 58 of this world
I just do not know enough
even I try so hard so
so keep life com'in
and fairy's where boot's.
344 · Jan 2012
New Year TEN WORDS
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
It was
an new day
yesterday.


But an

OLD DAY NOW.
343 · Aug 2013
Loop.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
You are

ONLY  PRITTY  AS HOW  YOU   FEEL.

PRITTY  AS  YOU  FEEL inside, SO   COME ALIVE

AND  GO  do some good,   ONLY  PRITTY  AS HOW  YOU   FEEL.

PRITTY  AS  YOU  FEEL inside, SO   COME ALIVE.
342 · Jan 2014
I S t i m e .
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
I   S               t  i  m  e  .
i n    m  y   h e a d  ?

or
in
my
heart
a
question
I
now
often
ask.

I
T  h  i  n  k
t    i   m  e
i   s
m  e.
342 · May 2012
My face
Paul Hardwick May 2012
My face, let's me down
A blink, a twitch
All things like this, yes my face let's me down.

But my mind is good, does all the things I think it should.

Except control my face.

So that is not so good.
342 · Jan 2015
SOD it. I know a girl.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
she to me is know as livi
as in live long and prosper
spock would be so pleased
as he flicked his fingers flicked up, to know
livi was sitting at his bed
she will frown then help him out
and put his fingers right back in
then make him smile to.

sorry but it was in my head
and as your say
better out

S   O  R   R  Y
L  I  V I
JUST
had to



P@ul.
TRue STory  P@ul.
342 · Jul 2015
Keep off my grass man.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2015
Mind where you walk
for you will hear people say
keep off the grass man
and you know
that's a thing I am not going to do
and that's why you found me laying here
watching the clouds passing me by
and hearing the music of the wind
enjoying the feelings of a nuclear sun
and in my mind writing
JUST
Keep off the my ******* grass man.
True Story    P@ul.
342 · Jan 2017
Dip my toe.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Open and shut
feel the
temperature of the time
that I feel
know that we
where never right
for love
I knew that last night
after I ****** your toe
did not taste right


Sad   BUT  Shut the **** up
you want me
and I want you
but nobody seems to mind
as we part
of our dreams
just had dip in toe.
P@ul.  Soft is the feeling. ***.
341 · May 2012
Nice Day.
Paul Hardwick May 2012
Nice day today
Sun is out and playing
The wind is holding back
No rain is coming
But I still do not feel safe
In all the suns glowing

I seek to grow a happy face
You need someone for sure
To fill this empty space
Behind your door.
341 · May 2013
The Freaks.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
The freaks they all stay together
just ask any man
you never see any of them on there own
but that big ased man you always see
how far did he fall.
341 · Jun 2015
As I get up.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
Have a ****
bathroom wash your face
pull your socks on
look for a clean shirt
pull your tie up to the neck
go out catch the bus
never on time
upstairs sit slip into a land which is yours
head to start work
grettings have begain
wake up and be the star you are.
True Story     with Love P@ul.
341 · Feb 2017
On the farm.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2017
My body did walk over one of them
cattle grids
wrong shoes on
panic set in
an as man
why am wearing high heels
all I see is black and white
I was a big man prince charming
to my brain
the gaps **** me in
I fell in love with Kim
as she helped me out
her soft hands
helping me cross


P.S. Kim was my first and still best love.
P@ul. Come on You love this. X.
341 · Mar 2013
T > H > I > S.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2013
T > H > I > S

sat   in   a   clearing
not   knowing   what   was
this   just   sat   a   drip
fell   in   and

T > H > A >T
was   that!
340 · Sep 2013
`WE ARE OK'.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2013
All the machines say
0000000001 WE ARE OK
all the machines communicate everyday and say
0000000011 WE ARE OK
all doctor's listen to the machines and say
0000000111 EVERYTHING'S OK
users people trying to get there cheap thrill
0000001111 WE ARE OK
they call old people old
0000011111 WE ARE OK!

REMEMBER we built this city on ROCK and Roll.
340 · Feb 2012
Day.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Time ticked.
Time team up.............. affects me.
Time slipped away.


Just another day.
340 · Aug 2013
Night to Day.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
Night to Day
when my eyes open
it turns night into day
that shines like a beacon
into my very soul
so what do i do
I get up
there was a light
there was a formula
that wakes my soul
and restarts that heart of mine
so i begin my day.
Surreal poem No. 1. in e flat, so how about that.
Paul

Witten for the people that find it hard to get up.    come on in the water is beautiful.
340 · Apr 2012
Why do I have to get old?
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
Why do I have to get old?
So why dose skin so fold
And that was not there yesterday
My mind forgets things
Invents things anew
I did not choose to be born
Why do I have to get old?
339 · Dec 2011
Nothing
Paul Hardwick Dec 2011
If I have nothing.
Then maybe I have everything.


If I have everything.
Then maybe I have something.


But if I still have something.
Then I maybe I have everything.

So maybe am a man who has nothing?

I have NOTHING.


But the good thing is.

I still have a lot of it left!
339 · Apr 2012
Missing you.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
I am missing what time can bring.
Fifty years and I am filled with tears.
And what of the forties.
Those so call mature norties.
But I am sitting here on the inside.
Just feeling free, maybe that is just me.
Maybe I have missed nothing.
Sleeping is hard to come by.
And I talk to people in my way.
Blue is my favorite colour.
Trying so hard to reach you.
But you I find hard to fined.
339 · Nov 2015
Ice cream on toast.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2015
That's how you make me feel
just that thought
put's my teeth on edge
we do not speak of it
but in mind it always is
ice cream on toast
talking freezes my brains
and as the pain
hurts my teeth
it also freezes my brains
try, try try
all things are the same
try, try again
she does not know how to feel
this is a bad day.
P@ul.
339 · Sep 2012
The for thought.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
The for thought of thinking
is the last thing on my mind
338 · Dec 2012
SooNEarth.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Blow the WINds of the chilling daWn
Soon i will be in your frosting glow
A man consumed by the feeling of dawn.
338 · Oct 2013
When I was just a kid.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
When I was young
I made Mary cry
in them days
the apple of my eye

We hind in shed
the difrence between
to explore
but I did hurt her soul

And after my tears
I did know I had done wrong
and that fact has taken
59 years to come out

So mary I can now shout
thank for all the shed days
and all that happened
that day.

Regards Paul
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
You must have seen this happen to you
dreams are bent like rainbows
I was just little old me
in mind to look after myself
and you can in my life
and told me so
before that I did that
so woman
do not ask me
what I think of you
for I will not give the answer
you want me to
and do not ask does my *** look big in this
for yes
you are woman and your *** looks big
so get a grip
you are what you are
and that is why i am, i like you,
do my **** sag " YES THEY DO "
Woman you had better ask
why do I love you!
This was a dream where it all mapped out.                                               P  A  U  L    ***
338 · Aug 2012
all i want is you!
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
all i want is you
take me in your arms and lets make love
what do you mean you have a head ach
wrong time of the month
i need to shower
baby all i want is you
you ask me to watch corrie with you
so there we both curl up there
but tonight you curl up like a snake
with distance between us
baby why can it not be
like it was before.
This poem did not start out like this, it just change.
338 · Feb 2012
Baby me.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Light hit me in the eyes.
I was upset.
I cried.
But it hurt my eyes.
I was so warm now, I am not.
Well that, now I forgot.
Just to be here.

Mom is that clear?
338 · Jan 2014
Sitting Back.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
I am sitting back
and i am thinking about
when you left your home
you left behind a die'ing farther
and a mother in tear's
funny how things come back
standing out in the rain
since then
life was never the same
but I can not stop the sounds that
come into my head
so I just Sit Back.
338 · May 2015
*Me*
Paul Hardwick May 2015
What do you do?
I don't know but I do it anyway
I aways do as asked
I do what I do everyday
indeed I do
I do what I need to do
Why do you do it?**
I don't know but you find me
doing it anyway
come winter or spring
you will find me there
doing it all by myself.
True Story     P@ul.
338 · Apr 2015
Hello SUN!
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Worked a crossing today
and this strange yellow ball came out to play
and did say SUN
good to see you there
warmed my soul
and under clouds did go away
but my father of heat
did say a lot  to me today
as it gave me love from heaven
spent to much time listening
and enjoying my way to what farther gave me
for now my skin is on fire
and I have gone all red
like a native american.
True Story          Very Good Day      Regards P@ul.
338 · Apr 2012
Move and You!
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
Move slid over.
Next to you.
You bristled.
Move almost fell on the floor.
What’s the matter You!
You just looked, then said.

You know.
And if you do not.
I am not telling You!
Move slid aside.
This did not relate in his mind.
But you know, I love You.
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