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Paul Hardwick Mar 2017
Come on
how often does that happen
how often have you known it
you can tell me if you like
but I think you never will
My toe hurts like hell
as if you care
think it split the nail
Some bleeding come out
now I will have to wash my socks
do you know
how hard for me
things just like, that is

**** me just stubbed my mind

on my big toenail
hope there is no bleeding in my head
things like this
make me feel red
never know
what EXP lease Ives come out.
LOvE   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2016
Still in the radiation glow
of your love and needs
turn me over
do the other side
feeling a bit red on this side
still white on the other side
will as always
in the middle
stay in the pink
keeping my own sanity
in which
I hide from most things
including you.
LOVE   P@ul ***.  ;-).   x.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2013
Mary Jane
It is that time again
when what I learned from you
eats more of my brain
all the things
you told me to remember
now I forget
but my univer's is clear to myself
but it is as paranoid creeps in
the worry in my soul.

Why can not you love me Mary JAne.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
I will be 21 today
and all the days
after tomorrow.
420 · Aug 2012
people ask!
Paul Hardwick Aug 2012
People ask
do you really write this stuff live
and your answer people is yes I do
that is way I change them at a later date
correct my spelling
for I write with passion of the night.
420 · Nov 2012
O N E. (ten words).
Paul Hardwick Nov 2012
to die or not to die
that is the question?
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
Sure it dose
but this question I have found out
dose not apply to MAN
and at no time  to be answered.

Just a bit of female POP art see

boys like me
just stand back and stare
do not bring your hands above your waist
and god forbid, make with your fingers that picture window
as to get it all in the frame.

NO  no  no  NONE! of this.

just except she has a big ***
and she is the girl you feel in love with
even your mother told you so.

while we on the subject
at a fair
never take into the hall of mirrors.

Just listen and have a great time
feeling for you

P@ul.
Think I will get hate mail
but it is just Art        :-)      P@ul.
419 · Apr 2013
T H I N G S I choose.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2013
Never thought that things i choose
to put it my mind can make me
feel like i never did yesterday

T H I N G S
like the words i say
that i have never heard before
now to me mean much more.
419 · May 2014
True Story.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
I am I
and my synapse
fire again

Now move on
and read my words
there is no black white

in this world
so why newspapers
for we live

in a world made up
of tan
we are one

all of are dreams
are one
and we are the people
so if you have truck with that
then just ******* home
for tan people fight
for there right.
Not sure, how true this is
L          O          V           E
P@ul.  ***
419 · May 2013
Afrog.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
A frog lept in time
and did not see where he did go
the land was strange and the what he liked to call mud
spurted from within between his toes
but the lack of air made him gag so
frog this place dose not love you.
Sorry I have to add this, please tell me. to **** myself or something. for this place makes my dizzey.
Paul
419 · Jun 2012
Just time lies.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2012
You are just in time
the time seam to last for ever
no time like the present
the bus is never on time
it was no time at all
time seamed to stop
time past so quick
in no time at all
The bus approached the stop, just in time to stop, my mind exploding.
Had to change the tittle to this, makes more sense to me now!
419 · Dec 2012
Malrissa
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Les rêves sont comme des oiseaux
aujourd'hui là ils sont dans un camp alors qu'ils pilotent ****.
Paul
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
You know people I say,

                                                                  H   E ,         L   I   T      U   P ,    a cigarette, poured another drink,

While awaiting his mind to do the        T   H   I   N   K   I   N   G ,

             Hoping to create just       O  N  E      M   O   R   E      P   O   E   M ,

               But found he just          D  I  D'    N   T     H   A   V   E     O   N   E !
A poem of 10 words within a poem, read ALL, then, read the CAPITALS, strange, both poem sort of say the same
418 · Nov 2016
RED.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2016
Red
you warn me
you are human too
each and every time
what did I ever do to you

Red you shock me
make me know
I am real
Just
a man
with this nasty
paper cut.
True Story   P@ul.
418 · May 2013
LONG ago.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Long ago i wonder through my mind
filled with fairy tails and stores
was any of that real
or was it just a young mans musing
soon the days past into years
now was my past an illusion
greyed by all these years
or did those tears mean nothing to me
did they make me the man i am?
418 · Jan 2015
Hard times.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2015
Do not cross the line
woman give me what is mine
it was not misery all of the time
we had some good times
I made you feel like you are real.

So this Male
will
make a stand.

And hold you hand
when you ask me to.
Not true  P@ul   just not me.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Time slipped away.
Yes this day.
Time just slipped away.
In a panic!
I asked myself.
Where has the time gone.
In an instant.
Time replied.
Man your thinking.

It just dyed.

I was not impressed.
But time told me so.
Time looked at me.
And, I hated him.
Then, with a grin.
I told him, this time sort of something.

What man?

He did say.
You are so drunk.
This night will go away.

Maybe Time Has told Me.
418 · Nov 2012
Can you tell me why?
Paul Hardwick Nov 2012
People never stay the same
you meet a girl you fall in love
then from that day
she has to change you?
418 · Oct 2013
Seeing the light.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Seeing the light in a station bar
and traveling for my sins
see me the host looking at his shoes
people around me
move listening to there music machines
and there the prity girl in black
a call comes in
I dance along with the beat
of all the swearing that comes to sound
and by the movement of lip 's
no good came of it

ToDay I see THE LIGHT of my dawn.
Witten today! and I will remind you, it is not easy being a man.
417 · Jan 2013
Bad Day.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Finished with my woman
she did not help me with mind
we should have shared
of what was more us
not what people thought
we should be
in that way
there was never love.
417 · Dec 2011
I want to write a poem.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2011
I want to write a poem.
But again my brain does not want to.
Seams to be all ****** up.
Thinks of all the things, that I do not want to.
Not even a seeds of sparks.
Just these illusive thoughts and dreams.
Come on brain.
Give me my poets mind again.
Maybe for 20 minites or more.
Just so I can get something on paper.
No that did not mean I wanted to ****.
This paper here.
I am sitting infront of it.
Like I like just sitting here and picking my nose again.

Might even cut my toe nails later.
Well that how sometimes it goes.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
As we lay that day in that long grass
you smiled at me and I at you
in the background
the motorway was moving
and that constant buzz
became annoying
you told me
this is the way it was
in your life
but would it change in my life?
417 · Oct 2014
Strange!!!
Paul Hardwick Oct 2014
A
man
walks into
a restaurant
and asked
where are you toilets
the bar man
just replied!

Just go
down
the
stairs!!
Bizzar    :-)     P@ul.
417 · Dec 2012
When push came to shove.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
When push came to shove
he knew what to do
so push, shoved him
he knew that was right
push fell like brick
down and down
into the abysm
and right now people
that all.
416 · May 2014
Mind Craft.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
The young
think that is a game
man we have been doing it for years
In the 60,s just far out man
in the 70,s done mostly in Bowies head
so mine my mind craft with me
and lets play.
he he he   :-)    P@ul
416 · Feb 2015
Star Words.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Words are like stars
there are worlds
between them
more than the distance
from here to mars
it’s not what you say
it’s the way you say them
that means the world to me
there not just words

**“There like stars that twinkle
from here to mars and back again”.
415 · Mar 2012
But what is love?
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Just a spoon full of love is enough.

And sugar does help it go down.

Just a little spoon.

we are all fighting about it.

But man we end up dead over it.

But give me more sugar!

:-)
415 · May 2012
Rupert 10 W
Paul Hardwick May 2012
Rupert got down off his horse
gave out a hand.
414 · Jan 2013
Empty MINDS.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
some day's when I sit and write
all i find is one big        Z      E         R       O
and i think at my age I should have more
but nobody comes to save my soul
now gather round a hear my song
and
then just
watch
me fall
here under what is now a mushroom.
414 · Jan 2017
Raise your mind.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Every which way is up
nothing brings you down
to you, there is no ground
all the others can not float
raise your mind where the air is clean
and you, come up, the air clear
and thought up here
feels like you meant to think it all
and life feels like bliss
you feel alive
breath deep raise your mind.
P@ul   SHHHHH!  ***.
414 · Mar 2012
OPEN.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
If you leave things open.
                                                     You have to keep running.
                                                                                                            To keep out of this space.



Then an Poem.
                                    Will appear.           (ooooooooooooo***OOOOOOOOOOOO)!

                                                                                               So all run with me.
414 · Nov 2014
Dip became confused.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2014
DiD dip mean?

           I dip as I go under here
             I dip @ the disco more than you
                That is so low it made me dip how about you
                    I do not dip at my age and nor should you
                       I dip you
                          While looking into your eyes, you look back,
                              then begin to fall.
                                Into that hole in the ground
                                   Look me back
                                      And say

                                          You ******* hippy
            
                                               Your BUSTED

                                                    Never falling into your eyes again.
True story on this day
and yours this day of a calendar
to small to hide the sun                                                                                 P@ul
413 · Mar 2015
Dancing words.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Turn on your head
and the dance begins
think of words
toss them down on the page
feel the words in your head
for with them you can be anything
let your imagination sing
and before long
your swinging about
with all the dancing words in your head
jig move your feet
rock about.
Well that's the joy for me      True story         P@ul.
413 · Jan 2012
WHY! PEOPLE?
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Why do
people say
that mice like cheese.

I see no proof of this.
Never see them at my local deli.

Or an any other places, like this.
And if the moon is made of cheese.

Would they all not be there.

So people stop
saying this.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Flashes in the sky
that burn the eye
turning people into dust
all thought of by the nerds
light of ***** and running turds
that no body now can see
bow your going to die
don't you will
it is to late now.

ENLESS!

Nope thats just me
is the future we hope for?
412 · Apr 2015
Why car'nt I.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Why must I
feel like I am blue
this morning when I woke up
I was sure I was green
what has change?
colours you might say
that's not how you feel
on this a green day!
still none the wiser
my body travels on
to a green day
make it so
but
I
am
B L U E.





Sat back watching a film
and all I found
was blue
people like me
they said I might servive
although your blue
I am not blue
I would shout back at them
they never listen to me
listen
I
am
******* green






Just as much as I think you know
this morning woke up





Had no clour at all.






Pupets are painting there toes
who's pulling
the strings
puppets who care carry on
but my mind car'nt
pull one and poke out your eyes out.
412 · Dec 2017
@t my age. 2.0.1
Paul Hardwick Dec 2017
Noddy just
justs ******* noddy'ing off
2 or 3 times a day

bell three rings
the locals call him
sleeps in the corner

after two or three beers
no chips please
Noddy's fat enough

Good old fat Noddy's just off
needs to go upstairs
volunteer to carry him up

**** no love him
needs to loose weight for me
he needs to dream

**** me Noddy has no friends
they all hate him
Just because no one
can carry him up the ******* stairs
Poor old nod
and the ******* stairs.
LOVE P@ul ***.
411 · Jul 2012
mother come to my door.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
I car,nt see you any more
Baby.

Come to my door baby
faces clean but black as night

walk me to school baby
she said

I can see you any more
baby
Mother come to my door
411 · Oct 2015
Dusty brains
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Now I am old
should have clean more
for I have dust in my head
gets stuck in the works
think thats it
but now I forget more
so I get my cans on
play my music loud
moves it around
dusty brains.
P@ul  ***.
411 · Jan 2012
F++K ME
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
**** me
all I need is

just 10 more words
410 · Jul 2012
Don.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Don sat outside the box

Don was very  H i p p y
but  in  his  box did stay
for   he  thought  he was
one with BOX so complete
But as you and I know Don
w a s   v e r y   m o r e so
                                               AND sat outside the BOX!
409 · Oct 2016
Zip Word.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2016
How did that word become real
I zip my Coat
Zip my FlysBut never zip off
Never zip the universe
All in my mind
Fermeture éclair.
P@ul.
409 · Aug 2013
THINK ME INto any shape.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
Any time
I am not that
I am a shape that is mine
not thin of fat, nor slim
nor suff with gold
no morals
other than those
I hold to me
this surrealist man called P  A     U           L
i am reflected in the water, of the dreams you slept
that you can not form the words
so think me as a shape.
409 · Oct 2016
S A D .
Paul Hardwick Oct 2016
I am sad
I guess it had to come one day
sad with others
sad at brothers
sad at myself
sad with life
sad with autumn colors
brown never went with my eyes
nor went with others
sad to see the mists
sad to feel my feet sweat
sad winter is so cold
sad to look at trees
and this falls
sadly to be me
all I know
is that one day
my sad will pass
but somehow that makes me sad.
True story   P@ul.
409 · Mar 2015
My bleeding heart.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Some day's
all the people talk to
let go
tell me things
just tears @ my heart
and all I can do is continue to be free
just building castles of sand on the beach in the dark
so I go on and just be free me
but it cuts me deep
and my heart bleeds.
True story     P@ul.     bring your own bucket.
409 · Jan 2012
Life.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Life will stop if!
I die today. Don't want.
409 · Nov 2013
Never was then, but now.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
Don't look around
for tonight all you will see
will be a man
laying around
and sometime singing for my food
but be sure I will be
all I can be
the man of old
that I know is me
at another crossroad of life
only hoping my Prozac will kick in.
408 · Sep 2012
Woman, that was not to be.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
you are the woman
that i loved

but could not find a way to love
i could not tell you what you men t to me

for the woman before you hurt me
like a sting in our tail

so pretty woman

you are the woman
that was not men t to be

so now i live all by myself
in misery

but i pry that one day this might come

my woman that was not ment to be.
408 · Sep 2012
Cut my wings.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2012
Cut my wings
people please do
for i can not fly for you
last time
i tried that
ended up in a bad way
3 flours
not so good
so i do not do that any more
so with my mind i do say
people
who the **** are you
and tell me all
for i want to know

This sad man called Paul
408 · Aug 2013
For a long time, I felt.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
For a long time i felt
just my emotion
and none of anybody else
and overtime it has become
something else
so i want to hear of the pulses
around me
the HELLOW people
I have come to love
and respect!

and do not worry
you can not hurt me for long
for I know what I am
JUst this MAn called Paul.
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