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418 · Jan 2016
Something in side.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2016
Something in side of me
will not let me be
be what I really am
something that whispers inside my head
will not let me be.
I cry when I write some of this stuff     P@ul.
417 · Mar 2014
Blink, Blink.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Blink,
Blink
did
sleep
only to wake in the heart of me
and i feel it here
in my bones
now the sky overhead
all the birds
making a sounds

Beautiful as the day is long
memories of life
and always a believer
of all things right
but if you blink
then that is gone.
True story almost, without detail, **** what am I like
P@ul
417 · Jan 2013
Bad Day.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Finished with my woman
she did not help me with mind
we should have shared
of what was more us
not what people thought
we should be
in that way
there was never love.
417 · Jun 2012
Just time lies.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2012
You are just in time
the time seam to last for ever
no time like the present
the bus is never on time
it was no time at all
time seamed to stop
time past so quick
in no time at all
The bus approached the stop, just in time to stop, my mind exploding.
Had to change the tittle to this, makes more sense to me now!
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
For how can I tell of my
yellow brick road
if to me that road is blue
and how can I tell to you
the fields of gold
today are purple
or is this all in my head
for I should be awake not dreaming
this morning on waking up
I looked out my window
the one grey cloud I did see
and today that cloud followed me
just to make me colour blind
is it you or just me or my mind
now 2 have become 3
is it me that knows colours
or my mind
today I am having problems with colours.
Written in my mind this day the 21st I think the first day of spring!
now what ******* colour should be that!!
Today I am beside myself !!!
P@ul
Paul Hardwick Nov 2016
Still in the radiation glow
of your love and needs
turn me over
do the other side
feeling a bit red on this side
still white on the other side
will as always
in the middle
stay in the pink
keeping my own sanity
in which
I hide from most things
including you.
LOVE   P@ul ***.  ;-).   x.
416 · Jul 2012
Mother.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Mother!!!
what is wrong
in all my years
I have not seen you cry

and you are not suposed to cry
mother make it right
or whom will i have to complain to

when in my life
things go wrong

Love you.
**your darling son
416 · May 2013
Do we fight for words.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Seams to me
mind  ex spands
with a words all the time
do think that some day
my mine will expload

Dreams for my head in this what is the time of mine.
416 · Apr 2013
T H I N G S I choose.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2013
Never thought that things i choose
to put it my mind can make me
feel like i never did yesterday

T H I N G S
like the words i say
that i have never heard before
now to me mean much more.
415 · Feb 2017
Things that make me cry.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2017
Like TV news stories
of a little girl
have the will to write to google
for a job
and the CEO having the ***** to reply
things like this
makes my heart bleed from my eyes
not blood but tears
salt stains on my shirt
some days my shirt gets soaked
my eyes go red
and my brother calls me a nancy

Lots of things make me feel like this
thanks for listening
Nancy P@ul.
LOVE P@ul. Kiss kiss.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Time slipped away.
Yes this day.
Time just slipped away.
In a panic!
I asked myself.
Where has the time gone.
In an instant.
Time replied.
Man your thinking.

It just dyed.

I was not impressed.
But time told me so.
Time looked at me.
And, I hated him.
Then, with a grin.
I told him, this time sort of something.

What man?

He did say.
You are so drunk.
This night will go away.

Maybe Time Has told Me.
415 · May 2013
LONG ago.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Long ago i wonder through my mind
filled with fairy tails and stores
was any of that real
or was it just a young mans musing
soon the days past into years
now was my past an illusion
greyed by all these years
or did those tears mean nothing to me
did they make me the man i am?
415 · Jan 2015
Imagination.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
Leopards
jump in a file
what is going on
then a wizard appears
computer down
all contact lost
***
how did that go so wrong ;-0
demonds worry
when the wizard come near
just shake his hand
and dream
like he did.
True Story  P@ul.
414 · May 2014
Mind Craft.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
The young
think that is a game
man we have been doing it for years
In the 60,s just far out man
in the 70,s done mostly in Bowies head
so mine my mind craft with me
and lets play.
he he he   :-)    P@ul
414 · May 2015
these days.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
You find yourself
rushing to the airport
where there you have to wait
for how long
no body knows.

You find yourself
in another girls arms
you relise your mistake
for how long
no body knows.

You find yourself
in the bank
just standing there
for how long
no body knows.

You find yourself
in Tessco at the automated tills
unexpectted item in the baggin area
you are glad of the conversation
only the security guard thats eject you
give you some human touch.
true story, remember never drink befor shopping
P@ul.      :-)
414 · Jun 2012
57 an old.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2012
when i look at my hands
i can see i am getting old
think they should be typing
and just listen to me
is what they do
but people on hello poetry
please let me tell to you
that i love you
when i read your words
i feel for a moment
just like you.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2016
If he been
my other hand
not sure why we call him
lefty anyway?
but I sure he was not right
he was the fingers
any safe break
well any note at all
he could make.
P@ul.
413 · Jan 2015
Hard times.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
Do not cross the line
woman give me what is mine
it was not misery all of the time
we had some good times
I made you feel like you are real.

So this Male
will
make a stand.

And hold you hand
when you ask me to.
Not true  P@ul   just not me.
412 · Jan 2012
I went. (10 Words)
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
I went with the flow.
But just ended up drownin.
412 · Aug 2012
my mother said.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
my mother said this day
would you like to join me in sherry
after my head had done it it image stuff
and my brain had slowed down
i said yes so she poured
taking the glass we said cheers
then the tast sent me to years gone before
of the smell of a 57 christmas trees
and carol singers at the door
grandchildren on my knee
and so much more
so to one and all i say to thee
always take care of your mother
for mine this day
is taking care of me  :-)
412 · Jan 2013
Empty MINDS.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
some day's when I sit and write
all i find is one big        Z      E         R       O
and i think at my age I should have more
but nobody comes to save my soul
now gather round a hear my song
and
then just
watch
me fall
here under what is now a mushroom.
412 · Mar 2015
Some day's.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Some day's
I feel I have just fallen out of the sky
Don't ask me why
but nothing seams right
maybe I bounce to much
or concussion in my head
never landed on my feet
like the earth
I here now
so lets play ball
and have a feast
on these words
find myself behind this computer
a fast delight
twin turbos burn
just have to find my head now
and let my fingers burn
updating right now
but getting old
get
ready
don't
be shy
let me know

I just do it the way i do it
and I have fallen up see.
TRue  SToy
P @ U L .
412 · Mar 2012
But what is love?
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Just a spoon full of love is enough.

And sugar does help it go down.

Just a little spoon.

we are all fighting about it.

But man we end up dead over it.

But give me more sugar!

:-)
411 · Nov 2016
Hold On.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2016
You've got to hold on to something
that you believe
so it can make you feel alright.

You've got to hold on to your dreams
and things in between
making you feel alright.

You've got to hold on to everything.
True P@ul.   ***.
411 · Apr 2012
Girl.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
I give you moonlight by night.
Sunshine in the day.

Then why do I feel so far from home.
411 · Dec 2012
Malrissa
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Les rêves sont comme des oiseaux
aujourd'hui là ils sont dans un camp alors qu'ils pilotent ****.
Paul
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Flashes in the sky
that burn the eye
turning people into dust
all thought of by the nerds
light of ***** and running turds
that no body now can see
bow your going to die
don't you will
it is to late now.

ENLESS!

Nope thats just me
is the future we hope for?
410 · Feb 2015
Star Words.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Words are like stars
there are worlds
between them
more than the distance
from here to mars
it’s not what you say
it’s the way you say them
that means the world to me
there not just words

**“There like stars that twinkle
from here to mars and back again”.
410 · Jan 2017
Raise your mind.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Every which way is up
nothing brings you down
to you, there is no ground
all the others can not float
raise your mind where the air is clean
and you, come up, the air clear
and thought up here
feels like you meant to think it all
and life feels like bliss
you feel alive
breath deep raise your mind.
P@ul   SHHHHH!  ***.
410 · Mar 2015
Dreaming of clocks.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Trying to sleep
dreaming of clocks
*******
with your
tick tocks
let me sleep
stop turning up
the nose from my
clocks
let me drift off
for tomorrow
I have to get up
then my alarm
gose off
**** it's morning.
True story     :-)  we have all been here    P@ul.
Dali would off bean so proud.
410 · Jul 2012
mother come to my door.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
I car,nt see you any more
Baby.

Come to my door baby
faces clean but black as night

walk me to school baby
she said

I can see you any more
baby
Mother come to my door
410 · Oct 2012
a city.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2012
a city freeze
a city green and full of leaves
a city man stays indoors
a city girl is out on the pull
a city man needs to go out today
a city hall that's where love began
a city is where their life began
a city new born out with his mum
a city turns over and over again.
409 · Jan 2012
F++K ME
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
**** me
all I need is

just 10 more words
409 · Nov 2016
RED.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2016
Red
you warn me
you are human too
each and every time
what did I ever do to you

Red you shock me
make me know
I am real
Just
a man
with this nasty
paper cut.
True Story   P@ul.
408 · Jan 2012
WHY! PEOPLE?
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Why do
people say
that mice like cheese.

I see no proof of this.
Never see them at my local deli.

Or an any other places, like this.
And if the moon is made of cheese.

Would they all not be there.

So people stop
saying this.
408 · Aug 2013
Poem for TI<M.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
Tim I write these poem inline

L  I  K  E             N        O         W

I work best with comments in my soul
that poor soul of mine
that does not know what is red or blue
people ask me
what is your favourite colour
and do you know
maybe it is me
just me, as I am an artist
but I just like  W  O  R  D  S.


PINK leaned against blue
then Purple came along
Purple liked Green a lot
then Brown was formed
now brown like white
and that is why
we are happy now.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
You know people I say,

                                                                  H   E ,         L   I   T      U   P ,    a cigarette, poured another drink,

While awaiting his mind to do the        T   H   I   N   K   I   N   G ,

             Hoping to create just       O  N  E      M   O   R   E      P   O   E   M ,

               But found he just          D  I  D'    N   T     H   A   V   E     O   N   E !
A poem of 10 words within a poem, read ALL, then, read the CAPITALS, strange, both poem sort of say the same
408 · Mar 2015
Feeling down.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
There's water on the ground
fear gips me
I am about drown and cry
feel the fear in my mind
its not like this on good day
fear ******* me inside
fear in my mind
then I wake up
for that ******* alarm clock goes off
then I know a new day blue
no clouds in the sky
thank god I am up
moving about to do my stuff
drink my first coffee cup
get out there
and learn about your society
smile and make people feel good.
Wish you was here     P@ul!
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
If  I only had one word for you.
I am not sure what it might be.
So I will call you   J  U  L  I  A.

Seams like a good word to me.
Now I want to know what word might fit me?
So    J  U  L  I  A,   what word will that be.

Answers on a post card.
To Mailbox 123
J  U  L  I  A      S T R  E   E   T        1  2  3
407 · Sep 2014
To True P@ul
Paul Hardwick Sep 2014
I was in charge
of a motley crew
gave John his orders
seem simple to me
John
at five give Paul a 30 minuet break
then Paul two be sure and Paul Last
then you take one to.
Think the Prozac's kicked in    :-)    P@ul
407 · Jan 2012
Life.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Life will stop if!
I die today. Don't want.
406 · Dec 2011
I want to write a poem.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2011
I want to write a poem.
But again my brain does not want to.
Seams to be all ****** up.
Thinks of all the things, that I do not want to.
Not even a seeds of sparks.
Just these illusive thoughts and dreams.
Come on brain.
Give me my poets mind again.
Maybe for 20 minites or more.
Just so I can get something on paper.
No that did not mean I wanted to ****.
This paper here.
I am sitting infront of it.
Like I like just sitting here and picking my nose again.

Might even cut my toe nails later.
Well that how sometimes it goes.
406 · Nov 2016
When I was young.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2016
When I was young,
I was so indecisive!

But now I am old,
I am really not so sure!
True story   Love P@ul.
406 · Dec 2016
Cyberspace 0.0.1.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2016
It's hard to live life out here
most things out of bounds
fingers glowing in cyber space
typing things down
that I really mean nothing, at all
for all, to be seen
and should have kept in my own mind
none of which mean a thing to anyone nor me
there's no atmosphere
to help me breath
there is no gravity
nothing to help keep me tied down
or to keep my feet on the ground
just drifting things in my head,
just drifting in a sea of that which
is no more than my own mind
and deep feeling in my head
all by this tomorrow my mind will forget
so my advice
is keep cyberspace
inside your own head
and leave my cyberspace alone

LoVe  P@ul.
In my defence, my mother did drop me on my head.

P@ul.  ***.
406 · Nov 2013
Never was then, but now.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
Don't look around
for tonight all you will see
will be a man
laying around
and sometime singing for my food
but be sure I will be
all I can be
the man of old
that I know is me
at another crossroad of life
only hoping my Prozac will kick in.
406 · Oct 2015
Dusty brains
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Now I am old
should have clean more
for I have dust in my head
gets stuck in the works
think thats it
but now I forget more
so I get my cans on
play my music loud
moves it around
dusty brains.
P@ul  ***.
406 · Oct 2013
Seeing the light.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Seeing the light in a station bar
and traveling for my sins
see me the host looking at his shoes
people around me
move listening to there music machines
and there the prity girl in black
a call comes in
I dance along with the beat
of all the swearing that comes to sound
and by the movement of lip 's
no good came of it

ToDay I see THE LIGHT of my dawn.
Witten today! and I will remind you, it is not easy being a man.
406 · Jul 2012
Don.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Don sat outside the box

Don was very  H i p p y
but  in  his  box did stay
for   he  thought  he was
one with BOX so complete
But as you and I know Don
w a s   v e r y   m o r e so
                                               AND sat outside the BOX!
405 · Oct 2014
Strange!!!
Paul Hardwick Oct 2014
A
man
walks into
a restaurant
and asked
where are you toilets
the bar man
just replied!

Just go
down
the
stairs!!
Bizzar    :-)     P@ul.
405 · Nov 2014
Dip became confused.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2014
DiD dip mean?

           I dip as I go under here
             I dip @ the disco more than you
                That is so low it made me dip how about you
                    I do not dip at my age and nor should you
                       I dip you
                          While looking into your eyes, you look back,
                              then begin to fall.
                                Into that hole in the ground
                                   Look me back
                                      And say

                                          You ******* hippy
            
                                               Your BUSTED

                                                    Never falling into your eyes again.
True story on this day
and yours this day of a calendar
to small to hide the sun                                                                                 P@ul
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